Every generation has its own memories.

I am a post-60 s, probably because of my age. I can sit up or lie down, but I can't shake my life. It is firmly imprinted on my chest. ...

1966 12 I was born in an ordinary family on the land of Longjiang. My grandmother only exists in the memory of being locked in a cage, without any emotional color.

Trying to remember my childhood impression of my father, only fear. Mother is engraved in my heart and becomes a lifelong memory!

My mother sewed all my clothes when I was a child, my seven sisters! You can imagine how heavy housework is! My elder sister has been separated from this family since I can remember. My elder sister and I are seventeen, and my younger brother and sister are twenty. Later, I realized that my sister has her own family, life and children.

Born in New China, grew up under the red flag. Happy growth is the only thing for all children. There is a sewing machine and a butterfly sewing machine at home. The adults joked that it is the treasure of the horse god. Neighbors often borrow them, and when they can't, my mother will sew them for others. Sewing machines are supported by policies because of their large family size. And my brother fell into a tank with only half a tank of water! I was frightened and went to call my mother who was sewing on the kang. That's a brother who has stopped struggling and was saved! It took me many years to realize my stupidity! I understand the greatness of Sima Guang's smashing cans!

1976+0976, in this year, the days of my life are changing, and Chairman Mao passed away! The whole country grieves!

My mother came back from seeing a doctor in Harbin and went to see her brother early in the morning. I saw my mother and cousin crying. When I saw my mother crying, I was only afraid. Everything was shrouded in an unknown atmosphere!

Mom's disease is developing rapidly, and cancer cells spread too fast after breast cancer surgery! Mother finally died under the torture of illness! At the age of 48!

My brother is seven years old and I am 10 years old. Father is 50 years old! There are seven people left in the family! The second sister who does housework is the only woman in the family. How to have a full meal has become a top priority for the family. There are medicinal materials on the mountain after autumn, and the production team needs young people to take medicine, one yuan a day! Sew a gauze bag, put six or six powders on it and beat it on the vegetable seedlings. Teenagers can work faster than adult farmers. At that time, no one talked about the harm of pesticides! One day it's red, swollen and itchy, so you don't have to work slowly the next day.

198 1 My father is 55 years old and can retire after heavy physical labor. 15 years old, go to work and work in the grain depot? Brother Yoshiko and brother Zhuzi use ox carts to pull materials for storing grain. The salary of 25 yuan per month and the non-staple food subsidy of 5 yuan are calculated as 30 yuan. Even now, when I see young people in their twenties and thirties studying, taking an examination of a public works gangster and holding a high salary, I feel that I have lost my life and lost a lot!

1988 workers' congress announced that grain workers can apply for secondary school enrollment and study with pay for two and a half years! Only sign up yourself, get lucky and go back to school! However, controlling the living expenses of one yuan per day is not a small burden. Solving the living expenses next week on Sunday has become the driving force for the bicycle wheel to fly! 2 yuan saves money on train tickets between home and school. When you come home from school on Saturday, you must take the last train. There are many people, 80 cents a catty of pears are packed in a bag, and 15 bags are sold secretly in the car, which can make profits in 7 yuan.

Ordinary fate remains the same. In 20 19, I was completely laid off and unemployed. Fortunately, I got 38 years of service compensation. The last five years were a joke. I signed a five-year unpaid vacation contract with the company, and I paid all the insurance I should bear, with an average of more than 4,000 per year, and I didn't enjoy all the benefits of the company. However, colleagues who insist on not signing contracts and not working get full wages, heating bills and other benefits.

There are still five to sixty years old who retire. My older brother 1 1 died at the age of 66. My only son is 32 years old. Family planning has caused an imbalance between men and women, and he is still unmarried. His wife relapsed after thyroid surgery on 202 1 and was diagnosed as thyroid cancer. After the resection in Harbin Medical University, her mental health condition is very unbearable! My wife doesn't have a job, but she gets social security for residents. She retired one year later than me, with six years to go. Hearing the delay, there is only trouble.

Today is the fourth day of the fourth lunar month in the Year of the Tiger. Lonely and impatient life, my wife's nagging, tree skills moving outside the window, and dazzling sunshine shooting into the window are all tired. Only a few flowerless plants show vitality.

In order to prepare for my life, I went to Liaocheng, Shandong Province to be a driver. I asked at the station yesterday that I needed nucleic acid testing when I went out of the province. Before I leave, my wife needs to have a check-up and adjust the dose of thyroxine.

Clear your mind, put down the ladle, it's time to cook.

After mother's death, the stables in the land reform were dilapidated, and there was no money to build a house! Just have no money to build a house!

It coincides with the direction of digging deep holes and accumulating grain. Although the loess of the air-raid shelter is convenient to use, under the leadership of his father, the eldest brother, the second brother and the third brother got up early and carried a lot of soil around the building foundation, choosing a place to pull water and mud to take off the blank! In the following year, the earth walls of the three rooms were magically erected! In the 1970s, materials were scarce, and it finally took two years to hang up the red tiles and move into a new house. During this period, my father used all available time and often led his family to work hard! Father often said, "If you are angry, you have to dress for one day and eat for two days!" "

It took many years to understand how great a father without culture is! The maintenance and pursuit of self-improvement and dignity! Raise us to work, protect our second sister from getting married, and watch our five brothers get married and have children! What belief supports my father as a porter in the grain depot, unwilling to delay a job and persevering in completing this impossible family burden? It must be dad's words: angry adults! You have to wear clothes all day! Eat for two days without dying!

40 years of reform and opening up, the land of China, earth-shaking, the motherland is strong! People's lives are constantly improving! National governance has been continuously improved, and its international status and ability to participate in international affairs have become even better!

The opening ceremony of the Olympic Games will be stopped.