At the age of 28, I was diagnosed with a malignant tumor.

Guess what is everyone's first reaction when they know that they have been diagnosed with malignant tumor? ...

The answer is: Why me? How could it be me? The hospital made a mistake. Shall we check it again?

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There is no reason. God chose you to be you. Don't ask why, there is no reason. All you can do is accept it and kill it!

If you feel foreign body sensation after swallowing, go to the hospital for examination and be diagnosed as chronic pharyngitis. Laryngoscopy was arranged to diagnose epiglottic cyst.

Further examination, the doctor suggested surgery.

Prepare for surgery

According to the treatment plan, it's just minimally invasive surgery. General anesthesia, nasal surgery.

On the day of the operation, the original plan was afternoon. Brother Taurus still goes to work safely in the morning. At about 7 o'clock in the morning, the nurse told me to arrange a second operation for me in the morning. At about 9 am, she asked me if my accompanying family had arrived. I said I was on my way. When I entered the operating room, my family members were probably still running on the road. It feels like a person walked for a long time before being pushed into the operating room, only hearing the sound of cart wheels rubbing against the ground and the sound of doctors and nurses walking around. The corridor of the operating room is very bright, bright to the ground against the light, and the corridor is also very quiet, with occasional doctors passing by. When I am quiet, I get more and more nervous and panic. I didn't even see my family for the last time, and I was extremely insecure. Think about if and if. The doctor came to confirm the information with me and then injected sodium chloride intravenously. I told the doctor that I was nervous and my heart was beating fast. The doctor said, nothing, I gave you a sedative. Relax and wait outside for a while.

I was anxious for a long time and was finally pushed into the operating room. On the operating table, the doctor instructed me to lie down. I said weakly that I was a little scared. I only heard the nurse next to me say, push 10ml or 15ml, and then I lost consciousness.

I vaguely heard someone calling my name and patting my face, and I vaguely opened my eyes. At present, the doctor is shouting, Chen Jing, are you awake? The operation is over. Then I heard the ticking of ECG, the sound of scalpel instruments, the doctor's conversation, severe pain in my throat and a strong smell of blood. I just want to close my eyes and go back to sleep Then he was pushed out of the operating room and met his family and Xia Chuan.

You can't get out of bed for 2 hours and eat for 6 hours after operation. I had a headache and fever that night and didn't sleep much all night. Blood clots kept pouring out of my throat, and swallowing saliva seemed to kill me.

I thought that after this robbery, I could happily popularize insurance again. But the doctor told me that the "new creature" was not cut, and there were too many bleeding points just after the knife was cut, so the risk factor was high. Combined with CT, it is suspected that it is not a cyst and needs further pathological examination to confirm the diagnosis.

Well, it's the May Day holiday. Let's have a rest. Follow-up postoperative treatment, while waiting for pathological report.

One week after operation, speaking is very painful, which is not much different from being dumb. Three injections a day, drinking water is more like swallowing a knife. Every day is full of liquid food. Imagine the complementary food that my baby just started to eat, which supplements more water. So it took a week. I lost 10 kg. Well, yes, the cost of losing weight is really high.

In this week, the warmth and love I feel inside is also solid, intimate and warm.

Family, colleagues, friends, clients and classmates sent a lot of sympathy and care. It was just a minor operation. Everyone took me too seriously, and the feeling of being spoiled made me float. I joked that I just came to experience the claims process of commercial medical insurance. I try to "risk" myself, I am quiet! Yes, in the meantime, I was lying in my hospital bed and signed two insurance policies. I thought to myself, staying in the hospital is a big deal, but it's not that simple …

Pathological report showed that it was diagnosed as a malignant tumor of oropharyngeal side wall (synovial sarcoma, spindle cell type)

Without exception, when I heard the news, my instinctive reaction was, are you kidding?

After all, the scene of this news for the first time was told to me by Brother Jinniu WeChat.

The doctor consulted his family and agreed to tell me himself.

The doctor arranged for the assistant to find a reason to take the old mother away and sat opposite me with a piece of paper, with a solemn face.

