A Jian, a 34-year-old anti-cancer blogger of Hebei Internet celebrity, died. What kind of torture did he experience during his cancer?

On September 9, A Jian, whose online name is "A Jian wants to live hard", died unfortunately. The reason why he gained so many fans is because he recorded the whole process of his anti-cancer to his death with video. At that time, he actively sought treatment, although the process of chemotherapy was very painful. But he also updates the video every day. In his video, most of the content is about the popular science knowledge of rectal cancer, sharing his feelings when doing chemotherapy. Call on everyone to pay attention to their health. There are also some delicious foods, from which we can see A Jian's love and yearning for life.

After a period of continuous updating, he "disappeared" ... Many netizens want to know if anything happened to him. Netizens have been waiting for nearly half a year. Finally, I saw the sword again. He cried in front of the camera for the first time. Because Jian's cancer has recurred. The situation is worse than before. In the video, he said that he vomited whatever he ate, the health of the day.

On September 1, A Jian said that no hospital would accept him. In other words, there are few days left. After a week, A Jian didn't update. Many fans who care about him leave messages in the comment area to encourage and greet him. But I never got a reply. People are starting to worry. Is the sword gone?

At this time, some scammers actually pretended to be Ajian on the Internet and began to cheat. On September 7th, A Jian updated the last video and said, "Today is September 7th, and I'm still here. There are many swindlers pretending to be me and my relatives. I don't have any platform account, and I won't ask anyone for anything. I hope that everyone will not be deceived. " With his last strength, he made a last wish, that is, telling netizens not to be cheated ... Two days after this video was sent, A Jian left us forever. And "Hello, I'm Jane." This familiar prologue has now become forever. ...

Mental torture On May 29th, 2020, A Jian posted his first video online-"The Helpless Request of a Patient with Advanced Rectal Cancer". In the video, he wears a pair of black-rimmed glasses, looks elegant and has thick black hair, just like most young men in their twenties and thirties. If you don't say it, it's hard to see that he has advanced rectal cancer.

He asked for help online, hoping that netizens could help him come up with ideas and see how to make money, instead of asking everyone to donate money. A Jian comes from rural Langfang, Hebei Province, and his family conditions are not plentiful. When he was diagnosed with advanced rectal cancer, he was 32 years old, old and young, and he was the pillar of his family. Knowing that he was terminally ill, he was shocked at first, and then worried: "What about the two little daughters? What about parents in their 70 s? "

However, many people questioned why A Jian insisted on making short videos when he was already in such pain. That's because Jian's financial pressure is too great. He owed a lot of foreign debts to treat his illness. There is an 80-year-old man and two daughters in his family. He doesn't know how he will live without his family, so he wants to leave as much money as possible for his family. Because of this, he can only earn some money by getting traffic from short videos.

The disease is developing rapidly. After the first operation, he felt that his health was not as good as before and he could not do any physical labor. But he still wants to do more for this family as long as his physical condition allows. After careful consideration, he decided to make a video. On the one hand, it is a record and encouragement of my own anti-cancer road, on the other hand, I still want to make some money from it. So, for more than half a month, Ajian updated the video every day.

Most of the content is about the popular science knowledge of rectal cancer and his feelings during chemotherapy. With his own personal experience, he appealed to everyone to pay attention to their health. In order to increase the viewing volume, he also tried to shoot food content twice, but unfortunately, it had little effect. In a word, A Jian looked optimistic last June.

Because in his heart, there has always been a hope that he can be cured. So he actively does chemotherapy, actively lives, and actively shoots videos ... telling himself over and over again: "The suffering now is a test of future happiness." However, after half a month of continuous updating, he suddenly disappeared. It didn't reappear until six months later.

On February 6, 2020, 12, A Jian came back. He looks much older than before. It turned out that his cancer recurred during that time, and all previous treatments and efforts were in vain. When he came back this time, he became more and more pessimistic and miserable in the video: his physical condition was getting worse every day, and he had not eaten for two days. Now my stomach has been hurting, and taking painkillers has no effect. My urine these two days is bloody and mixed with blood clots. I don't know how long I can hold on. My family situation prevents me from any treatment. Now I can live every day. I really can't go on, every day is so painful. I'm sorry for my parents and children, and I finally made such a mess for them. ...

In such pain, he occasionally has better times. This will restore his optimism and raise his hopes. But this improvement is only a flash in the pan. After fighting cancer for more than a year, he has dragged down his family too much. Now, the only thing he can do is to make a video. Even if he wants to expose his worst side to the public, even if he will be scolded for "selling the difference" and "winning the eye", even if he has only a little traffic income, he wants to leave some money for his children. In this way, the sword also rapidly weakened. By August, he was as thin as a different person. Poor physical and mental state: "Sometimes I'm really scared, and I really don't know how long I can last." I really don't know what to do. "Sorry everyone ..." In his later videos, his voice was extremely weak. Every time he said a few words, he had to breathe for a long time and his expression became more and more painful.

Even in this state, he insisted on updating for half a month. After being tortured by the disease for more than a year, A Jian had the idea of giving up several times. But his two little daughters forced him to grit his teeth and insist. He knew that his daughter could not live without her father. But most of the time, instead of receiving treatment, he lay at home and resigned himself to taking painkillers to relieve his symptoms. He said he wanted to go to a big hospital in Beijing, but he couldn't afford it. On September 1, A Jian said that no hospital would accept him. The implication is that there are not many days left.

A week has passed and A Jian hasn't updated yet. Many fans who have always cared about him went to the message area to greet him and pray for him silently, but they never got a reply or waited for an update. So everyone began to worry, is the sword gone? Unexpectedly, this last moment turned out to be an opportunity for swindlers to cheat.

On September 7th, A Jian updated the last video and said:

Today is September 7th, and I'm still here.

There are many swindlers pretending to be me and my relatives. I don't have an account on any other platform, and I won't ask anyone for anything. I hope everyone will not be deceived.

He used his last strength to tell netizens not to be deceived. Two days after this video was released, he died. That "thank you" became the last sentence he left for netizens. Hello, I'm Jane! "Is a fixed prologue in every video of Ajian. There were 466 days between his first video and his last video. During these 466 days, he recorded his experience after being diagnosed with cancer. From full of desire for survival, to later pain and confusion, to final collapse and despair, resigned to fate. ...

We also saw how a fresh life gradually died under the torture of disease. In these 466 days, he shot 144 videos. The only time I laughed was when I was with my daughter on Children's Day last year. He once said, "My biggest dream is to grow up with my two daughters, then send them to school, and then marry them in person to find happiness in life." Unfortunately, he can't do it. The poor man inherited the wind. At the last moment of his life, all he wanted was to save more money for his children.

Conclusion: During Ajian's struggle with cancer for more than a year, the suffering of the disease and the terrible cancer made many netizens shudder. It's hard to imagine how much pain A Jian suffered in this suffocating despair. Now, with the end of life, all these pains have dissipated. It must be that A Jian was freed at the last moment of his life.