The rainy season in Beijing. beauty

My memory stops in that sunny autumn day, in the soft and charming long hair of red grapes. That was the moment I fell in love with Tong Tong.

Suddenly, there was a loud thunder outside the window, the wind blew suddenly, and it was going to rain again!

I struggled to get up and open the window. The wind blew into the apartment, blowing condensed air and wet thunder. Raindrops from mild to severe, hard and thin beat on the windowsill. Rain, you can enjoy it! Please use your noisy voice to break the melancholy in my heart!

But the rain in Beijing will come when you want. I enjoyed ten minutes of silence in the sound of rain, and the rain suddenly stopped. The wind is still blowing, and the apartment is chilly, which is a good time to sleep. I lay down and slept soundly.

The next day, I woke up early. At five o'clock, I was lying in bed with my eyes open. My eyes were full of beautiful long hair many years ago. This photo was blurred and remained in my mind for a long time. I meditated for two hours and then set off for the subway station. It's cool outside and the air is addictive. Although the rain was short last night, the ground was full of water. Pedestrians dodge left and right on the road, skipping to avoid puddles.

After some torture in the subway, I hurried out of the subway station and didn't want to stay in it for another second. As soon as I left the station, I heard a crisp voice saying, "handsome boy!" " "This is a familiar voice. I slowed down, turned around and looked around, only to see pedestrians rushing forward. I suddenly felt a hand on my shoulder. I was shocked and looked to the left: a slim girl was smiling at me, with neat short yellowish hair against her fair face, big eyes with a deep beauty under long eyelashes, wearing a loose pure white coat and denim shorts, and her legs were white and flawless. I know this girl. In my vague memory, we had a very close relationship. Of course I remember her name. I was surprised and cried, "Angie! " "

She smiled and said, "It's really you, haha!"

Angie just changed her job, and the new company is in a nearby building. I said to her, "Come with me, we'll go the same way!" My heart was surging, but I didn't expect to meet Angie unexpectedly two years later. After I missed the bunch ofred grapes, Angie appeared in my life. We have been on and off several times, and once we gave each other our first time. When I thought I could be with her forever, she left me for some reasons that I still can't understand.

We walked in silence for ten minutes. I pointed to her and said, "That's it. Go by yourself! " ! Have dinner together sometime! Angel looked in the direction of my finger and said, "Thank you, goodbye!" " ! ""I strode away, took out my mobile phone and saw that her number was still there.

The security guard on duty at the bank squatted at the door and smoked. When he saw me coming, he nodded and smiled and said, "Someone will accompany me to smoke a cigarette!" " I quickly flicked his skull and said, "All you fucking know is smoking!" " Walking into the lobby of the bank, the 30-year-old female director who just gave birth to a child has put on work clothes and made up heavily, and the acne on her face can't be concealed. I think it's funny: for a woman of her age, the fundamental solution to good skin lies in a harmonious and happy sex life, and makeup alone is far from enough.

"Xiao Fei, are you here so early?" The director greeted me with a big smile. It seems that she had a happy sex life last night and felt very comfortable. If she can persist, the acne on her face will soon disappear. I smiled and then made business preparations. Everything is ready, and I am standing at the front desk with another new girl. I chatted with the girl and cursed the director in a low voice. It was nine o'clock, and we were going to "receive guests".

Today is as busy as usual, and I will meet all kinds of guests as usual: old people who yell at us when they can't operate ATM machines; A working girl who has never been to the bank several times and is polite and cautious to us; An old lady dressed casually and tattered, but took out two VIP cards from the rag pocket of the dish; A middle-aged man who wears a famous brand and a watch, but talks endlessly because of one or two handling fees.

When I am busy, I feel excited and time flies. Unconsciously, at 5: 30 in the afternoon, the girl and I looked up at the high clock in the hall and smiled tacitly. When the last guests finished their business, we could breathe a sigh of relief. Deep in the hall sat a big girl who had just been employed for a year. She is tall, with long legs, big breasts and round hips, and her big eyes will discharge, full of the temptation of women. Seeing that there were no guests in the hall, she shook her chest and twisted her ass to the front desk and joked with us, "I'm coming to play with you!" " " ?

