I want to cry for my lost youth.

Perhaps everyone has such a painful period, obviously fragile inside, but they have to arm themselves with incomplete armor to cope with life.

Two years after graduation, I pretended to be a student and joked with my sister that I could easily "mix" into your school. Maybe deep down, he is still a student.

The university is very quiet, without the noise of the market and the obscurity of the workplace. The teaching building is dignified and peaceful, the poplars and holly trees on both sides of the road are lush, the neat ginkgo trees rustle, and runners pass by from time to time.

I like sitting on a bench in the shade of a tree, looking at the people coming and going, looking at their green faces, clear and bright eyes, as pious as pilgrims, imagining myself walking on the tree-lined road of the university.

Think of us as fearless students, just like a sword that pierces the sky, vowing to break the haze of youth and the shackles of fate.

Now I put away my sword and hide my front. As soon as I entered the workplace, I thought more about how to deal with things in all directions.

But I still like the smell of campus. I also look at every corner of the campus like a pilgrim. They may be beyond my reach in my life. I regret not working harder in middle school, and I regret wasting time in college.

Time slipped away. I remember there was a saying last year that 18 years has arrived, and there will be no more 18-year-old post-90s generation. With the growth of the post-00 s, the status of the post-90 s has been the same as that of the post-80 s.

We try to catch the tail of youth, miss the past, refuse to leave with deep regret, and reminisce about ourselves in other people's campuses. It's really sad I don't belong in this place, and I will return to reality in the end.

Youth is gone, colorful or pale, and it no longer has any meaning. I can't go back after all. I can't help crying at the thought of it.

What should I take to pay homage to you, my lost youth, and what should I take to greet you, the coming future.