I wrote my own romantic novel.

Go to the newspaper and book it. There are many. .

Fourteen Que "Snowing at Night"

Guide to wind and smoke

The other side of the wheat field

Waiting time together

love token

Song Qing Men's Glass Listening to Snow

After you said "I'm engaged", I think I would be wronged if I didn't say it.

In March 2008, I was only 17 years old. I'm fine. I hold my mobile phone all day and stop trying to be high flyers in the eyes of my classmates, because I know you.

I left a small town for the first time, bought a ticket for the first time, took a train for the first time, and went to a strange place just to see you, but you just wanted to get a room, right?

I am a good boy, everyone thinks so. Elementary school, junior high school and senior high school. I tried to be the first, studied hard, and you chased me for a long time.

Since junior high school, many people have chased me, but I don't know what love is. I don't know what love is.

Hehe, until I met you. You don't smoke or drink. I always thought I didn't fight.

Always pick me up and eat steamed bread and pickles for half a month, although I don't know if it's true or not.

Always look clean, like your mature breath.

Every time I see you, I am so happy. I tricked my parents and teachers into asking for leave to accompany you around strange streets.

Go to the park, go to the lonely mountain, and even accompany you to send snacks to other girls.

You always look like a brother and love me very much. You can sneak out of the house and date me for me. It's so green.

You said you liked me, and you had a crush on me since junior high school. After coming back from Zhengzhou for the fifth time, I promised to be your girlfriend.

You will travel all over Zhengzhou to find the information I need. You will only spend half a day coming back to see me and give me something I like to eat. I always thought you were ugly and didn't like you, but you didn't give up. You touched me once and for all with your words and occasional actions. Maybe it's because I'm naive. People who fall in love for the first time are naive.

You are ugly. Many people say you don't deserve me. When I was in an art school, I didn't want you near the school gate.

I don't want anyone to see you. I didn't like you at that time, and I felt very ashamed.

Now you don't love me, and you are ashamed of me.

The pressure of the second year of high school is increasing, but because of you, I no longer pay attention to my study. I cry and laugh for you every day. Besides opening a lover's number, it takes me nearly to 200 yuan to make a phone call every month.

You said in a shy voice on the phone, "I like you." Do you like me? " I don't know what love is, but my heart is shaking, which is what people who love for the first time will feel.

But I'm shy. You have urged me several times, so I am embarrassed to say it.

Every corner of Songling Park has our laughter and laughter, and every stone in the pedestrian street has the mark of our love. You always induce me to run out of school, hold me in a dark corner and kiss me as much as possible.

"It's getting dark. I should go home. "

We'll talk later.

"I really should go home." I pushed you hard.

"We're not going home."

I've never been outside. You made me do it that night. No one knows your darkness. You can kiss as much as you want, which always makes it hard for me to breathe. Then you drove me to the deserted grass and pressed me down. At that age, I didn't know what that meant, except that you were shaking all over.

It's strange, but it's scary. When I refused you, you were angry and it was completely dark.

I know I can only lie. A good girl never stays at home after dark.

That day, an early autumn night, we stayed outside all night. We went to the stadium and missed the grassy place. You tried several times, but I didn't want to. We tossed and turned all night.

It's dawn You did not succeed.

In the next few meetings, you have been fighting for this. You are an animal, you know that. I like you. I won't accuse you of rape. But you must be responsible, or don't touch me.

You said seriously, "I'll be responsible." Don't worry. I will definitely marry you and take care of you for a lifetime, otherwise the whole family will die. "

2008-07-2 1 The nth effort, your hand was tightly fixed, and I was mercilessly torn.

It's bleeding. It hurts. I don't know if you are distressed or not.

You dare not move on. We went home. On the way home, you dragged me out of the car and into the deserted grass. Young you tortured me mercilessly with my little love.

It hurts. My heart hurts too. I gave you the most precious thing. Will you marry me and be responsible?

"I love you, good night. I will be responsible. "

"Keep your word ~" I thought happily.

It's time for senior three. 2009-08

From that day on, I stopped looking at handsome guys, and you became everything to me. Turn it on for you 24 hours, buckle it for you, and miss you all the time. You're madly in love.