Just as we were talking and laughing, a guest came in outside the door. Hearing the light footsteps, we stood still, bowed and said with one voice, "Welcome, what do you do?" When I bowed and got up to meet the guests, I was surprised that it was Angie who was reunited after such a long separation. She ignored others, looked at me and said, "It's really nice to see you again! I want to get a pay card, but the manager asked me to come back after work. Can I still do it? "

Sister whispered in my ear, "You can hook up with beautiful girls anywhere!" Then I hid behind with the new girl and chatted against the wall.

I grinned and said, "I'll ask for you!" I found a male teller who occasionally smokes together and shouted through thick glass, "Big Brother, a girl I know is coming to apply for a card. Can you help me?" After work, we all chat casually. The male teller said, "No problem!" Then he said, "You owe me a pack of cigarettes!"

After Angie finishes her card, it's time to get off work. She walked past the front desk, put a pair of white jade arms on it, looked at me with deep eyes, grinned and said, "Thank you for helping me twice! Is it time to get off work? How about I buy you a drink? " I also put my hand at the front desk, less than a centimeter away from her hand. I said, "of course, it's boring for me to go home from work alone!" "

I put on casual clothes in the locker room with cigarette butts and smelly shoes all over the floor, and Angie and I went to the side of the road to stop a taxi. I opened the car door for her and let her sit in the back. Then I opened the front door and wanted to sit with the master. Angel said softly, "Come and sit with me. I haven't seen you for a long time. How can I be a stranger? " So I sat in the back row and smelled her attractive fragrance. She said to the master, "Houhai!" I quickly said, "Nanluoguxiang!" He said to Angie, "Houhai is crowded and noisy at night. Let's go to Nanluoguxiang-the bar there is quiet at night. I know a bar where the beer is brewed by the boss himself, with apple flavor and chocolate flavor. Delicious! "

Angel nodded and said, "I have never been to Nanluoguxiang for a drink."

About twenty minutes, the taxi drove to Nanluoguxiang. After getting off the bus, Angie and I walked slowly into this hutong full of art shops in a dilapidated bungalow. There are many girls in Nanluoguxiang, including sexy and hot girls and chubby girls. Beautiful women are short skirts and shorts, showing plump or slender legs, wearing rabbit ears on their heads and eating stinky tofu with relish. Fat girls dress more coquettish. In addition to short skirts and shorts, the top is still a see-through dress. They can clearly see underwear and fat blocks. The exaggerated heavy makeup on their faces is like wearing masks, holding fried chicken chops in their hands and drooling in their mouths. I looked at Angie. Her figure and appearance will not be lost to any beautiful woman here.

An old beggar walked through the crowd, his clothes were ragged, his hair was gray, his beard was messy, and his tired and painful eyes fell deeply into his wrinkled eyes. Beggars walk slowly and beg for alms from pedestrians, but people avoid them in disgust. Angela fished out her purse from the pocket beside her jeans, carefully put some change into the old beggar's broken bowl and smiled at him kindly.

When Angie and I strolled slowly to the bar, the men and women in Nanluoguxiang began to disperse contentedly. I took Angie to the pub where I brew beer. At the door sat a tall and thin foreign man with a handsome angular face and a beard, which added a bit of mature charm. Next to him is a big blonde girl. She is not a beauty at all, but she has a unique temperament. The two sat in each other's arms, each holding a bottle of beer and sipping.

The bar was dimly lit and romantic, and there were five people scattered: two foreigners with beards sat at the middle table, smoking cigars and talking loudly; Three China boys and girls are hiding in the corner, talking and laughing, crazy and looking like college students. Angela and I chose another corner to sit down, and Angela crossed her legs. When they squeezed each other, it was more compact and full of texture. It can be seen from these legs that she is still the young and healthy girl. I recommended apple-flavored beer to her, and I ordered a full-bodied dark beer myself.

After two large glasses of wine were served, Angie carefully picked up the wine in front of her, took a sip and said with surprise, "I have never drunk such a delicious beer!" " "The short hair on her forehead is stuck on her face, covering one eye and a wet mouth. I also raised my glass and drank a mouthful of dark beer, full of mellow.

