Selling poor text messages

I am a singer and actor. It's not the first time for me to wear a wedding dress, but none of them belong to me. This may be my lifelong regret. Life is like this. Sometimes you don't have what you expect and what you think you have. There is nothing, and it is empty to rush. The last song, the song of the sunset, I want to tell you that the sunset is beautiful and buried by the coming night. ? Anita Mui

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Time flies. In a blink of an eye, Anita Mui has left us for seventeen years.

Looking back, although thousands of people went alone, today is lonely and flowers are falling into the water.

She is a strange girl, standing in the forefront, resisting the wind and waves, and others love and miss her.

However, her life has ups and downs, regrets, persistence and true feelings.

In her last days, struggle, warmth and kindness were all composed into a song, flying and enduring.

1990, Anita Mui complained to his friend Liu Peiji (feeling like family):

? I'm too tired to do any more. ?

At that time, Anita Mui had been struggling for eight years, trying to be like her, and everything should be perfect;

Although she is brave, she often works hard and stands up for strangers.

Similarly, she is also deeply disturbed by it, as strict as she is, putting too much pressure on herself, threatening her nerves and losing sleep all night.

? I have to keep explaining myself, don't be angry, don't worry, and make myself feel better. ?

As handsome as her, she often goes out to nightclubs, sets up wine bureaus in bars and KTV, drinks like a big mouth and hurts her stomach without knowing it.

Perhaps it is because of these potential factors that Anita Mui is getting more and more uncomfortable.

However, she never sells bitterness and sorrow, and her closest friends are deceived by her illusion of being alive and kicking.

There is also the annual routine inspection, and Anita Mui comes every time.

Until 1999, Anita Mui went to check as usual, but found a hydroma in the uterus, which was suspected to be a gynecological disease.

But Anita Mui, with a big heart, didn't think much: this is normal. The doctor said it would heal naturally. ?

As usual, Anita Mui will meet his friends and support his younger generation. When he has time, he will sing on stage, which is comfortable and chic.

And fate also implies that her trajectory has been decided and the ending cannot be changed.

In 2002, Liu Peiji, who retired a few years ago, received one serious phone call after another from his friends.

In May, Tan said that he had liver cancer.

65438+In the early morning of February 6th, Anita Mui also called: I just received the medical report, and the doctor said it was not good. ?

Liu Peiji in Thailand is in a hurry. He immediately booked a plane ticket and went back to Hongkong to be with Anita Mui.

As soon as he came back, he saw Anita Mui's face calm, as if nothing had happened, but Liu Peiji knew that the situation was serious and Anita Mui's condition should not be underestimated.

Anita Mui confessed his illness: cervical cancer.

When Liu Peiji heard that he was ill, he was upset and weak.

Because he knew that Anita Mui's sister Mei Aifang died of this disease.

For Anita Mui, only his sister Mei Aifang can be called family.

When I was a child, Anita Mui, who was only four and a half years old, and her sister, urged by her mother Tan Meijin, sang in the pear garden to earn money to support their families.

Among them, the sadness of singing is little known.

In the days of hunger and cold, being looked down upon, my sister was a bright light in Anita Mui's dark childhood, like a drowning man grabbing a driftwood and letting her settle down.

When I grow up, my idle brother and gambling mother, do you like it? Vampires? It's like making a lot of money from Anita Mui.

? My mother doesn't care if I live or die. She only asked me for money. ?

And Anita Mui's lack of affection is mostly obtained from her sister Mei Aifang. They are joking and playing from time to time, which is simple and ordinary.

Until 1999, my sister Mei Aifang was diagnosed with advanced cervical cancer.

? My sister, who has always been afraid of pain, is unexpectedly strong at this time. Calling me every night, she tries to pretend to be healthy and normal. ?

But in April 2000, my sister Mei Aifang, who actively cooperated with western medicine, still didn't get over it and passed away like a flower.

At this point, the death of my sister Mei Aifang is still a pain that Anita Mui can't erase.

And two years later, Anita Mui repeated her sister's misfortune.

But the difference is that my elder sister is late and Anita Mui is early, which once ignited the vitality of Liu Peiji.

He advised Anita Mui to have surgery and treatment again and again.

Anita Mui but bear his pleading eyes, took a step back:

? I have respected you and listened to you all my life, but I hope you can let me make a decision this time.

However, life is hard.

I will receive treatment, but if I have to bear a lot, then I don't want to, because I feel that I have been working hard.

I want to try Chinese medicine first. I believe in Chinese medicine, and Chinese medicine treatment is not so hard. ?

Seeing Anita Mui let go, he quickly invited Professor Yao, a well-known expert. Professor Yao suggested that she should combine Chinese and western, so that the effect would be more remarkable.

However, due to the shadow of her sister's death, Anita Mui underwent conservative treatment regardless of the consequences of the operation.

Liu Peiji accompanied her around Suzhou, Shanghai and Beijing, but with little success.

Liu Peiji, who witnessed all this, was both sad and painful. On the other hand, Anita Mui still works with a smile, grasping the time given by God, doing what he has not finished, and occasionally poking fun at Liu Peiji? Work hard? .

