A letter to the lost youth

The beauty of life is really nothing more than the lush youth. Looking back, there are only sighs and sighs, and youth is gone forever and can't be grasped. Below I sorted out a letter to my lost youth. Welcome to reading.

A Letter to the Lost Youth-Youth;

Wake up in the morning and the sunshine is with you. This is the future I want.

Living a busy life during the day, I have a strong desire to express myself only in the dead of night. But I'm too embarrassed to tell others, so I can only accumulate it into words. This is my only exit.

There are so many euphemistic and unspeakable words in life. And many times, what we see is the illusion that people can't express themselves. If I left my hometown and joined the army at the age of 17, I have been in contact with this society for many years. Although the time is not long, people who are used to wandering around like me will make new friends every time they go to a city. Form a new life circle. Then after leaving for a period of time, only people with very good relationships will keep in touch. But as time goes on, the number of contacts will gradually decrease. After all, everyone's life is not stagnant. Each other has a new life circle, and then the feelings will gradually fade away. At least until the next meeting, so it seems that I know people everywhere. In fact, many times, there are no friends around. So I also developed an indecisive character that does not depend on anyone.

Strange to say, people's adaptability is really strong. In the past, when going to the toilet, everyone had to go in groups of three or five and bring a companion. Now, I can eat, shop and buy things by myself. You can even cook for yourself and make yourself full.

Every day, I send a lot of talk and news in my space and friends circle. Nothing else, just venting my loneliness and loneliness. Now, we have really entered the Internet age. We have Taobao to buy clothes, Dangdang to buy books, a fast taxi, and a beautiful group to eat. Most communication with others also comes from the Internet. Distant classmates, frontier comrades-in-arms, friends I have never met, relatives in my hometown and so on. We know each other's recent situation through various chat tools on the Internet, photos of friends circle and a few greetings. But for people like me, the chat tool is just a decoration.

I changed my mobile phone number before I arrived in a city. If you change it, you will have less and less contact, and over time you will have no friends. In the past, I would send my new mobile phone number to everyone in my mobile phone contacts by SMS. Later, I only sent my mobile phone number in the space at most.

Sometimes I really feel that this day is like making a movie, and it will take several years to know. It seems that yesterday, I was still the child who was told by my elders to study hard. Today, I have become an adult who advised the younger generation to study hard. The topic has gradually changed, from study to salary, from salary to feelings, from feelings to borrowing money, from borrowing money to doing things. Later, I was afraid that others would ask me if I was there, because I didn't know what to say. Are you online? Or? Not here? .

So, growing up is really boring. Speaking of growing up, I really don't know that I have grown up unless people around me keep reminding me. I think I'm still a child.

If I get married one day, I really don't know who will come. Maybe, you can count it with both hands? Because there are only a handful of friends around me, even thousands of miles away.

In the past, I took everything for granted. Now that I think about it, everything I do is natural, and everything else is whimsical.

After graduation, after discharge, after falling in love, after hating each other, how did you break contact? Looking at those letters in the desk drawer, the writer has disappeared and even lost his memory forever.

Over the years, I did like some people, but unfortunately, my feelings for others are all unrequited love, ending in unrequited love. Because it also comes and goes in a hurry.

I'm just a person who is too reserved and unpretentious. Growing up, people gave me food, and I wouldn't want it even if I liked it again. I won't be ashamed to accept it unless someone asks me many times. Even if I meet someone I like, I will pretend not to care. Maybe I'm single now. It's emotional karma. I have to pay it back sooner or later. I deserve to be single.

I look forward to a lasting relationship. I want to live a rich life and give all my wealth to the people I love. For this idea, I can only say, have you watched too many idol dramas? Me, too. What else can I blame?

If a person's life circle is small, he will always live in his own world and not know the outside world. Like some people recently, I am curious about my experience, but when I say it lightly. He'll think I'm bluffing So I'm tired of telling others about my past, because I'm not as good as people with big circles. I look down on you in a small circle, and you won't believe me. In my eyes, you are a fool.

On the surface, I am a very principled person. Actually, I don't associate with others at all. I don't know how to get along with the opposite sex, let alone take the initiative. I can't even maintain passivity and I won't make progress.

Sometimes I am a madman and a villain. I never sincerely praise a person. I praise three kinds of people. First, I want to get something from you. Second, I like you. Third, I treat you as a joke, because I don't look up to you, I just treat you as a monkey. I won't praise people who are better than me, because I envy you, I envy you, and I think you are better than me.

