Never be sad.

I don't want to be sad. I created it for you. I hope you will like it. Welcome to read it!

I don't want to be sad. Log 1: I know the unspeakable pain best.

In life, fatigue is always more than beauty.

So we must face it.

In feelings, it is always more painful than being drunk.

So it's hard to avoid heartbreak.

Can't tell right from wrong.

You can only taste it alone

Reduce mistakes, right, right.

I can only secretly cry.

If you are tired, you can lie down and have a rest.

The heart is tired, can you put it down?

Some feelings are unspeakable.

Smile, everything seems far-fetched.

Words, all feel redundant.

Immersed in their own world

Silence or indifference?

Cann't get rid of everything

Is it a knot or a complex

I'd rather be alone in a daze.

I don't want to talk about

Willing to think in peace

And don't touch people.

I don't want to see others say that I am tired.

How tired you are, carry it yourself

Unwilling to complain to everyone

How bitter it is to taste for yourself.

Cry if you don't want to see anyone

How painful it is to hide.

You can share it with others

Always happy than sad.

Can talk to people.

It's always more irrelevant.

Heartache, only oneself hurts the most.

Inexplicable pain, only oneself know best.

Actually, a lot of worries.

Don't tell everyone.

Someone can understand and comfort you.

Some people don't understand, which will only increase their haggard.

Your pain, your fatigue

No one can feel it

Your love, your feelings

You can only taste it alone

Never want to be sad. Log 2: People's hearts cannot be exchanged.

One day you will know:

People's hearts cannot be exchanged,

Seriously, you can't get a deep feeling.

No matter how well you do it,

Some people will turn a blind eye;

By the way,

Some people will turn a deaf ear.

You are kind, you are tolerant, you endure again and again,

Finally broke my heart;

You are tolerant, you are self-disciplined, you forget the past,

Eventually lose confidence.

In this world,

There are always ungrateful people,

There is also an ungrateful heart.

After a long time,

You will know who is really good to you,

Who is pretending to smile at you;

After a long time,

You'll understand who cares about who,

Who would turn around and run?

People who love you,

Reluctant to let you get hurt;

People who don't love you,

I don't care if you get hurt!

There are always people you can't see through;

The world is big, and there are feelings you don't understand.

Don't think that paying,

Available;

Don't feel affectionate,

You can grow old.

On the way, it changed;

Hold your hand in the middle and it will spread out;

When you are in love halfway, it will fade.

Many changes,

Let you be caught off guard;

A lot of sadness,

Makes it hard for you to give up.

Not that you're not good enough,

But this man's heart is really elusive;

Not that you're not real enough,

But this fate is really hard to grasp.

Agree that forever,

But once you have it;

I firmly believe that I will be together for life.

But this is only a short meeting.

Just remember one sentence:

People who are reluctant to part with you,

Never leave;

People who are willing to give up on you,

Leave at any time!

Never want to be sad. Log 3: Who can tell me what I should do?

What's the funniest thing in the world? I already know the truth, but you are still lying, and it is so true and profound.

I once naively thought that if I treated anyone sincerely, I could find true friendship and true love. Later, I met some people and experienced some things before I realized that everything was just what I thought.

We met by chance. People are beautiful at first. We added qq, WeChat and left our mobile phone number. We talked all the time and stayed up late every day. At that time, I thought, maybe it would be nice to have one more person in my life, and then I said to give him a try. He always runs around the world, plays around, and sends me photos when he is free, as well as his previous trips. My idea has always been simple. At that time, he told me everything around him, which I found complicated. Beyond my worldview, I always feel that my brain capacity is not enough to understand his world. Later, I went home on May 1, and he said that he had booked a plane ticket to Hainan a few days ago and wanted to go to Hainan to play or something. When he got there, he told me that his bank card could not be found. I wonder if he left it in my rental house or lost it. I asked our landlord to go to my house the next morning to see if there was this bank card. Fortunately, the bank card was in my rental house. But his bank card was left with me, and he had nothing on him except a mobile phone, and there was not much cash. I think it is a terrible thing for a person to forget to bring money when he goes out. He said that for him, staying in an Internet cafe for one night is cheaper than staying in a hotel. He also went to find his Alipay account number and password and asked others to transfer money to him. I didn't think so much at that time. I just want to be together. Whose money is different? I said let him use my Alipay, and he said it was nothing for men to use women's money. I am stubborn, too. Once you have determined a person, you won't think so much. I always said to let him use mine first. He said he would write me an IOU and return it to me when he came back. I didn't care at that time, so I transferred 4 thousand to him for emergency. He said he would send some Hainan specialties to my parents to show his gratitude. I'll let him buy whatever he wants. He stayed in Hainan for one day and came to our county the next day. At that time, I played a joke on him and said that I would come to my house. He said he could come if things arrived, but now it's nothing if he doesn't bring things to my house. I also asked him how much it cost to buy things for my parents. He told me that he spent less than 3000 yuan (the purchase has not been received yet, so he asked me to give me the number, which he gave me is not in the service area), and I also said why I bought so much, and we would not care about it. At that time, I thought that he had spent so much money on shopping for my parents, and he probably had no money at hand, so I asked him if he had any money. He stammered that he still had some, and I said I'd give you some more, otherwise it wouldn't be a problem to have no money. I transferred it to him again 1 ten thousand. I have to go back to work after May Day. At that time, he said that he would go to Jinan court for alimony. Originally, he was going to call someone else. Then my friend said that he would go to Shanghai with me. He said he would go to Jinan and asked me to transfer another 4000 yuan to him. At that time, he also said that he was embarrassed to spend my money all the time. He felt sorry for me and asked me to take his bank card to withdraw money myself after I went back. He also told me the password. I said wait till we get back. Then he came back from a day in Jinan and said that he would go to see the house and move that night. Because the place I rented was too small, he said he had too many things to put down and wanted to go out and rent a house. We looked at several houses and said we would make a decision when we came back. After that, everything was handled by him. Said the house had been rented out, and we would move in after it was cleaned.