But you've changed. You started joking with other girls. You think you're charming. You think you've caught up with me, let alone other girls. Right?

I care too much about you, and I'm beginning to be jealous and spoiled. I hate it when you chat with other girls every day. I started to log on to your account secretly. At first, you said that you were busy and stopped chatting with me, but every time you log in to your button, girls chat with you. I decided to see if you were lying. I regret my decision because I cried for a whole month.

You tell other girls that you are not in love, tell them that you have money, hehe, I will try you with someone else's buckle, and you say so.

This time is the college entrance examination time, only one month. I asked for leave. I rented a room outside. I hid in it and got sick. Xiao Qiang and Xiaofeng are very concerned about me and come to see me. I pretended to be happy.

You were there, full of hypocrisy and a month's physical needs. I want to do it with you while thinking about the ambiguous message I just saw on your mobile phone. I cried all night.

You're gone, and I'm breaking up with you. You agreed easily. You're not afraid of the whole family dying.

I cried night after night, and no one took care of me when I had a high fever. I lied to my mother that I was studying at school, and I didn't want everyone to know about my injury.

Henan fine arts student, 400 culture courses, major 227.

I'm glad you miss me. You said you would marry me, so we made up. I searched all the maps. You are in Zhengzhou Finance and Taxation Vocational College. There are few places near you that can be admitted, so I chose Zheng Qing. I can only get two better grades from other provinces, but it will be far away from you. I lied to my mother that Zheng Easiston is very good, and the tuition fee is 13 thousand, which belongs to two books.

Yes, the most important thing is that it is 27 kilometers away from you.

I went to college, 20 10-9, and our love is still a secret. Your parents object to your height of 1.72 meters, and they stipulate that you should have a rich girlfriend who is over 1.65 meters at home. You want to be a good boy, but I told my mother our love. My mother likes you very much. My mother doesn't care about your beauty and height, as long as you are good to me.

You promise you'll be fine. Think about it. You don't feel like an animal.

Freshman last semester, encounter. I don't know what you do at school. You are always busy and don't mind me looking for a new boyfriend, but I don't know why I only have you in my heart.

We quarreled because you were not single-minded for the fifth time and were left out for a long time. I'm very excited that you asked me out to make up. I dress myself up the most beautifully. We will meet at Erqi. I secretly detained you again and saw some of your things. I conclude that you are in love with your classmate. Yes, you said her family was rich. So I left her a message for you, "I like you". When I told you jokingly while walking, your face changed greatly. Bite by bite, I am very cheap, scolding me and kicking me in front of so many people. I don't know what you are afraid of her, but you are willing to hit me for her. I ran away, and I wanted to die. I have never been so wronged in my life. I cried and ran in the street, and you chased me like an animal. I don't want to recall that day.

I dropped my schoolbag, and you yelled, fell, and fell heavily, and at the same time called me a bitch and hit me. By that time, I had run into Huambo.

What a dark world.

I don't know how to get back to school that day. You keep apologizing, and I keep ignoring you. On the sixth day, you bought me a new mobile phone and said you borrowed money. I went home and asked my mother for money to pay you back. Just because I love you.

Yes, I love you. So I can forgive you again and again.

During the winter vacation, you sat at my house and discussed with my mother to let me take the self-study exam. Yes, we can be closer. My mother wavered when you said that the self-taught diplomas were all the same. She thought it was too expensive for me to study art, but she didn't know that this man didn't love me and encouraged me to come here. He is just lonely.

To put it bluntly, it is to solve physiological needs. I just realized this today.

My mother started asking me to pack my things and prepare to transfer directly. I don't know the difference between two books and self-taught exams, at that time. Mom said she didn't want me to go until the two of us continued to develop.

She said that she was at ease with you. Who do you deserve?

At the end of my freshman year, I tried my best to carry all my luggage out, and I was so tired that I had a fever. I don't want anyone to know that I'm leaving, because I can't bear it, but I'm obedient and I love you very much.

I came to Zheng Da to take the self-study exam. Living in a mixed dormitory, I decided to stay out of it, and you were even more presumptuous.

Because I love you, you can play with me. You can swim among several girls at the same time. You won't admit it. You will fight each other.