"Pathological report supports the diagnosis of synovial sarcoma"

(For everyone to popularize, in short, 99% of malignant tumors are cancers, and 1% are sarcomas. And I am this 1%. Synovial sarcoma mostly occurs in joints, while I am on the side wall of throat. Whether this is unfortunate or lucky is anybody's guess. )

Because I was a little psychologically prepared before, when the doctor said this, I was extremely calm and rational. Because I will learn relevant medical knowledge in insurance work, I asked a lot of medical related questions.

The doctor even hesitated to ask me, do you study medicine …

Maybe at that moment, in my heart, I haven't fully accepted this fact, as if I had stayed out of it.

But the feeling tells me that the pain in my throat makes me feel that this "bad thing" is real and grows in my body.

After recovery, my cousin and her family rushed to the hospital to see me and tried to comfort me.

My friend is also anxious to ask about the pathological results, and my parents are also ask ask. They haven't figured out how to tell them yet, so they chose to hide it for the time being.

At first I looked puzzled, then my brain knew what was going on, and then I accepted the fact psychologically. I still cried once, but only once.

That's when my mother came back to the ward after being separated by the doctor's assistant and asked me if the pathological report came out. I lied to her that she didn't. I could see that she was anxious but tried to relax in front of me, which was well concealed by the action of pouring water for me. A face of fatigue, forehead broken hair more old. At that moment, it suddenly occurred to me that I always thought my parents had super powers. They will get old one day anyway. Think about it. I grew up all the way, and I am finally independent. I don't have to worry about them anymore. But now, I can imagine their panic, distraction and anxiety without guessing. Mom has high blood pressure and dad has a bad temper. I am their only daughter. Even a tearful scene has emerged in front of my eyes. I can't help feeling guilty, but I still can't help crying, not because of illness, not because of fear, but because of the heavy guilt of my old parents who have to worry about my hard work. Of course, it must be secretly crying.

In the next two days, almost all my close relatives and friends around me knew about it, and of course, so did my parents. I know that everyone is nervous in front of me and has not shown any negative emotions in front of me. Just like a balloon, once the needle is pricked, everyone collapses.

My old father also comes from my hometown. How can I describe my feelings at that time? I refused to see him in my heart. I am afraid that my old father will lose control and I will suddenly collapse. My state of mind doesn't fluctuate much. I didn't cry in the face of such a tumor, and my mood collapsed. But if the person I love loses control in front of me, I'm afraid I can't hold it myself.

Fortunately, my cousin accompanied my old father and did psychological counseling while driving along the way. There is no emotional drama, but I actually know that he is an old man pretending to be strong. As a daughter's mountain, my father's dignity and majesty, especially at this moment, should be maintained. Perhaps, secretly, I really cried with my old mother, or sat in the corner and smoked silently. My dad, I don't understand. He is best at playing fat in the face. I accidentally saw the chat records of my old father and his family, and repeatedly expressed my concern. If I don't get better, he probably doesn't want to live; I have repeatedly expressed my determination to save my daughter even if I lose everything. I don't know how many people have secretly broken their hearts …

My performance surprised everyone, like a person who had nothing to worry about. Apart from eating much slower than others, I speak much more quietly than others, and occasionally I feel very tired. Relax, be positive, calm and optimistic.

I don't know how others face the news of the diagnosis. My reaction was-

First of all, calm my emotions. My family here didn't give me any psychological pressure. Optimism and positivity are also important. He is just an optimist. (However, it is a bit too optimistic. )

Second, I looked at the critical illness insurance coverage, which is nearly 700 thousand. Well, that should be enough. Don't worry about the cost of seeing a doctor and later rehabilitation treatment.

Third, make clear the situation, what is synovial sarcoma and what treatment methods have been used in the past. How high is the cure rate.

Fourth, seek the best medical resources, through colleagues to the Anderson Cancer Center in the United States, one-on-one consultation with Dr. Cao, interpretation of pathological reports, and follow-up illness tracking. Special thanks to Yu Qing and Sambo, Dr. Cao, and the bosses and supervisors of our ACE team. Besides my family, you are my staunchest support.

