Sorry, I don't have time to participate in your future.

All endless love is an experience after all. Amy Cheung

When Cheng was with He Nian, he said to her, "He Nian, I don't have time to participate in your past, but I will accompany you to the end."

When she didn't love, Cheng said to her, "I'm sorry, I don't want to participate in your future."

The bar at night can never stop making noise. Why not sit in the corner of the bar?

"It is said that women turn against each other faster than turning books, and so do you men. When you love you, you are dying of love. Even if you want the stars in the sky, you are willing to pick them for you. When I don't love you, even if you say I love you, it makes him feel sick. " He Nian said while drinking wine.

Zhou Zhou sitting opposite He Nian, frowning, don't comment. He was afraid that if he said one more word, he would think he was wrong.

Zhou Zhou and He Nian grew up together and were his best friends.

So He Nian called and told him to drink, and this iron buddy immediately rushed over.

"Zhou Zhou, do you think what I said above is correct?" He Nian drank a little drunk at the moment, looking at the opposite Zhou Zhou smirking.

"Yes, Aunt, everything you said is right." Zhou Zhou looked at He Nian. He smirked across the street and pretended to be serious.

But the next moment he nian changed his face.

"You cheat, liar ..."

"I'm so right ... why did Cheng break up with me?"

He Nian said that he was drunk at his desk.

On the day of breaking up, I don't want to pack my things in my room alone.

She put the clothes, bags and all kinds of plush toys that Cheng bought for her into a box and put them in the corner.

The lovers' cup on the table, the lovers' pillow on the bed, and the photo frame of two people on the wall, He Nian didn't move, but simply packed a few pieces of his own clothes.

He Nian packed his things and went downstairs with his suitcase. He saw Cheng He smoking in the corner of the stairs, and his Zhang Jun face was a little blurred. The clothes he is wearing are lovers' clothes bought by He Nian.

Seeing He Nian down, he stubbed out half an unfinished cigarette and looked up at her, staring at each other, ignoring anyone except the quiet rain outside.

He nian opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but he didn't know how to speak.

He simply said, "Cheng Shaozhe, I'm leaving, so I'll smoke less in the future."

Then I walked into the rain with my suitcase in my hand. It's raining hard, but I don't feel anything.

Cheng looked at her back for a long time, took an umbrella from the room and went downstairs.

Rushed into the rain and handed it to He Nian and said, "Don't catch a cold. Go home and take a hot bath. "

He Nian took the umbrella, held back her tears and said a good word. She opened her umbrella and walked forward without looking back. As she walked, she cried, and the rain mixed with tears.

Several times, He Nian wanted to throw away his umbrella and suitcase, ran back to hug Cheng and said to him, "Can we not break up?"

Just like in the past, whenever we quarrel or have a cold war, she will take the initiative to hold Cheng in her arms. As long as she spoils Cheng, her heart will soften.

Why don't you look back, Cheng has disappeared, except for the rain curtain, which is a vague scenery in the distance.

On the second day after breaking up, He Nian went to work with red eyes and passed a man on the road. She thought it was Cheng, so she ran after him and took the man's arm. As a result, the man scolded her and shook off He Nian's hand and walked forward.

He Nian stood there for a long time before laughing at his stupidity.

Because of this, she was late for work and deducted a day's salary. Later, she was scolded by her boss for absently copying the documents given by her boss.

After work at 5: 30, He Nian habitually cooked two bowls of noodles in the kitchen and put them on the table without eating.

She remembered that she had broken up with Cheng, so she cooked several bowls of noodles.

It turns out that some habits can really become natural after a long time.

He nian thought that he would never see Cheng again after breaking up, but he didn't expect to see him the next week after breaking up.

Why don't you stand there and ask him if we can be friends in the future?

Cheng was silent and didn't speak. After half a ring, he said to He Nian, "Work hard and forget me." Then he turned and left.

He nian blunt cheng turned to leave of figure, loudly shouted 1

"But Cheng, I can't forget you."

Cheng's body froze. He nian thought he would turn back, but he didn't.

He Nian stood there, watching his back disappear into the sea of people.

It turns out that men are so heartless.

After returning home, He Nian thought her behavior today was ridiculous. It suddenly occurred to her that she had seen a problem on the Zhihu. Can you still be friends after breaking up? The following answers are all kinds of strange. Why do you see someone's answer like this? Because you were in love, broke up and couldn't be friends.

Yes, how to be friends after falling in love?

Later, He Nian sent a short message to Cheng, saying: I'm sorry, I won't bother you in my life.

He nian squatted on the ground and cried at the moment she sent a text message. He Nian didn't know what Cheng was feeling when she saw this news, but at that moment she had made up her mind to put Cheng down.

But I'm thinking, can I really let go of someone?

I don't know why.

He Nian thinks that as long as he lies in bed and closes his eyes, everyone is the shadow of Cheng.

"Well, I often see you eating skewers in this shop. Let's make friends. " A hearty voice sounded.

This is the first time that He Nian saw Cheng in a barbecue shop on the roadside.

He Nian is not a natural person, so when Cheng first proposed to make friends, He Nian refused.

So at that time, she said very coldly,

I don't make friends with strangers

When He Nian came here again the next day, Cheng was there.