Even now I have a desire for love, but when love comes, I don't want it at all. I just want to be an outsider and watch from a distance. At the same time, I don't want the person I like to live with others. I am really selfish!

We always want to be different from others, but we are all the same.

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A Letter to the Lost Youth Part II Youth:

The beauty of life is really nothing more than the lush years. Looking back, I can only sigh. As I get older, I look back more diligently. A pain in my heart is like a trickle, and all my thoughts are pouring into an endless affectionate wetland. Looking back, there was a breeze, and under the vast starry sky, the vastness and heart were nowhere to be found, drifting away. I really want to cry, cheer for my beautiful lost youth, and rejoice with passion again, but can I?

When people reach middle age, the vitality of life has already settled, but why are they still unwilling? It's true that time can't be repeated, but my heart is always struggling with what to change, only to find that nothing can change. In the fourth year, are you relieved ahead of time and not confused?

Is everything settled?

Youth has drifted away,

But I,

Actually, I'm still unwilling.

But so powerless!

Really, I really want to start over, but why is it so late to understand!

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A Letter to the Lost Youth-Youth 3;

I began to get used to what I was not used to. Only when I am afraid of eating alone and running around alone can I get used to facing all kinds of twists and turns alone and understand what loneliness is. It is a part of you. It is an angel and a devil. It can make you better and make you forever. You have to face the fact that loneliness is ultimately a very real sense of existence. People who can stand on the earth with their own strength are brave people, and I want to be such a person.

Although the sea is big, it is difficult to carry true feelings. Although the horizon is far away, one step is eternal. Do you know that?/You know what? Do you know that?/You know what? In this world, there are indeed people who have heartfelt and tenacious happiness. And this kind of happiness is mostly based on the intersection of happiness and misfortune-climbing the peak of happiness and then falling into the trough of misfortune, we can suddenly realize that there is nothing in this world that lasts longer than losing. So, when you can still have happiness, every minute counts.

Maturity is not the aging of the heart, but the tears in the eyes and the smile on the corners of the mouth. Calm people know what to forget and what not to forget, and always live a relaxed life; Calm people know when to be sober and when to be confused, so they can enjoy life happily. Calm people's happiness is very simple. A glass of water poured by my mother, a reminder from my father and a greeting from a distant friend can make me feel happy. Simple like, the longest; The company in the ordinary is the most reassuring; People who know you are the warmest. The more people with stories, the more calm and simple, the more superficial and thin, and the more impetuous. The real strong man is not a man without tears, but a man who still runs with tears in his eyes.

We should dare to bear the burden beyond our expectations. After hard work, you will find yourself much better than you think. We all have to travel far in the end, and we all have to bid farewell to our immature selves in the end. Every encounter in life is fate, there is no right or wrong. Every morning in life, we should work hard and not delay. The most precious thing in life is an empty heart and a lonely road. After different degrees of exercise, a person can obtain different degrees of self-cultivation and different degrees of benefits. Just like spices, the finer they are, the stronger the fragrance. We were so eager for the waves of fate, and finally found that the most beautiful scenery in life is actually inner peace and calmness; We used to look forward to the recognition of the outside world so much that we finally knew that the world was our own and had nothing to do with others. If life is not demanding, life will always be full of surprises.

The more critical you are about a person, the shallower your love will be. Even if you are separated, there is nothing to regret. Because a true lover can't be taken away, and it can also be taken away. Either you don't love enough, or you don't love and change your mind. Some things can't be seen through, and some people can't let go. It's not that you are stupid, but that you are too kind. Because of kindness, don't wait for people who shouldn't wait, and don't hurt your heart. Thanks to those ungrateful people, let me see through a person's heart early.

Just like the footsteps of years are still walking, watching the river wash away the sediment, I want to say that many things change when they change. Memories are always there, but the people in them have changed. If the memory is good, please remember. If they are not, please forget them. Anyway, the past is the past Instead of living in that contradictory memory with dispensable hope and self-awareness, it is better to wave goodbye to the past!

You go further and further, I stumble with you for a little while, and I dare not open my mouth and stay where I am when you wave! There are reasons to stay and excuses to leave; You give me protection, I give you my blessing!

If you don't cherish it, someone will replace you!

Although fate played a joke on us, although the reality cannot be changed, I embrace this fate and accept this reality!