Before, he always said that my mobile phone was too big to brush. He is an IT major. He looked at my mobile phone and wanted to brush it for me. Then I brushed it for him. I brushed it for the first time, but suddenly one day my alarm clock stopped ringing. There was nothing I could do, and then I said I would brush the machine again, but I failed every time. /kloc-In May of 0/9, he came to our company and took my mobile phone to the Internet cafe to brush it. Because I trusted him very much, I told him all the passwords on my mobile phone. By two or three o'clock, he had finished telling me, and his mobile phone was black, so he couldn't do it anymore. Just say buy me a mobile phone and ask me if I have a card. Transfer money to me and buy a mobile phone. At three o'clock, he came to the company At five o'clock, we went to Nanjing East Road and bought a Meizu mobile phone. At that time, he told me that he transferred 10000, took 3000 cash and spent a little more than 3000 to buy a mobile phone. I got my ABC card on May 20th, and saw 18000 transferred in, 100 and 1900 transferred out. I also asked him where he had transferred the 10,000 yuan transferred from the Agricultural Bank of China, and he said it had been transferred to ICBC. I also asked him how to turn it, and he said to wait for him to come back and read the records. Then I don't doubt anything. Before that, he said that he took my iPad to the newly rented house and never checked anything for me.

After that, his whole whereabouts began to wander, telling me that he would come back almost every night, but he didn't come back every night. I don't answer the phone or return messages. Someone rang his cell phone twice in the middle of the night and turned it off. I quickly hung up the phone, but no one answered. Send me a message saying I was drunk or something. After that, he explained a lot to me and I believed him. Then he gave it back to me several times because he was afraid of me talking about him, but he didn't know that every time he said he would come back, I waited for him all night. He also specially asked others to call me and say that he was really busy. I think it may be really busy. 6/ 1, he told me that he was not feeling well because he had an operation before, so I asked him to go to the hospital for a check-up. He said he would come back after the inspection, and I said I would wait for you. Then he didn't come back in the middle of the night and sent me a message saying that someone had sent him home to get the case and that his doctor wanted to see the case file. Well, I believe it. We talked for a long time that day until my cell phone died. I always thought he was in Shanghai at that time. In the afternoon, he said to me: Let me tell you the truth. I am in Zhengzhou now. There is a hospital in Zhengzhou that is very authoritative about my illness. I will ask him to have a look, or I will go to Beijing. Well, if you are ill, you must see a doctor. You told me that you were going to have a minor operation at night, and you promised me that I would come back after the operation. I told him to go at once. It is important to treat this disease. Tell me when he comes out. At that time, I wanted to be with him and take care of him. It's so sad that I have to deal with everything by myself in the hospital. He said nothing, and then he went back. Dare not sleep at night, waiting for his news. I thought it was fine, and told me it was okay in the early morning. On the 2 nd, he said he would leave the hospital, but the doctor didn't want it. He said he just wanted to come back quickly and then take out the stitches when he got to Shanghai. I couldn't beat him, so he said you should come back. Finally, he told me that he missed the plane and bought it in Hangzhou. At that time, he said that the wound was bleeding and it hurt. There was no way to go to the hospital in Hangzhou again, so I asked my brother-in-law to pick him up and send him over. I said I'll go directly to Hangzhou, and I'll accompany you then. He said no, and his brother-in-law will send him back when he comes. I said ok, I waited for a long time, and he finally told me that I was going to stay in the hospital for one day. No one answered his phone on the 3rd, and then his "brother-in-law" sent me a message saying that he wanted to take out the stitches or something, and his tone was very bad. I called him in the evening, and he told me that dad knew he had surgery and went to see him. Anyway, I have something to do now. I don't care about this. Just tell me that there is something wrong with the software program, I don't have enough time in other people's units, and so on. I was already very tired. I want to clarify our relationship, and then get together and leave. He keeps making excuses, but he just doesn't have time to come to my side. By 6/ 12, I suddenly received a short message, which was borrowed by Alipay Ant, saying that I would repay the loan. I thought Alipay had made a mistake, so I sent someone to check it directly. Only then did I know that he took my money away with a brush machine, that is, 18000 yuan was transferred to my agricultural bank card at that time. I also sent him a message asking him, and then he said to come to my side at noon. After I sent it to him, he didn't answer my phone, but he sent me a message saying that it was raining and he couldn't answer the phone, saying that he would definitely come to my side at noon. I said it wasn't you. Just give me a clear explanation. Is it so difficult? He just said he wanted to see him, but he couldn't make it clear on the phone. When I called at noon, I was told that the plane had been changed, and I must come back to explain it to me at night. Well, I will hold back my anger until the evening. He also had an excuse that it was raining and the plane was delayed. He just can't come back anyway. Change it to the next morning In the morning, I told him to get up and get on the plane. Tell me at ten o'clock that I have missed the plane, and then I will go back by car. Afraid of being scolded by me, he didn't dare to tell me. I also said that the bus will arrive in Shanghai around 6 pm. This is the thing on the road, that thing. Anyway, if the bus arrives in Shanghai, it's probably early in the morning. He said he was dizzy. Then I stopped halfway, stayed in a hotel, and said I would come back by high-speed train the next day. Hehe, he came back the next day and said that he had gone to another company to see the progress of software production. Back and forth for a week or two. At that time, I was wondering whether I was too weak or he was too weak, and how all the misfortunes were met by him. I felt very tired at that time, so I wanted to get rid of the ants' loan, and then we could be together. I couldn't wait any longer, so I called him to transfer the money to me. I'll replace the ants first. I never thought it would be so difficult to transfer money. All my transfers arrive within ten minutes, but his account cannot be transferred to me. Either this problem or that problem, I asked him to come first, and I'm still looking for various excuses to deal with me. Although I already feel something is wrong, I still want to get some money first.