We were drinking tempting beer and chatting casually when we suddenly heard three college students screaming. We followed the name prestige, and the boy over there turned his back on us, facing a girl among his companions, kneeling on one knee and holding a crystal music box in his hand. He said with deep affection and excitement, "I like you, be my girlfriend!" " This is your favorite music box when you were shopping before. It's for you! " ?

The crystal music box in the boy's hand reminds me of Zhou Peng. I hope the girl in front of me can promise the boy's confession, as if she can make up for a regret that once made me feel the same. Sure enough, the girl slowly reached out her hands, took the boy's music box and whispered something. Then the boy jumped up happily and sat down next to the girl. At this time, lyrical American country music was playing in the bar.

Angie said, "It's good that children are so simple!"

I pouted and said, "Naive!"

Angie said, "Only in this way can the little girl be happy and never find a girlfriend like you!" " "

I said, "If we make do, maybe all the children will go to kindergarten!" " "

Angie said, "Don't mention the past, drink!" " "

Let's have a drink. Angie was drunk and prone on the table, with colorful wine stains on her white coat, and the index finger of one hand slowly drew a circle at the mouth of the glass. She put her chin on the table, pouted and blew her hair wildly, and giggled and said, "I still want to drink ... do you have any watermelon flavor?" I took her arm and said, "You think drinking soda! Where do you live? I'll take you back! " Angie broke free from my arm, shook her head desperately and danced with short hair.

"Ha ha, you want to sleep with me again? Bah! I'm not going back, I still want to drink! "

Then he buried his head on the table and fell asleep. The air conditioner is blowing a cool breeze, but Anji is sweating all over, and her coat is tightly attached to her back. I thought it was still early, so I decided to wait for Angie to wake up. I ordered a cup of chocolate beer, sat opposite Angie, looked at her messy and lively short yellow hair, looked at her arm lying on the table as white as jade, and looked at her slim and graceful back curve. I used to know Angie like the back of my hand, and I tried to find a story about Angie in my memory. But my brain still can't help thinking of bunch ofred grapes.

One autumn afternoon in 2008, Tong Tong and I sat together doing our English homework. I fell in love with her when the sun shone on her long hair. Then I was inexplicably nervous. I lost the ability to joke and became a fool in front of her. It was windy that day and it blew for a long time. I smell the long hair of bunch ofred grapes and peek at her gentle eyes, long upturned eyelashes and plump pink lips, hoping that the wind will never stop. When we finished our homework and chatted for a while, the wind stopped and I felt very lost. Tong Tong squinted at the sunshine outside the window and said, "The wind has stopped. Let's go out for a walk. " I said, "Good!"

I'm glad I can still be with her. We packed our computers and left this exciting classroom. When I went downstairs, Tong Tong walked gently in front, and I followed slowly behind with my computer. Tong Tong turned back and said, "You walk so slowly that you want me to wait for you. Come here! " I said, "Good!"

I hurried a few steps and walked side by side with bunch ofred grapes. In fact, she didn't walk fast, but I didn't dare to go with her, only dared to peek at her beauty from behind. We walked to the small forest, although it was autumn, but the big trees and small trees were flourishing, and there were no yellow leaves in the forest path, which made people feel very comfortable. Tong Tong said, "Let's go in and sit down!" I said, "Good!"

We went in with a smile and walked on the path paved with irregular colored stones. Tong Tong's hair looks brighter in the shadow, and her face looks whiter. I was fascinated, and I couldn't take my eyes off her. Tong Tong lowered his head, blushed and whispered, "Let's go to the chair over there and have a rest." I said, "Good!"

We sat on the wooden stool, and I looked at her, not knowing what to say. Tong Tong smiled and said, "You seem to be getting more and more stupid. How to find a girlfriend in the future? Did you talk about it in high school? "

? "No."

? "Is there a female classmate with a good relationship?"

? "I often chat with a lesbian, write poems and copy lyrics when I study on my desk at night. She has also been admitted to our school."