5. Prepare to transfer to another hospital. Find a top surgeon.

From the beginning to the end, I never thought about the hopeless situation, nor did I think about giving up.

Everyone has repeatedly stressed that it is very important to have a good attitude. However, a good attitude is also a prerequisite.

Good medical resources? Adequate cost of stress-free treatment? Their own psychological compressive strength can establish a good mentality in the face of diseases. Without one, I will be a little panicked.

There is no financial pressure, which is also my biggest weapon to comfort my parents and the most effective weapon to solve my psychological pressure. If you have money, you don't need your parents to beg for help, your family doesn't need to borrow money from the west, and you don't need to worry about how to repay the mortgage.

Of course, I have had such a question, why I got this disease. I have always been warm-hearted, kind, hardworking and active. Why me?

But if you choose me, you are me. Don't think about why, don't think about what to do Here, I also tell you not to take chances. When the wheel of fate points to you, you can't run away. What you can do is how much ability you have to fight back. Yes, you can still have a chance; No, you can only be trampled mercilessly.

In fact, god also cares for me. Otherwise, how could you be arranged to join an insurance company a year ago and then provide yourself and your family with appropriate protection? Later, I also made fun of the old couple. You see, at that time, you opposed my insurance. I never thought that one day, insurance would save me.

God's arrangement has its own reasons. I think this is a human robbery. Perhaps, crossing it, we will usher in a boiling life. Come on! Hold my thighs tight first, babies ~ ~ ~

Friends and family are looking for top experts in these two fields. At this time, I feel how lucky I am to have a group of sincere friends around me, all of whom are from my sincere business partners. During my illness, my family and I set up a support group to fight alongside me.

And family, the feeling that blood is thicker than water, always exerts the greatest energy when it is most critical and most needed.

Two old fathers, one scratching his head to prepare a nutritious meal for me, the other stretching his ears to ask around and find a doctor for me;

Two old mothers, one taking care of the children wholeheartedly, relieved my worries, and a hospital ran back and forth to deliver meals to me. During my stay in hospital, I didn't eat a mouthful of canteen food.

What is there to mourn for? Everyone is ready for me at any time. You should feel lucky. Everyone loves me very much.

It shows that the left posterior wall of oropharynx occupies a space, and it is suggested to go to oncology department for further treatment.

The first time I did an MRI, I felt very noisy! There were all kinds of noises in my ears, such as clicking, beeping, clicking and drumming, which lasted for 20 minutes.

Radiological examination and ICU should be arranged on the second floor of hospital inpatient department.

When I went for a radiological examination, I got out of the elevator and passed the ICU. Seeing a girl about my age squatting beside me, I was sobbing.

Before I was hospitalized, I knew that health was very important, but I didn't know how many people worked very hard and longed for life and affection and love.

Sitting in a wheelchair, an expressionless old man with a saliva towel around his neck, his wife next to him is also gray-haired and still inseparable; The middle-aged woman lying on the cart was pushed into the CT room by her father and son. Her son seems to be still in college and looks childish, so I'm afraid he doesn't know the burden on his father's shoulders. A young girl who was diagnosed with nasopharyngeal carcinoma just after receiving the certificate never saw her husband accompany her once during her hospitalization. I'm afraid this kind of love cannot stand the test. A young expectant mother was diagnosed with breast cancer during pregnancy because God gave her a candy and she wanted to dig it back from her stomach. How to choose at this time …

After the transfer, the family members of patients who came from far away to see a doctor, carrying snakeskin bags and waiting in line on hospital stools for the night were full of hope and helplessness.

It's not easy to live a good life.

Even though the world is not always so lovely, there is always some tiny happiness. When you are healthy, you must feel the world well!

Early in the morning, my family accompanied me to the provincial cancer registration line to see an expert, opened the admission notice and paid the fee.

I went through the discharge formalities of the provincial hospital of traditional Chinese medicine alone, went to the hospital medical insurance office, handled serious illness medical insurance, and made a plan for my customers.

What you can solve yourself, others will never do it. Adults should have the most basic consciousness.

