Why didn't Lin Beixing's first message in the twinkling star be deleted by himself?

Zhang Wansen was seriously ill at that time and could not be treated at home. His parents emigrated overnight. Lin Beixing passed through his consciousness and finally woke him up. He finally held an umbrella, and behind her was the whole world. So she went back, or maybe Zhang Wansen didn't want the stars to be so sad and let Lin Beixing go back. I seem to suddenly understand why Zhang Wansen said the last time, even though he knew that he would let the star go back, because the star wrote in his diary that he would hate himself, and Sensen said that sentence as a Sensen statement. , he doesn't want to.

I think she degenerated in Zhang Wansen's Na Pianhai. Zhang Wansen sensed her unhappiness and took her into parallel time and space. "This ending is not worthy of the boy's sincere and pure love and lifelong preference." "Without God's care, Zhang Wansen can only be one of the thousands of passers-by in Qian Qian in Lin Beixing's long life, and Zhang Wansen's full love can only be dusty in the past." "God couldn't bear to bury his love in the past, so he arranged reunion again and again, making up for one regret after another." Read a novel, the reality Zhang Wansen didn't die, seriously injured in a coma, a woman came to a man's dream, woke up and lost her memory, and the man saw graduation photo react and went back to Nanchuan to get back her memory. When he saw that the woman looked like a graduation photo girl, he went to open an umbrella.

Do you know why Lin Beixing initially thought that Zhang Wansen's death was the reason for ending the cycle? Because Zhang Wansen dared to say I like you when he was dying. Lin Beixing crossed again and again not because of Zhang Wansen's regret, but because Zhang Wansen knew that his star was unhappy. The eight years of Lin Beixing and Yu Zhan should have belonged to Zhang Wansen. Maybe God didn't want the girl Zhang Wansen desperately protected to be disappointed in the world, and let her cross back and know that she had loved. So Lin Beixing didn't make up for Zhang Wansen at all? It's that Zhang Wansen can't hide Lin Beixing's disappointment with herself and wants her to know that she is worthy of being deeply loved. "30-year-old Lin Beixing? Career and marriage are not going well. Zhang Wansen, who was sleeping in time and space, couldn't bear her grievances and sadness, so she took her into her own 18 years old and told her that there is another person in this world who likes her very much and gives her guidance? "