Zhao Yingjun's suicide note was exposed. Why did he refuse a friend's visit before he died?

The most feared thing in a person's life is the separation of old age and death. Most people have a special obsession with living, especially cancer patients, who know their deadlines and have a special desire to live. But fate played a trick on people. Zhao Yingjun, a famous male musician, unfortunately suffered from cancer and was finally defeated by the disease.

Zhao Yingjun died of cancer, and the long road to anti-cancer came to an end, so did his life. Zhao Yingjun was born on July 28th, 1977, and died on February 3rd, 2002. We can't imagine how strong a person's desire for survival is. When death faces the last moment, how desperate, how sad, how sad!

Two years ago, Zhao Yingjun was diagnosed with terminal cancer. Although he is in the terminal stage of cancer, he is also actively cooperating with chemotherapy and physical therapy and participating in everything. Judging from the photos exposed by Zhao Yingjun's good friends before, Zhao Yingjun's anti-cancer road is not so easy, and it is getting thinner. People who used to be so big and tall have become skinny, and their health is the capital of the revolution. Because of staying up all the year round, Zhao Yingjun got cancer.

Before he died, he entrusted his relatives and wrote his last words: My friend, my lover, my family, don't grieve for me for too long, live well, the world is worth fighting for. ? In what mood did he write this last note? Zhao Yingjun was not allowed to visit patients before his death. How does a dying person face it calmly?

On his anti-cancer road, he wrote many times that the road to anti-cancer is very hard, afraid of loneliness and rainy days. When recording the single of Little Red Flower, I took painkillers to suppress the pain of cancer. He refused to visit his friends, just wanted to die safely and didn't want to bring more thoughts and pain to others. He hopes his friends and family can live safely and happily.

Zhao Yingjun's anti-cancer road is really not easy. He's dead. The living should live a good life. I hope there is no pain caused by cancer in heaven. I wish you all the best in the new year.