I was discharged from the hospital and rested at home. In the meantime, I'm not completely idle. Although I can't do things by myself, I always care. Last year, the insured customer had a minor operation during May Day, and all the subsequent claims processing was entrusted to my supervisor, Xia Chuan.

Get the discharge summary and hospitalization expense invoice, and go to the company to submit your own claim application materials.

The cost of hospitalization for 7 days was 236 1 1.73, and the social security reimbursement was 9669.76.

Waiting for the doctor's notice of hospitalization

Waiting for news of the claim.

I got a call from the doctor early in the morning, informing me that I was officially admitted to the hospital.

I started another round of hospitalization trip with my luggage.

Later, I learned that the average period from registration to admission is 4 months. Why I was admitted to the hospital so quickly is inseparable from my strong social relationship and my commercial insurance. The doctor specifically indicated that there is commercial insurance, so I can choose better treatment and medication as far as possible, and get out of the hospital as soon as possible, with better curative effect.

May, 202015 Preoperative examination

Blood drawing, urine routine, electrocardiogram, nucleic acid detection, CT plain scan? Enhancement, nuclear magnetic resonance * * * vibration scanning? strengthen

There was an indwelling needle in the right wrist, and the nurse couldn't dial it repeatedly. She saw a long and thick needle pounding in the blood vessel, which hurt badly and asked to give up. I changed my left wrist to continue, and my heart trembled painfully ... I injected a bottle of contrast agent and a bottle of iodine contrast agent continuously.

The claim amount is * * * 620,000 yuan, and the hospitalization reimbursement amount is1391.97 yuan, which is expected to arrive in 5 working days.

The family said that a stone fell to the ground in their hearts and immediately said that they needed to add insurance. Joking that my "return on investment" is really high, hahahaha.

Xia Chuan said that he was relieved, indicating that the insurance coverage was not high enough.

My mother said that this insurance is not a lie.

I said that my metropolis has never let me down.

In a week, the company leaders attached great importance to it, the colleagues in the claims department were efficient, and the team partners fully cooperated. As my own agent, I have experienced it personally. For customers, it is better to make money quickly and forcefully when making claims than to make claims.

I couldn't help getting excited at the moment I received the news. I showed the information to my family again, reassuring them that they were not worried about having no money to treat the disease! I am also glad that my choice is not wrong, and I am even more glad that my commitment to customers is strong.

If you haven't experienced it, you won't know how much confidence insurance claims have given me and my family. Before that, my father said, don't worry, daughter. Your mother and I still have some savings, and my relatives and friends also gave me some money. Don't worry, it will be fine if you get well. Don't worry about anything else.

Fortunately, I don't need to use their pension money, and I don't need to reach out to borrow money from relatives and friends. I can also guarantee that I can protect my family life normally after I stop working continuously, help Jinniu's family to repay the mortgage on time, let the big grapefruit go to the interest class I want, and even let my parents travel to relax. Fortunately, I bought insurance. Fortunately, I chose metropolis. At the critical moment, the metropolis can give me enough confidence and strength. I feel extremely honored and honored for the company I serve. All customer-oriented concepts have successfully circled me into a diehard fan!

I made an appointment with Xiao Zhang and signed a letter of guarantee for their family of three. Not to mention the tortuous process of signing the bill, the result is not bad. We are all confident people who can go forward bravely now!

Laryngoscopy showed that the fiber tube entered the mouth from the nasal cavity, ah, no anesthetic

Pet CT, starting from 8: 00 in the morning, fasting and water prohibition, tossing until 7: 00 in the evening to complete all inspections.

It is expected that I will upgrade to boss this week.

I hope the operation goes well!

What can be cured is to suffer.

Suffering is nothing, I am willing to live in this fucking world for the people I love.

A word for the babies who have been at a low ebb recently:

It's not that you deserve this world, but that the world deserves you.

He will tolerate you, and you will forgive him eventually. You will make up, please don't give up.

This kind of life may not be peaceful or complete. You can accept that you are ordinary in this world, but you should always be the bright spot in your eyes.

To be continued …