What do you think of bad girl Azi?

When I read Jin Yong for the first time, I hated Azi extremely.

I think many people have the same feeling as me. I attribute it to women's natural aversion to all beautiful but evil women.

Why? Because such girls have a great advantage in the relationship between the sexes. Needless to say, she is beautiful, but evil also has a fatal temptation. If there is a bit of "girlish innocence" in this evil, and she is not afraid of anything, then it will be even more irresistible for men.

Gu Long has also created such innocent and evil women.

For example, Lin Xian'er in "The Passionate Swordsman" is as beautiful as a fairy, but has no scruples about men and sex. She is a very good deceiver and is extremely cruel to A Fei, who loves her madly. But such a bad woman makes all the men in the world revolve around her.

Her naivety lies in thinking that she can use her beauty and men's desires to conquer the world.

Such a "bad woman" really has a different feeling in the eyes of a smooth and sophisticated man.

Azi has such innocent evil in her body.

Although it is bad, it is not completely bad. Although bad, it is also out of ignorance and naivety. Moreover, she is so beautiful, fair and delicate, and her eyes are rolling around, so she is called a "witch". Since it is a demon, it must be beautiful. I think Mr. Ni Kuang hated Azi so much that he wrote about her blindly. Probably in his mind, he only saw her badness and not her fairy appearance.

When I re-read Jin Yong, my impression of Azi gradually changed, and there was a lot more pity and sympathy in my feelings. Just like a sentence in "The Great Gatsby", "When you want to criticize anyone, you have to remember that not everyone in this world has the advantages you have."

When I really calmed down to analyze Ah Zi’s growth experience, I realized more and more deeply Mr. Jin Yong’s good intentions in shaping this character. Ah Zi, who is similar to the protagonist, has too many elements of tragedy.

She is so pitiful.

Although she is so bad that she should be hated by others, you can’t help it, don’t want to, or even don’t want to blame her. Mencius' theory of "nature is inherently good" has become a false proposition after thousands of years of verification. Now we believe that people are products of the environment, and Azi is also a product of the environment.

Here I have to mention Azi’s parents—Duan Zhengchun and Ruan Xingzhu.

To be honest, I personally dislike Duan Zhengchun very much. His romantic affair not only hurt the women who loved him, but also caused irreversible growing pains in the lives of his daughters. In addition to Zhong Ling, Mu Wanqing, Wang Yuyan, and A'Zhu all have certain character flaws, but the worst one is A'Zi.

Azi grew up under the image of an "orphan".

Just look at Yang Guo and you will know how miserable it is for a child without a father or a mother. Among the heroes written by Jin Yong, Yang Guo is one with a very distinctive personality. Before he became the "great hero", he was quite a bit of a scoundrel.

Why, because he is also an orphan.

In the face of basic survival needs, the so-called morality and chivalry are nothing but illusory things, and the motivation for all actions is to "survive." In order to survive, Yang Guo cheated and dealt with the gangsters who bullied him. He was glib and full of scorn, and he became a scoundrel looked down upon by Guo Fu.

As for Azi, she grew up in the Xingxiu Sect.

What kind of place is the Xingxiu Sect? The big boss, Old Fairy Xingxiu, is an unjust person who rebelled against the sect. He is vicious, vicious, cunning and despicable. He was also lustful. The reason why Azi escaped from the Xingxiu sect was because "when she got a little older, the master looked at her a little strangely. Sometimes he stretched out his hand to touch her face and breasts. Azi became scared, and so on He stole the 'Sacred Wood King Cauldron', escaped from Xingxiu Sea, and came to the Central Plains."

None of her senior brothers and sisters are good, they are all so bad, and they even use their badness as capital to show off.

Growing up in such an environment, Azi learned a lot of ruthless methods, killing without blinking an eye, and poisoning like eating.

But can you blame her?

Whose childhood is not a blank slate, and who doesn’t want to live a carefree, innocent and kind life, but does she have the capital and conditions?

Today’s people like to talk about class divisions, like to criticize “Phoenix men”, and like to talk about the poor’s inferiority and greed for money. If you really grew up in the same environment as them, you will understand and understand today’s people. them.

Everyone is a product of the environment, and it is too difficult to escape.

Simple and kind-hearted children are mostly born from wealthy families. Their parents protect them well and do not want them to be exposed to too many dangers in the world when they are young. When you reach adulthood and your parents are unable to protect you, your values ??will not be fundamentally shaken if you have a head-on collision with the evils of society.

And those children who do not have the protection of their parents have been viciously hurt by these people since they were young. They must learn from it and gain wisdom while living, otherwise? Otherwise I won’t be able to survive.

Azi just learns to protect herself.

Since she was a child, who has loved her, and who has been really nice to her? No, she has no one to rely on, no father or mother, she can only rely on herself. Only by being evil and learning peerless martial arts so that no one dares to bully her can she survive.

This also explains why she fell in love with Xiao Feng.

Azi’s original words were “On that thunderstorm night by the bridge, I saw you beating my sister to death and crying so sadly, I fell in love with you very much.”< /p>

Perhaps in the eyes of some people, this sentence means that Azi is very heartless, and she is not sad when her sister dies. In fact, it is understandable. After all, although Azi and A'Zhu are called sisters, they have never lived together and do not have much affection. However, on that night of thunder and lightning, Azi saw Xiao Feng holding A'zhu's body and crying loudly, crying so heartbreakingly and sadly, she was shocked.

Azi never knew that something like "love" could be so profound and affect a person's entire emotions.