He leaned in and said, "Never mind. You will be familiar with it if you say more. "

He Nian wondered how there could be such shameless people in the world.

He Nian comes to this barbecue shop every day, and so does Cheng.

Tell her what happened in Jian 'an today and what happened in Changping tomorrow.

Slowly, I'm really familiar with it.

Cheng asked He Nian why he came to this barbecue shop every day.

He nian said it was cheap and delicious.

In fact, she often comes because she thinks that the couple in this shop are living too hard. Their son has leukemia and needs money for treatment, and there is a little daughter to raise at home.

Everyone will encounter difficulties, so it is a little bit to help.

Cheng later learned why He Nian often came to this store to eat mutton kebabs.

Cheng said that he was reading the heart of the Virgin Mary. There are so many poor people and so many things in the world. If you want to help, how?

He nian just smiled and didn't speak.

He Nian and Cheng met for one year and stayed together for three years.

In these three years, the mileage is really good for He Nian.

She has everything that other girls should have, and she also has everything that other girls don't have.

I am so happy every day when I am with Cheng. He Nian felt like a child, spoiled, loved and cared for by Cheng. Even if he quarrels, Cheng will take the initiative to admit his mistake.

In the second year of acquaintance, Cheng took the year to see his parents.

Her parents especially warmly invited He Nian to stay at home for dinner.

That night, Cheng said to He Nianhe, "We will get married in another year."

He Nian snuggled up in Cheng's arms with special happiness.

For a moment, she was filled with joy, thinking that she would marry Cheng and have a particularly lovely child in the future.

He Nian once said, "Cheng, don't be so good to me. I'm afraid I can't live without you. "

Later, it turned out that she really couldn't leave.

At that time, Cheng said, "Since you can't leave, don't leave."

But Cheng, Cheng, you pushed me away from you.

How can I leave if you don't want me to leave?

He nian closed his eyes, and tears kept overflowing from his eyes.

Why don't you stay up late?

He Nian spent three months to heal this lovelorn relationship. She works very hard. In her spare time, she goes to the library to read books, and on weekends, she comes to find herself to go out to play.

Gradually, He Nian felt that he was not Cheng.

Even if she is alone, she can live well.

So, it's not that people who leave can't live.

On He Nian's birthday, she received a gift, and 99 roses were unsigned.

That evening, Cheng called her. He drank a lot, talked about many things on the phone, and did many things together.

At the last moment of hanging up, Cheng said, "I miss you, but I'm sorry, I can't be with you."

He nian cried and called back with his mobile phone, but no one answered, and his heart ached faintly.

But after that night, Cheng seemed to disappear. He Nian asked people around him about Cheng's whereabouts, but no one knew where he was going.

A year later, Zhou Zhou fell ill and was hospitalized. He nian hurried to the hospital to see him.

In the meantime, He Nian accidentally bumped into a person on the road. This man is dressed strangely, wearing black clothes and a black mask.

The man's medical record was deleted by He Nian.

He nian picked it up from the ground, glanced casually and saw the words terminal cancer.

He just paused and didn't go to see the man again.

He didn't recognize it. This person is actually Cheng.

When he came to the ward, he said to her, "Cheng was here just now."

He Nian said "Oh" and it was gone, and then he made his own chicken soup.

Zhou Zhou said, "Don't you ask him what he is doing here?"

He Nian put the cooked chicken soup in a small bowl.

"Why did he come seems to have nothing to do with me. I have been cooking this chicken soup for a long time. Please drink it while it is hot. "

"Why, as a matter of fact, you have never forgotten Cheng." Cheng said through He Nian's mind.

Why don't you talk?

Zhou Zhou went on to say, "Cheng broke up with you because he had terminal cancer."

"What did you say?"

At first, He Nian thought he heard wrong, but when Zhou Zhou repeated it, He Nian felt his head was blank.

"So he chose to break up with me because he was afraid of my sadness and dragging me down."

Nodded and said, "why, you have been misunderstood. He has always loved you. "

"Cheng, he bought a plane ticket to America today. It's not too late for you to see him for the last time. " Zhou Zhou put the chicken soup aside.

Jian 'an Airport, He Nian doesn't even know how he took a taxi, but now he just wants to see Cheng.

She searched for cheng in the vast sea of people. She seemed to see a familiar figure at a glance. He is dressed in black and wearing a black hat. He covered half of his face with a mask and couldn't see his face clearly, but somehow he thought it was Cheng.

There are countless people at the airport. Someone came to pick up the plane and someone came out with the crowd. He Nian had a hard time turning around and walking towards the opposite side.

"I know everything about Cheng. I know everything."

Too many emotions have been pressed in He Nian's heart for too long, and all of a sudden they are surging.

Cheng was silent for half a ring, and turned to wipe away tears, just as gentle as before.

"How old people are, still crying."

He Nian suddenly hugged Cheng tightly, smelling the familiar smell on him.

"Can you not go? We can face it together. "

"I'm sorry, I may not be able to give you a bright future. I wish you find someone who can spend the rest of your life with you. " Cheng said pushed away He Nian.

He Nian looked at Cheng with a sad smile on his face.

"Never mind, you don't have to say sorry to me."

"Goodbye."

"Goodbye, Cheng"

He Nian stood and watched Cheng slowly disappear in his sight.

Cheng still left.

After that day, he never heard any news about him again.