"How nice!" Tong Tong began to silence, lower the head, no longer speak. I don't know if I said something wrong. It's embarrassing. Suddenly, Tong Tong looked up and said, "There is no one to accompany me to dinner. Would you like to go to the canteen with me? " I said, "Good!"

Tong Tong said, "Can you say anything else?"

I smiled and said, "My mouth can't talk, but it can eat!" " "

Tong Tong recommended the crock soup on the third floor of the canteen. There is hardly any porridge in the soup, so I can't eat enough. But I feel happy when I watch Tongtong sitting across the table and drinking soup happily. Wu Fan sent a text message asking me if I wanted to eat rice in a small restaurant. I told him that I was eating crock soup with my angel. Wu Fan told me to refuel and not to miss the opportunity. I didn't reply to him. After dinner, we chatted in the canteen. She changed her quiet appearance and told me interesting stories in class vividly. When she spoke, her big eyes flickered, causing her long eyelashes to tremble slightly and laugh from time to time.

The students who ate supper in the canteen and the ambiguous couple all left. Tong Tong looked around, blushed and said with a smile, "Sorry, we don't know the time when we are talking. Let's hurry back! " "My heart is full of joy, and I quickly shook my head and said," Never mind! I am very happy to chat with you! Now I'll send you back. " Tong Tong nodded with a smile.

There are only sporadic students and lonely street lamps on the road. I think I am the happiest, because Tong Tong is by my side. Tong Tong suddenly stopped, looked at the sky, pointed in one direction, leaned his head close to me and whispered, "Look at that star, how beautiful it is!" "I smelled the fragrance of her long hair and felt the temperature of her speech. I looked blankly at the past, and there were a few cold stars scattered in the sky, flashing lonely one by one. I asked, "They are all beautiful. Which one do you mean? " She put her hand down, shook her head and said, "Nothing, forget it if you can't see it! " "

Tong Tong bowed his head and approached me. We felt each other's breathing and heartbeat. I was at a loss and tried to calm down and said, "It's beautiful!" She nodded gently and looked at the ground.

I sent Tong Tong downstairs to the dormitory and said, "Hurry up, don't catch cold! I won't send the computer to the dormitory if I take it myself, although I really want to see it! " She took the computer and said softly, "Thank you!" Then hurry upstairs.

I suppress my excitement and happiness, and let them flow slowly in my heart. Back in the dormitory, Chris and Li Xiaochen are eating takeout and chatting with the girls in the dormitory. Seeing me come in, Wu Fan asked expectantly, "Xiao Fei! How about it? " I smiled and replied, "It's just a meal! What about Yif Wang? " Wu Fan said, "They went drinking with some buddies from the college." Li Xiaochen also said excitedly, "Your ya hooked up with a girl so soon! Why can't you see how happy you are? " I said, "I am very happy!" I am really happy, but I don't know if I am qualified to have the gentleness and beauty of Tong Tong. Li Xiaochen patted me and said, "Forget it! Girls have taken the initiative to have dinner with you. There must be a chance! You are much stronger than me, and the optimistic girl was robbed by the seniors! "

I couldn't help laughing and said, "You're not chatting well with Meimei now. Are you going to chase her?" Li Xiaochen smiled "Hehe", pushed his glasses and said solemnly, "It's nice to be beautiful. I feel that we are quite suitable!" Wu Fan put down his chopsticks, waved, shook his head, sighed and said, "Meimei is ok!" " ! But if I want to find her, I won't go to her. I want to find a beautiful woman with big breasts and thighs, haha! "Wu Fan's words are half true wishes and half just jokes: when I see a beautiful woman, I only dare to look at it from a distance, but I didn't pee when I hit her.

