Really ask for help. After the quarrel, my girlfriend sent me a short message. How should I reply to her? My expression ability is very poor.

"This 20 hours you nervous, I did it. As you said, our feelings were accumulated a few days ago. We finally got together today. I never want to give up our promise, so why did you think of giving up? Do you know that?/You know what? Do you know that?/You know what? I saw how sad my heart was when you wrote about your crying. I know I'm wrong in some things. I beg you to forgive me. You say I'm good to you, but I don't think I deserve you, otherwise you wouldn't say you want to disappear. You say you are not gentle, careful and sensible, but I love you so much. I hope you will give me another chance, and don't disappear without saying a word, ok? You know I can't stand it. Shall we come out tomorrow and have a good talk? "

Do you think it's okay to go back like this?