It is said that people are optimistic when they are sick, so they can basically live.

But at that time, on April 1 day, 2003, my brother Leslie Cheung fell from the sky, ending his wonderful and brilliant life.

Anita Mui, who is shooting a new song MV, has been kept secret by everyone.

Because they all know that the affection between Leslie Cheung and Anita Mui is not limited to friendship, and they are afraid of affecting her mood, they didn't tell her the news until after work.

Anita Mui was in tears on the spot. For several days and nights, the rice grains didn't enter, so she knelt on the ground quietly and prayed for Leslie Cheung, chanting.

At Leslie Cheung's funeral, Anita Mui walked unsteadily, and someone helped him not to faint.

At that time, Anita Mui lost his best friend, his eyes were empty, and the whole person was like deadwood, numb and lifeless.

The news undoubtedly crushed Anita Mui's tense nerves.

At first, optimism and confidence suddenly collapsed. At that time, Anita Mui's condition deteriorated to the extreme, and the tumor sprayed blood on a large area.

Liu Peiji saw Anita Mui so, and suggested that she try western medicine therapy.

This time, Anita Mui nodded his head.

Liu Peiji looked at Anita Mui with relief, and then she was surprised. I'm going to see a friend and I'll be fine when I come back for chemotherapy. ?

This friend is Anita Mui's first love Masahiko Kondo.

At that time, Anita Mui longed to see Kondo again as a farewell.

Japanese friends arranged a four-day and three-night trip to Tokyo for her.

In groups of three. They drank some wine and celebrated Kondo's birthday. The atmosphere was warm and relaxed, and there was no time to stop them.

Between laughter and laughter, the past came to mind.

At the beginning of that year, Anita Mui was entangled in the handsome Kondo, but the time was short and they didn't communicate deeply.

Until the two met again, Anita Mui was introduced to Kondo, but he blurted it out. I have known her since last year. ?

That night, the air was full of ambiguity, perhaps because of the atmosphere. When dancing, they started kissing, which was very warm and warm. Anita Mui, who has never had an affair, has no backhand in the face of love veteran Kondo.

Anita Mui is like a little girl in Seeds of Love. The kiss made her heart thump.

Kondo frequently invites Anita Mui to go out on dates. Kondo recalled:

? In Tokyo, we go to different restaurants for dinner, shopping and bars every night. We are so happy and unforgettable. ?

Kondo molested Anita Mui from time to time, which made Anita Mui more addicted to this relationship.

However, the reality punctured Anita Mui's dream. He stayed for a few days and had to return to China.

The sweetness of love made her reluctant to leave. Kondo hugged and comforted her, and they reluctantly said goodbye.

After Anita Mui returned to China, he was so busy with his career that he couldn't bear to miss his bone erosion and flew directly to Japan to see him.

Seeing Anita Mui of Kondo, I have no aura on the stage. I am strong in all aspects and become a soft finger. I wash clothes, cook and clean everything.

Even once, my good friend went to the apartment Anita Mui bought in Tokyo and found that she was actually cleaning the toilet.

For an instant, I was stunned and speechless.

But Anita Mui didn't expect that she was doing it here? Snail girl? , kondo and Akina Nakamori.

Nakamori Akina

Actually, there are clues. Anita Mui flies to Japan seven times a year, but Kondo has never been to Hongkong once.

The nervous media are under their control. Naturally, the relationship between Anita Mui and Kondo was also exposed in broad daylight.

Akina Nakamori learned that Kondo was successful and her career was not smooth at the same time, which undoubtedly pushed her to the cliff.

On an ordinary day, Akina Nakamori committed suicide by cutting her wrist in Kondo's room. Although he was saved, there was no hope of survival.

Akina Nakamori apologized to Masahiko Kondo.

Kondo, on the other hand, remained silent in the face of Anita Mui's criticism at first, and it was not until Akina Nakamori committed suicide that Kondo let go.

He also chooses between Anita Mui and Akina Nakamori. You are a strong woman. You can live without me, but Cai Ming can't live without me. ?

But every time Anita Mui was asked about his favorite, the answer was directed at Kondo:

? I won't say who he is, it's a long-distance relationship. If I had to choose again, I would still love again. ?

Even for him, when he was seriously ill, he went to Japan for his birthday overnight and didn't mention his illness when he met him.

A Japanese friend asked her: Didn't you tell him (Kondo) that you were ill? ?

Anita Mui wry smile:? I will never tell him. ?

After returning to China, Anita Mui actively carried out electrotherapy, and his career and treatment went hand in hand.

However, Anita Mui suffered from repeated illnesses, and her hair loss was too serious on a hot day.

Anita Mui loves beauty and doesn't want fans to know about her illness, so she wears a wig to shoot an advertisement. She is still the fearless Anita Mui.

However, the sensitive Hong Kong media sniffed out the news that Anita Mui was seriously ill, which caused an uproar.

Facing the sad eyes and sympathetic eyes of fans, Anita Mui once dared not show up to confirm the news.

