I used to be a porter in my class. How is life now?

I want to tell a different story about carrying handles.

He has been the backbone of his class since primary school. The child is willing to play with him, and he is willing to give him half of the spicy strips that have been saved for a long time. Little friends should ask him what to do and listen to his thoughts. Because of his excellent grades, obedient and not a rigid nerd, he has won several first prizes in the provincial Olympic Games, so every teacher likes him very much, and even some teachers always take him to some family gatherings and camping.

Arguably, the next story should be: when he entered junior high school, he was deeply trusted by his teachers and loved by his classmates. He studied hard and was admitted to a key high school. In high school, I tried my best to get into 985,211and reached the peak of my life. At least, that's what adults thought at that time. But when did the story turn?

At that time, he passed the entrance examination of the "top class" in junior high school with high scores, skipped the sixth grade and went directly to the first grade, becoming the youngest child in the class. There is no one to know and trust, no one to talk to, and the completely unfamiliar environment makes him feel extremely scared at the age of eleven, but this is not the source of his fear.

Zl, the name he will remember all his life. That's his math teacher, the headmaster's wife, and she always does whatever she wants with the headmaster's husband at school. She likes to let students answer questions on the blackboard, but she also likes him very much. He is at a loss about the environment surrounded by his brothers and sisters. Every time he walks to the blackboard, he is particularly nervous. Either he can't do it or he has made a mistake. Amazingly, when he stepped off the podium, the problem healed itself.

Every time he doesn't behave well, zl will let him stand next to the podium and swear at him under the gaze of the whole class: Are you the only one who entered the top class? Did you win an award in the last Olympic Games? Why are you a loser? How did your parents teach you? It's just that you're not convinced, and you won't stop until you slap him twice with a book. After scolding, we should turn to educating the whole class: don't learn from him. Look at him. This is a disgrace to our class. From the beginning, he gritted his teeth in the laughter of the class and endured the tears in his eyes. It took him about a month to become numb and indifferent.

He also tried to complain to his parents, but they didn't understand that what the child said was not credible to them: the teacher scolded you for your own good! Why not scold others? You made a mistake yourself! Look at your grades now ... everyone only remembers that he is smart, but they don't remember that he is just a smart boy. He has changed. He no longer sunshine, no longer always smile. He always sits in the dark corner of the classroom and refuses to communicate with anyone. This situation lasted almost the whole junior high school.

I can't remember how he suddenly changed, but one day in the second day of junior high school, he suddenly walked with the "gangsters" in school. The beauty queen at that time was a girl who was only 150 years older than him, right. Sometimes it is enough to know enough "social people" as long as you don't need to fight more.

He once saw a girl with a head shorter than him, grabbed a boy's hair and dragged him to a place as high as himself, hitting him in the stomach with his knees, and even hitting him in the face until the other person knelt down and begged for mercy. At that moment, he didn't fear, didn't flinch, and even felt a little guilty. He began to join them and won the awe of other students. No matter who he is, he avoids him. People in the class never looked down on him again. Even the math teacher who loves to find fault doesn't know why he doesn't go to the podium to criticize behind his back anymore. He followed those people in droves on campus, and his vanity was greatly satisfied. It was also that year that he learned to smoke, drink and soak in Internet cafes.

Later, "Big Sister" graduated, and he became the new leader, but he never took the initiative to make trouble, and everyone gradually regarded him as an ordinary student. Until one time, a girl who had a good relationship with him cried and asked him to stand up for himself, saying that his boyfriend had found a little girlfriend in the middle school next door behind his back. He brought a dozen people to the boy, pressed his head, forced him to apologize to his friend, and broke his nose. The girl who is a mistress has not been spared. That day, she was called out and dragged to the toilet. Four or five girls stripped off her clothes. The other party put the PHS phone at her feet and walked away with all her clothes. This incident caused quite a stir among students at that time, but the school had no evidence and could only treat it as a fight. He was warned when he raised the flag at the regular meeting on Monday.