She didn’t believe this in the past. What is truth, goodness and beauty? Are everyone still the same bad and selfish? Don’t you have to rely on yourself at all times?

It turns out that’s not the case. It turns out that the person who loves you can be so sad for you that it breaks your heart.

Xiao Feng made the young Ah Zi begin to believe and long for the warmth between people for the first time.

In fact, this feeling is not necessarily love, but love is the most extreme and intense emotion, so she wants to get Xiao Feng's love.

This also shows from the side that Ah Zi is not inherently bad.

All her cruelty and evilness come from the innocence of a girl. Her life experience since childhood only gave her one possibility of living, that is, to hurt others, tease others, and then survive on her own. The appearance of Xiao Feng gave her the possibility of another life and gave Azi hope.

If Xiao Feng can truly fall in love with Ah Zi, I mean if, under Xiao Feng's influence, Ah Zi will become a good girl.

But there are no what-ifs in the story. In the end, purple is not the right color, neither red nor black, muddy and ambiguous. "The evil purple is trying to steal the vermillion", and it did not succeed.

In the process of pursuing love for "truth, goodness and beauty", Azi completely exposed her innocence, and also showed her paranoia and weirdness in her character.

She is a master at hurting and teasing others, but in "love", she is still a baby waiting to be fed.

Azi doesn’t know how to get Xiao Feng’s love, nor does she know how to love.

In order for her to always be by Xiao Feng's side, she did not hesitate to induce Xiao Feng to slap her in the face, in order to gain Xiao Feng's concern at the expense of hurting herself. After the success, she was secretly happy and proud in her heart. Xiao Feng finally had to do better to her. Although it hurt a little, it was worth it. She really got what she wanted.

Seeing her smile and say: "I would rather be unable to move forever, so you stay with me like this every day."

Seeing this, I just feel sad, because this person has lacked love since childhood. , the girl who lacks care feels sad and heartbroken.

In psychology, isn’t there a theory of “psychological compensation”? Some people, when they pursue something but cannot pursue it and cannot be satisfied, they will no longer pursue the original goal. Instead of trying to "re" assume a purpose to pursue, this is actually a self-deceptive scam.

What Ah Zi really longs for in her heart is not love.

Azi doesn’t actually understand what “love” is, and what she wants is not the harmonious relationship and herding horses beyond the Great Wall that ordinary people understand, but care, the father’s love and mother’s love that she has been missing since she was a child.

Because of this, she is extremely eager for the warmth and tolerance of mature men. She is too insecure. Just Xiao Feng's powerful martial arts and prestige can give her everything she wants.

Extreme desire leads to paranoia, and paranoia will inevitably lead to tragedy.

In order to make Xiao Feng fall in love with her, Azi, who has always been shrewd, was deceived by others and made Xiao Feng drink poison, which indirectly led to his death.

She was sad and blamed herself, and followed Xiao Feng. Without Xiao Feng, what's the point of her life? Who else could give her this wonderful possibility? You Tanzhi?

Azi is really disgusted with that ugly man who has no principles and clings to her.

Actually, when Azi met You Tanzhi for the first time, she didn't dislike him.

Why arrest him? Because You Tanzhi, who seeks revenge on Xiao Feng, is strong and strong.

The book writes:

"What Azi saw in his eyes was an ugly young man covered in blood. His face was twisted, his lower jaw was protruding, and his eyes were filled with greed. She immediately remembered an injured hungry wolf. When she and her two senior brothers went hunting, she shot an arrow at a hungry wolf, but failed to kill the wolf. Staring at him fiercely, his eyes were like You Tanzhi's. The wolf just wanted to pounce on him and bite him to death. Although he couldn't jump, he still showed his white fangs and howled angrily. "

"Yesterday he threw lime bags at Xiao Feng, refused to kneel down, spoke very stubbornly, and refused to ask for Xiao Feng's money. Azi was very happy, thinking that this was a ferocious and powerful beast. She wanted to torture him and stab him. He was covered in bruises, and every time he got hurt, he would bite her hard. Of course, he must not bite him this time."

So she caught him. They whipped him, made him a human kite, and tested poison on him without showing any sympathy. But who would have thought that this young man would be completely different from the strong-willed man he was that day and would not resist at all.

The most incredible thing is that he fell in love with her.

This is what Azi hates. What she hates is You Tanzhi's spinelessness and his pathology.

After she became blind, she didn’t know that it was You Tanzhi who came to take care of her.

At that time, she was grateful to this person in her heart, but when she knew that the so-called "Brother Zhuang" was You Tanzhi, the one who was tortured to death by her and wanted her to remember " "Tie Chou", Ah Zi's attitude immediately changed.

Especially, when Xiao Feng knew that Ah Zi’s eyes were given by You TanZhi, he actually forced Ah Zi to stay with You TanZhi for the rest of his life.

Azi was extremely angry, and it was not like she forced him to dig out his eyes for her. If not, he would still have to live or die. Do I have to stay with him for the rest of my life if I accept his eyes? Do I have to stay with this person who has a disease in his heart for the rest of his life?

She was fed up. Others said You Tanzhi was good to her and asked her to be with him. Why?

She no longer wanted to owe this man anything, so she took out her own eyes and threw them back to You Tanzhi.

What she wants is a brother-in-law. It doesn’t matter if he doesn’t love her, as long as he can stay with him. Following Xiao Feng and dying is her destiny, so isn't it the happiness she wants?

She can finally stay with her brother-in-law forever, and he will never push her away again.