Should students idolize?

I think students can idolize, but they must have a reasonable idolization.

As a child of a very ordinary family, my family is not rich. And my parents are separated because of emotional discord, and I live with my mother.

My mother is a strong person, and she wants me to study hard and change the status quo. So from junior high school, she began to cut off contact with me, refused the invitation of friends to go out to play, and prohibited me from reading books that had nothing to do with study. All she can do is study.

So in the second grade, I suffered from depression. Even though I didn't go to the hospital for examination, I still felt depressed, because I once really sat on the windowsill of my house (the seventh floor) and wanted to solve my troubles at once.

Fortunately, I have a girlfriend who can communicate secretly. Even though I can't play and talk with her all the time, we are honest with each other. We have been girlfriends for 8 years. At the moment when I was about to solve my thousand worries, she sent me a short message (I was a day student in junior high school, and my mother gave me an old-age care machine to facilitate her contact with me), which made me realize that while I was solving my thousand worries, I couldn't let her worry more.

Fortunately, during my winter vacation (the Spring Festival holiday in 20 14) and watching the Spring Festival Gala, I saw the boy wearing black-rimmed glasses. I don't know why. I didn't know who he was from then on, and I fell into his pit. It was six years, and I never had a second idol.

At that time, Hua Chenyu, a 24-year-old boy who sang "In that faraway place", turned 30 on February 7, 2020.

I was suddenly from into the pit, but I only knew his name and knew nothing else. So in next week's computer class, I searched his information. I watched his audition video. His parents separated when he was two or three years old. He lives with his father. When he was ten, he had a sister. Because his father was busy with work, he grew up without love.

After consulting other materials, I learned that he decided to take the road of music when he was 15 years old. He always yearned for Wuhan Conservatory of Music, but missed the school he yearned for in the college entrance examination. However, he picked himself up, repeated his studies for one year, and was successfully admitted to Wuhan Conservatory of Music with excellent results.

He said that he was the least optimistic student among the teachers. But now, with his own efforts, he has become the best among his classmates.

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It is not easy for him to become a talent, and I can't finish it. I can only say that I cried in that class.

From then on, I began to face life with a positive attitude, because I knew my big boy had been with me.

Later, I learned that he was in Tianyu Media, and in Beijing, he also had many activities in Beijing every year, so from then on (my third year), I decided to go to Beijing to go to college.

So three years in high school is very bitter, very bitter.

Every time I think of him, I have endless motivation. No matter how hard and tired I am, I will stick to it.

I am a Henan examinee, and the college entrance examination is extremely stressful, but I am not an extremely intelligent student, and my IQ is average. Only by our own efforts can we break through a world. I have occasional discomfort in my cervical spine and waist now, because I spent most of my three years in high school sitting and studying.

I got a bad score in the college entrance examination, but I still want to go to Beijing to study in college, but my mother is firmly opposed. She must want me to study at least 2 1 1, and I can't get my grades in Beijing. She is an extremely powerful woman. I can't help it My destiny is not in my own hands. I didn't go to Beijing, but went to other provinces to study 2 1 1.

I cried for three whole days when I received the notice.

If I follow my own wishes, I really want to go to Beijing to study double fault, just to be closer to him.

I am a sophomore now. Although I still cry sometimes because of this, I believe I will have the time and opportunity to listen to his concert. I must have a wonderful time. So I gradually fell in love with my life, my city and everything around me.

Anyway, he will always be the strongest pillar in my heart.

On the other hand, if I don't have him, how can I grow up healthily and get rid of that dark time; How can I get into the best high school in the city? How to get good grades in such a tough environment as high school? ......

To tell the truth, my mother objected to my idolization, so I chased him secretly. I didn't have anything to do with him in junior high school and high school. He was the sunshine I longed for in my heart at that moment. After going to college, my mobile phone computer wallpaper, my avatar, my space wallpaper, my chat background, my key pendant, my poster and other items are all his, but the cost is actually not big. To tell the truth, from 15, I expect to go to his concert every year, but it is a very big expense. His ticket price is not very expensive, but if I want to go to another city to see his concert, the transportation and accommodation fees are almost the same as the ticket price. I dare not. I'm afraid my mother will find out, and then there will be another education ... but this dream has always been in my heart. I hope that one day when I go to college, he can come to my city to give a concert. ......

Now, he is the most solid pillar in my heart. I am no longer as fragile and naive as before, and I began to support my world alone.

My story is over. Thank you for patiently reading my article 1900 words.