I didn't listen to them, took off my shoes and went to bed, recalling the sweet and shy time that just passed. It suddenly occurred to me that when Tong Tong showed me the stars, her reaction was very strange. I told Wu Fan about it, and he said anxiously, "You should hug her and kiss her! She wants to play a little romance with you. Why didn't you catch it? What a pity! "

I pretended to be careless and said to Wu Fan, "You haven't even had a girlfriend. Don't talk nonsense to me! " Then I heard messy footsteps outside the door. The door was kicked open, and Zhou Peng jumped into the dormitory first, shouting, "Dear friends! I am back! " He crossed his legs and spread his arms to block Yif Wang and Chong Wang behind him. Yif Wang gave Vince a push and scolded, "Fuck off!" Pushing Zhou Peng aside, he stumbled into the dormitory. Chong Wang also came in slowly and steadily and sat down on the bed. Yif Wang walked to the table by the window, and we smelled a strong smell of alcohol. His tall body leaned against the table and took out a cigarette to light. He couldn't help laughing and said, "Drink those grandchildren silly! Zhou Pengte can drink! "

Zhou Peng held Wu Fan's bed board and asked with glassy eyes, "Did I drink too much?" After that, I leaned over and turned my head to vomit, and tears began to shine in my eyes. Li Xiaochen quickly hold Zhou Peng, Kris and I jumped out of bed to pick up Zhou Peng's vomit. I feel sorry for Zhou Peng. I know he is still immersed in the pain of losing the girl he has secretly loved for many years. The pain gave him the strength to drink heavily, and also gave him an indelible scar. When we put Vince on the bed, I jumped on the bed again, picked up the mobile phone by the pillow and saw the SMS prompt. My heart is pounding: Could it be red grapes?

I turned on my mobile phone, and my wish didn't fail. Tong Tong sent me a message asking if dinner was delicious and if I had time to accompany her to the lobby on the top floor of the teaching building at 9 o'clock tomorrow night. I read the message word by word, read it many times over and over again, buried my head in the pillow and smiled excitedly. After laughing, I carefully replied to her: crock soup is delicious. See you in the lobby at 9: 00 tomorrow night. Less than a minute later, Tong Tong's message came again. She told me to go to bed early and have a big meal.

The next day, Wu Fan and I didn't go to class. In the dormitory, we talked about interesting things in high school, junior high school and even elementary school and kindergarten. Wu Fan has a good memory, and everything that happened can be firmly remembered in his mind.

At dinner, I received a short message from Tong Tong, reminding me not to forget to meet at night. I asked her: Do you want me to pick you up downstairs in the dormitory? It's not safe for girls to go out alone at night. Tong Tong replied: It's not that terrible. Nothing will happen at school. See you in the lobby at nine o'clock!

I came to the hall early and sat in a bright white metal chair, waiting for the red grapes. I waited for ten minutes and sent her a short message: I have arrived. She quickly replied: I just started and arrived at nine o'clock on time. I waited happily and anxiously.

The elevator door slowly opened and I shouted, "Tong Tong!"

Tong Tong stepped out of the elevator and gave me a brilliant smile. Her smile is as warm as sunshine and as gentle as moonlight. Tong Tong is wearing a black knee-length trench coat. She lifted the hem of her windbreaker and sat down next to me. My heart was choppy, but I tried my best to restrain myself and smiled politely at her.

Tong Tong complained, "It's too cold." I asked, "Really? Why don't I feel cold? " Tong Tong turned to me and said, "Because you are too slow! Touch my hand, it's cold! " She held out a pair of small white hands. I also reached out and touched her finger gently and said, "Well, your hands are really cold!" " "Tong Tong rubbed his hands and kept complaining. I shook her two little hands excitedly and said, "I'll warm you up!" " "Tong Tong obediently let me hold her soft and dexterous hands, bowed their heads and smiled lightly. Then, her body moved towards me again and we stuck together. She said softly, "I'm cold all over."

Maybe I should hold her body tightly in my arms like holding her hand. She won't be angry. But I'm not entirely sure. I feel the tenderness of her hands. I looked into her affectionate eyes. I smell her fragrant long hair and find that I am not ready to hold her tight and have her. I said, "put on more clothes next time you come out, it's getting colder and colder." Tong Tong immediately moved her body so far away from me that she had to stretch out her arm to hold her hand.