On June 23, his birthday, I told him to take me to his house, and he insisted on picking me up at night, saying that even if I went, I wouldn't have time to greet me or anything. Actually, I wanted to verify one thing, so I made an excuse for him to take me. But I know he won't take me, and he will find an excuse to refuse me. Yes, at noon on the 23rd, he told me that his uncle (Yao Qian's father) had been chopped several times, and now he is in the hospital, and the situation is very serious. He must get there. Well, what can I say after what happened at home? I asked him to use Alipay to transfer the money to me. He said Alipay can't be used now, and asked his friend to come back at night and give me the cash. I didn't get it until eight or nine in the evening, so I called him to ask for his friend's phone number. Hehe, it was turned off, and I called later, but I just didn't answer it. It was turned off the next day and no longer turned on. Then I called him, hehe, told me that my uncle was hacked to death and now he is in the crematorium and has no time to deal with my affairs. He said that he would come to see me on Monday. Then all kinds of excuses still didn't come.

In fact, at that time, I already knew I was lying to me. I just want to verify it myself and let him tell me why. Aren't you tired of cheating like this I asked my friend to check my ID card for me, hehe, fake. . . . Fortunately, he sent me a real ID card before, and found out that he was from Lixin County, Anhui Province, and then found out through various channels that he approached me for the purpose of defrauding money from the beginning. And you can also find his cheating records online, from 20 13 to 20 15. My friend keeps asking me to call the police. I never had the heart to do this to him. I think it's cruel. I gave him another chance, and he gave me my money back, so that we could settle it peacefully. But when I knew the whole truth, he was still lying to me and joking about his family's life (after he took my money, he directly told me that his father was going to have surgery, and then he did it himself, and then his parents almost quarreled at home, and then his father left home. Dad often has car accidents, and his uncle is hacked to death. By the way, my brother-in-law is looking for a mistress. Hehe, I really think this kind of person is horrible. It is chilling to do whatever it takes to get what you want. Then I called him and he hacked me.

I went to the police station to call the police, but the police officer told me that my case was not easy to file. Because we started as lovers. So this must be sued. I came to Shanghai alone and worked hard for three years to save so little money. Now I am completely cheated, and I can't get it back by normal means. No one knows how difficult it is for me to save so little money. People never approach me to cheat me. Why should I call the police? At that time, I felt that this society was really too dark and really unfair. I don't know what to do, and I don't know who to look for to safeguard my rights and interests. I feel dizzy and want to cry when I think about it every day. I can't tell my family yet Who would have thought that I, a little girl, came to Shanghai to work alone? Have pity on me and help me? Who can tell me what to do?

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