I secretly read your chat, but you are reluctant to buy something for me, but you are willing to send money to other women. You will never admit it.

You wanted to send money for the second time, but I didn't agree. I cried. You promised you wouldn't, but you're still in touch. You pity her and you pity me. The 2400 accommodation fee my mother gave me was gone in less than four months. I bought everything. Have you ever felt sorry for me?

I sat on the bed crying, you started hitting me, and I was not allowed to cry. I was afraid that you would kill me, so I ran out in the air, ready to find someone, and you chased me. In order to test whether you will feel sorry for me, I fell down the stairs and was not injured, but you rushed down and kicked me and scolded me for "making you cry and running."

I know I'm desperate. You don't love me. Just playing with me.

My sister next door rushed out to help me get up and wouldn't let me fight again. I got my life back.

My face is covered with blood, I haven't seen anyone for nearly half a month, and my eyes and face are swollen. I was kicked in the thigh, and Yunnan Baiyao was useless. Thank you very much. Remember to buy me medicine.

I love you. I'm a bitch, right?

If you still make mistakes, please continue to please me. I love you, and I won't be sad soon.

20 12- 1- 1 Let's go home for the New Year. I still miss you every day, but you always say that you are busy, don't answer your text messages, don't answer your phone, and say that you are too busy to go to the toilet. I believe it. You said you would have a rest in 2008, but you didn't think of me. I called you, but you still said you were busy.

20 12- 1-30 came to school earlier, because my mother always asked me at home why Toyo didn't contact you. I can't take it anymore.

I want to come with you, but you refuse to say that you are not available. I still believe it.

I'm coming, waiting for you. You said you didn't want to go to school. I held back my tears and asked you why. You said you were busy. I believe.

I'll call you 20 12-2- 12, and you'll leave me alone.

"We broke up, didn't we? Don't contact me again. "

Once upon a time, you said you would definitely marry me. You said that even if you didn't marry me, you wouldn't start dating and getting engaged until I got married.

"I am engaged. Do not contact me in the future. Sorry, I can't help you in the future. "

Leave me alone in such a strange place. I'll be lonely. You know, I can have no place to live every day. You can find me a dormitory. I can stand being displaced every day, but I can't stand your reply.

I don't want to give you anything. I have nothing. I have no pure body, no two degrees and no happy future. I just want to be with you all the time.

You betrayed me and gave me up to be a good boy. Have you considered my feelings?

I'm nothing. I am not a college student, a virgin or a good daughter.

Are you glad you're engaged? Are you afraid of retribution?

When I got home, I fell down and wanted to kill myself. But is a man like you worth it?

I love you, that's all. Just use this book to tell the world. If you meet him one day, tell him I'm sorry and I hate him.

My first thought when I saw the text message was to buy a train ticket and hurry back, but is it useful for me to cry like a girl?

At the moment, my tears wet the keyboard.

I don't know how brave I am.

I wonder what will happen to the next person.

I dare not imagine anything now.

Please give me some advice on what I should do to recover my loss.

I am not reconciled. I didn't scold him. I waited for you to scold him. Everyone's eyes were sharp.

If you really want to be careless, you will never get up when you sleep.

I wouldn't have to suffer so much.

Sun Dongyang, I will remember you and love others.

May you and your so-called favorite grow old together.

I won't be stupid again.

I won't miss you every day. I need a lot of sleeping pills to sleep.

I won't have confidence in you in gossip, and I will always believe in you.

Yes,

Now I am lovelorn.

So what?

One cannot put back the clock.

Your house, dear. Ha ha. I feel sorry for her.

An ignorant ordinary person. Really.

At least I think so.

I, for one.

At this moment.

I won't be so mean anymore.

Although I love you very much.

Say sorry to yourself and fall in love with you blindly.

It's childish to say sorry to yourself.

Try to empty yourself.

Goodbye, once love.

Grace, I have my best friend.

I'm not alone.

At this moment.

All the above are facts, and there is no fiction.

My name is En Chong, and I come from gongyi city. (buckle; 2。 7。 4。 1。 5。 5)

His name is Sun Dongyang, a native of Baiman Village, Huiguo Town, gongyi city, Henan Province. (unpublished)

We met in March 2008, a season when grass grows and warblers fly.