Fortunately, his study is still good. I got more than 620 points in the senior high school entrance examination. Surprisingly, instead of choosing a key high school, he went to the famous "gangster" high school. To this end, he quarreled with his family and even ran away from home. Finally, his parents had no choice but to go.

He was like a duck to water when he was in "Gangster High School", and he soon became famous with this intimate Jin Lan. After that, he began to get in touch with people in society. He sweetly shouted that their brothers and sisters were smart enough to guess their thoughts, which made them very happy and made them love him very much. Take him in and out of various bars, ktv and other entertainment places to introduce friends. The way he fights has gradually escalated, from the beginning, he smashed bricks and iron bars with his fists.

Once, a person with abnormal mental state harassed his friend. He called several people to put on sacks and beat each other with iron bars while it was dark. But he was still too young and impulsive, and the whole process of hitting people was monitored and photographed. He was invited to the police station to talk. Surprisingly, the police did not even blame them. This man's abnormal mental state is a cover. He just deliberately robbed people and blackmailed himself. The police didn't even recognize him. Finally, it's simple.

He is very clever. He never breaks the law. He just watches them smoke marijuana, find ducks with ladies and spend a lot of money in casinos. He never touches pornography or drugs. He enjoys the awe of his classmates, but he never does bullying. Instead, they often stand up for some disadvantaged students. In his mind, only one circle is called an opponent.

On one occasion, he stepped on a hard stubble. The other party threatened to punish him more than anyone he knew, and no one could keep him. He played truant for more than a month and ran away to hide. Finally, his big brother came out and settled the matter. After that, although he has restrained himself a little, he still has a lot of hands. Today, in the bar, a group of people were holding wine bottles and swinging stools, beating their heads off. Tomorrow, a group of people are fighting in the alley. His grades have plummeted at the moment and become a negative textbook, but he just doesn't care.

He thought his life might be like this. It doesn't matter whether he went to college or not. He just went to work in a city and spent his life, but God didn't agree with him. That day, he was still smoking in the Internet cafe and playing League of Legends. His aunt told him to go home quickly. He is in a hurry. He played for two hours regardless of the phone ringing. As soon as he entered the house, his aunt and uncle were all at his house, and the atmosphere was very depressing. Even so, he was a little lazy and asked what was going on. Aunt took a deep breath and told him: Your mother went to the regional hospital to find out breast cancer today, and the situation is not very optimistic. Your father fainted after hearing the news. Now, in ... life, sometimes it's such a surprise to spill dog blood. At that moment, it may feel better to be struck by lightning. Before he finished, he turned and ran out of the door, frantically pressing the elevator. Looking at the rising number of elevators, he couldn't help but rush straight down the fire escape 14 floor. Out of the door, I ran all the way to the hospital without even hitting the car. He didn't know the ward number, so he inquired one by one and finally met his father. His father is awake, sitting in bed talking to others. He knelt in front of his father and cried with him. His father just nodded calmly and told him that his mother was on her way to the Capital Hospital. Besides, he didn't say a word of blame.

That night, he came home, took all the exaggerated ripped jeans, earrings and necklaces, and went to class in school uniform the next day, which surprised many people's chins. Everyone thought it was a whim, but I didn't expect it to be a year ... Later, he worked hard for this year. Although he didn't get into 985+0 1, he was also admitted to a school with Mongolian national advantages. When he went to college in other places, he became a real ordinary student, won many national scholarships, got a Taurus object who worked hard with him, quit smoking, alcohol and online games, and cultivated a normal sexual interest in playing table tennis and board games. Now he is trying to review for the postgraduate entrance examination. Many people asked him why he had changed so dramatically. He laughed and joked, but there was no special reason and no irreparable mistake. It was just that he realized how scared his family he didn't care about was when it was really possible to lose them. His change was just that he tried to make up for something.

Yeah, did I forget to mention that he is a girl, too? What? You have to ask me why I know so much? It's simple, because I am him.