The elevator door suddenly opened again and a couple hugged each other and hurried out of it. They saw me and Tong Tong, but they didn't care. The boy kissed the girl, and the girl squeezed the boy heavily and buried her head in his arms. They walked into the elevator and left. We were silent for a while, and Tong Tong said, "By the way, remember when you said you would sing for me?" I nodded gently. Although I was nervous, I tried to be natural and sang "I Can" to her:

Send a letter without an address

Such emotions

A distance

Whose song do you play?

What kind of mood?

Can you tell me?

It's raining so quietly

Are you crying secretly?

Happiness is really not easy

I love your background.

I can accompany you to see the stars.

Needless to say.

I want to be with you.

I don't want to be apart from you anymore.

How much I miss the beauty every time.

Because of you.

I finished singing very intently and quietly, and turned to look at Tong Tong. She also looked at me and smiled quietly. I asked cautiously, "Do you sing well?" Tong Tong said, "It's terrible! But I really like the way you sing. I am still very satisfied! " My nervousness disappeared by half, I breathed a sigh of relief and said, "I can sing better with accompaniment and microphone!" " "Tong Tong said," that's great! If you use this song to express your love for a girl, she will be with you. "

I sang this song to the girl I like! But I dare not say. I gave a gentle "mmm" and then held her hand harder. Seeing that I had no other movements, Tong Tong suddenly retracted his hand and said, "It's not cold, thank you!" Then find some topics to talk about.

We talked tacitly for a long time. Tong Tong raised his hand, glanced at the exquisite women's watch in the dim light of the hall and said, "It's past ten, go home." I stood up and reached out to help her up. We took the elevator downstairs and walked out of the lobby on the first floor.

The breeze outside is not cold; Shadows, moonlight and lights shine on the quiet path. I sent Tong Tong to the dormitory downstairs. She approached me with her head down and her long hair touched my nose and chin. I want to hug her again, but I am afraid again. Tong Tong said softly, "Thank you for having a good time today. Hurry back. " I stretched out my hand and scratched my head, deliberately stroking her long hair, feeling a little tenderness wrapped around my hand, heart and time. I said, "Well, I'm happy, too! Last time you said you wanted to go to the roof of the teaching building, let's go together when you are free! " Tong Tong nodded, almost burying his head in my arms, and then slowly turned and walked into the dormitory. Her long hair, her black windbreaker, her waist and her little red shoes flowed up the stairs and disappeared.

I went back alone, pushed open the dormitory door, and five pairs of eyes turned to me together. Yif Wang asked, "I heard that you went out fooling around with a little girl? Did you kiss? " I am willing to share my happiness with them. I giggled and said, "She said her hands were cold, so I warmed them!" " "Reation Wu excitedly sat up from the bed, patted the bed board and said," good omen, you can definitely succeed with her! ""I continued, "She said she was cold, but I didn't hug her." Yif Wang snorted and said, "You are so stupid! Girls hint at you so much, not hint, but make it clear, don't you hug? People may say that you are awkward and stupid in the dormitory now! "

Yif Wang raised her voice again and said, "Girl won't give you another chance! You can't be with her! " Chong Wang, Li Xiaochen and Zhou Peng also shook their heads and sighed. I don't listen to Yif Wang, and I don't care about other people's sighs. I said to myself: Tong Tong, please stay with me for a while. When I have accumulated enough courage, I will bravely hold you, kiss you and take care of you. Later, Yif Wang's first sentence was proved to be wrong. I got many opportunities to express my love to Tong Tong, which made me happy and excited every time. But his second sentence is right. Every time, I didn't seize the opportunity and ended up with Tong Tong.

In the two or three years after I lost the bunch ofred grapes, I often think of so many opportunities I missed, and I realize that that beautiful autumn night has always been the most regretful moment in my life. That night was the first time I missed the feeling of youth in my heart. I beg for time to take me back to that time, and I will hug Tong Tong bravely. I often think that people can't live easily as long as they encounter something they regret in their lives.

I sat in a familiar bar in Nanluoguxiang, waiting for Angie to wake up, and recalled the short time Tong Tong and I spent in the hall of the school teaching building. Why do I think of bunch ofred grapes when I'm around Angie? I don't know the answer.