Cross-border behavior with friends of the opposite sex, will friendship continue to be maintained?

In fact, when there are so many feelings, the whole tm has been planned for a long time. It's nothing more than your love and my wish. After the joint entrance examination of fine arts in senior three, because some people left the training sheet, not many people came back to school to prepare for the college entrance examination, and the number was small, so they didn't get the results of the joint entrance examination, so they naturally had no motivation to study.

At that time, I was a classmate and a little chatting friend, but she did have some good looks, the college entrance examination was stressful, and her family was not harmonious. For some specific reason, she was always alone in the deserted botanical garden after school at 1 o'clock every night, which was a relaxing moment for her. One day, I heard her calling and quarreling with her family because of the art entrance exam, and she left the classroom before finishing the evening class. I learned from her best friend that she was there every day to calm down, and she was also idle at that time. I took a coat and went to find her, pretending to be intimate and guessing that she was here, chatting with her, and I just leaned against her and listened to her cry all night that night. When she went back that night, she sent a message saying that she was very happy to chat with me and asked if she could be her boyfriend. She broke up with her boyfriend at that time, and with the mentality of not being too big, I said hello. To tell the truth, I am not her intimate friend, and I don't want to be her male best friend (I always think this word is a derogatory term). At that time, I only thought that she was beautiful, and she didn't take advantage of it. Since then, there are still four months before the college entrance examination, and I will talk with her in the botanical garden almost every night. Although it is just a simple hug and chat, all I can think about is screwing her (I know I am scum. )

As time goes by, she seems to be more and more dependent on me. I can obviously feel her jealousy when I play with my deskmate (woman) and communicate with her. At that time, she failed to pass the undergraduate course in fine arts and had no intention to learn culture at all. I often play with my mobile phone. After bickering with the class teacher that night, she borrowed her a dog-licking boarding school card (at that time, we were a closed school, but art students were nobody's business) and went straight out of the school gate to the square to relax alone. Then tm took my mobile phone out, which led to the fact that I didn't have the right to speak in the boys' dormitory tonight (I couldn't play games in the dark), so I skipped the evening class to find her. At that time, I registered for on-campus accommodation, but I had the school card of the last senior, and the security guard didn't check it strictly, so I rented a house directly outside with a buddy, and the class teacher went out to live without checking the bed.

Later, I found her in the square. She was painting with a group of children at a stall. She was surprised to see me and cried. Unfortunately, I didn't feel any fluctuation. I just wanted to get my phone back. It took me 11 o'clock to take a taxi back to school, so I took her to eat a midnight snack, because the security guard wouldn't let you into school after 11: 3. After all, we are still in cut class, and the class teacher can't find out. So it dragged on until 11: 3, and she said what to do. I said there was a rental house at the gate of my school, so I'll make do with it. Tomorrow morning, I'll pretend to be an extra-resident, so no one will find out that we skipped work. She hesitated and nodded. In fact, as early as half an hour ago, I sent a text message to my roommate, telling him to go back to the dormitory tonight and not to rent a house.

There are still two months before the college entrance examination. It was a little hot in Guangdong in April. At that time, renting a house was just a single room and a bed. After all, high school students could not afford to rent expensive ones. She asked me in panic at that time, and I pretended to be generous and said, you sleep on the bed, I sleep on the floor, and the fan is for you. Actually, because I know her, everything should be gradual. Lying on the floor, I can actually fall asleep soon, but I am pretending that it is difficult to sleep, tossing and turning. Until she says, Why don't you go to bed? It's very hot without a fan. After pretending to hesitate, I agreed. One person on one side and one air-conditioned quilt on the other seemed to be very harmonious. Until, she turned her back on me and turned her head directly to me. The heavy breathing was faintly visible, and there was a faint face under the moonlight. I was sure that she didn't sleep. At that time, I felt that it was almost time, and tentatively kissed her. Instead of resisting, she catered to ... In this way, my original purpose two months ago was achieved.