Fortunately, she has the best friends and relatives: Jackie Chan, Andy Lau, Jacky Cheung, Nicholas Tse, Zhong Zhentao, Su Yongkang, Yang Ziqiong, Tony Leung Ka Fai and Sammi Cheng.

They soothed Anita Mui's inner anxiety and encouraged her to fight the disease.

In September, Anita Mui said airily at the press conference:? My condition has not deteriorated, and I will not die. I will beat this disease as soon as possible. ?

When the fans heard the news, they burst into tears.

It took her greatest effort to prepare for the 20th anniversary golden melody concert, and her condition deteriorated rapidly. After the second chemotherapy, she became weak and bony. The doctor repeatedly advised her to have a rest, but she didn't say a word.

Liu Peiji looked at pale Anita Mui and burst into tears. If you are too tired, let's go to the concert later. ?

But she wouldn't let me. Do it, or you'll have nothing to do! ?

Even when she was seriously ill, she refused all medical examinations for this concert.

? After a course of treatment, my body's resistance is not enough, only half of my voice is left, but I won't do chemotherapy until the work of singing and flying daggers is completed. ?

This concert is actually a game between her and her illness, a battle of life and death.

Anita Mui's life is full of legends, but she has always had a regret that she couldn't wear a wedding dress to marry her sweetheart.

Knowing that her time was running out, she begged Liu Peiji to design a wedding dress for herself and realize her dream.

1October 6th, 165438+ The concert with numerous rumors was held in the Red Pavilion as scheduled. Anita Mui, who usually speaks trembling and needs help when walking, slowly appeared in a red dress, attracting the world like a queen and bearing the audience.

An opening is a familiar charm, melancholy, vicissitudes and deep affection, which is her unique style.

Behind the perfect performance is Anita Mui's strong willpower.

It is said that during the concert, Anita Mui had a high fever and was in a coma for a time, but she still held eight concerts in one breath.

The doctor advised her to relax, but she hoped to say goodbye to her fans without regret.

My friend is distressed and can't stop, but also accompany her? Did you have fun? Singing to help out, every game is a big lineup, and almost all the stars in Hong Kong are gathered in the Red Pavilion. Fans screamed when they saw this.

For a time, the Red Pavilion was packed and bursting.

The guest appearance is unprecedented.

In the last concert, Anita Mui was better in white than in snow, just like a rouge girl.

She occupied the focus of the stage and chatted with her fans. Do I look good in a wedding dress? ?

Then he said with half emotion and half regret:? It's not the first time for me to wear a wedding dress, but it never belongs to me, which may be my lifelong regret. But I have your love. I married myself to music and you. ?

Suddenly, the audience burst into laughter, crying and laughing.

At this time, "Song of the Sunset" sounded, solemn and stirring, magnificent, and became a unique musical landscape.

The sunset is infinitely helpless, but it is just a breath of brilliance. As the clouds are light and the wind is light, the lost glory is gone, and it is not too late. The changes in this life are like clouds gathering around. The vicissitudes of life are long, and I suddenly feel that time has faded, and joy is always short-lived and never comes back.

Which one sees through my dream is dull? How many storms have I encountered? I staggered my dreams. I met your sincere arm and accompanied me through the difficulties.

At the end of the song, people dispersed, and Anita Mui waved goodbye to the stage and fans freely, saying? Bye. ?

I never thought that this farewell was a farewell.

How many years later, fans recalled this scene, feeling that they had no choice but to spend it, as if an old friend would never come again. ?

After the concert, Anita Mui couldn't hold on several times, and her friends sent her to the hospital.

The doctor looked at her curled-up figure and sighed helplessly. It's a miracle to have a concert, and then you have to rest. ?

But Anita Mui had already planned her work, and her friends advised her to take care of herself. She didn't understand and sent a message to Liu Peiji:

? If I don't work now, I will think too much, even if I work. Do you know how difficult it is for me to finish chemotherapy? I think, if something happens to you, if there is a bowl of poison in front of you, I believe you will drink it; If it were me, I would do the same. ?

The illness tortured her to death, and she looked at herself haggard and lifeless.

As competitive as she is, she works hard to maintain her dignity and give herself a sense of security.

Liu Peiji can't, so she has to go to Japan to shoot an advertisement.

Anita Mui was overwhelmed by the long journey, and she was not feeling well on Christmas Eve. Just a few days. ?

Friends came to visit one after another, and Anita Mui coveted the warmth that everyone loved and tried to remember everyone's face.

At that time, she was smiling and satisfied.

Ceng Zhiwei recalled? At that time, Anita Mui's condition deteriorated, but his fighting spirit was tenacious. After seeing each friend for the last time and getting the last blessing from each friend, she went on her way with a smile. ?

65438+At 2 o'clock in the morning on February 30th, Anita Mui fell asleep peacefully, and the electrocardiogram has become a line.

Panic crowd bustling, Liu Peiji walked into the ward, mumbling:? The last suit (shroud) I made for you, you must like it. ?

Anita Mui died, the world mourned, and to see the sun, for all his glory was buried by the coming night.