In the team, everything I do is silently, silently running and silently living. Wang recalled the past. When she is depressed, she will steal.

Wang: Why did something like me happen at that time?

Recently, a 30,000-word text about Ma Jiajun was excavated, which attracted attention. In the book "Investigation of Ma Jiajun" published by Yu Zhao, a well-known Chinese writer, in 1998, due to the historical background at that time, 30,000 words about players accusing Coach Ma of forcing players to take stimulants for a long time were deleted, and it was not disclosed for the first time until the latest edition was published.

Today, I pushed an article from the August issue of People (20 12). At that time, Wang was interviewed by some people before the London Olympics. In the interview, she talked about the past 20 years: grievances with Ma, incompatibility with the system, personal resistance and compromise ... but at that time, she did not directly respond to the question of whether Wang took stimulants. She told People magazine that she was going to write all this in her book.

Ma, as the head coach, let Wang and let her retire early. There has never been a disagreement between master and apprentice like them.

Text | Zhang Zhuo

Edit | Lin

Figure | Jia

You bastards, you are nothing without me. You're just a bunch of donkeys.

There is no doubt that Ma and Wang, in the history of contemporary sports in China, are a pair of apprentices with a delicate relationship.

In the 1990s, Ma's intensive training enabled his long-distance runners, including Wang, to set 66 national, Asian and world records. The Associated Press once commented: "This is a shocking miracle in the history of track and field! 」

However, in internal management, this track and field team, which is called "Ma Jiajun" by the outside world, has various problems. Ma Renjun is very strict and has formulated team rules: no long hair, no reading and no dating. There is no communication between players.

Wang will not have a direct conflict with the coach. Yu Zhao once told a story in the book Investigation of Ma Jiajun: Ma Renjun refused to let the players wear bras and ordered everyone to stand in a row, tearing them off and throwing them away. Some players obeyed, some resisted, and only Wang chose to escape. "I ran so fast that he couldn't catch up." Wang joked.

"She not only has the best grades, but also is very smart and knows how to protect herself. Wang's teammates told People magazine.

"In the team, everything I do is silent, running silently and living silently." Wang recalled the past. She secretly kept a diary when she was depressed, and later burned a lot, "for fear of getting into trouble."

At the height of the day, Ma ordered the team members to pack their bags and accompany him to participate in various activities. "You can't ask, and you have no right to ask, just like a tool." Once, Ma asked Wang to pour water for a base guest. She is a little slow, and Ma Renjun is so anxious that he shakes his fist.

"Our coach always said, your ya zai son, leave me. You are a group of donkeys and animals, but not people. Run as fast as I tell you to run, and as fast as I tell you to run. " She stared out of the window and said this calmly and sentence by sentence.

When she joined Ma Jiajun, she was 18 years old. Previously, Wang Yizhi was very free, and his parents who had been farming for generations had an educational attitude towards the three brothers and sisters: do whatever they want. She grew up in the mountains and loved nature. In middle school, he showed his talent for long-distance running, and his score of 1500m was better than that of boys. /kloc-entered Dalian Sports School at the age of 0/5. The first coach was Wang Shizhong. The young man who graduated from Beijing Sport University told Wang: Relax and run happily. In a relaxed training environment, the gifted Wang rarely lets the champion fall behind. "I run for myself, and my grades are better than the last time. I am very happy. That's a very open and free mind. 」

After joining, Ma claimed that his mother was, and his disciples' achievements depended on her protection. When someone gets bad grades, he will ask for burning paper. Like some kind of ceremony, Ma Jiajun goes to visit Mother Ma's grave every year. This became Wang's happiest moment, "all over the mountain."

After studying under Ma Men for three years, she experienced unimaginable pain both physically and mentally. 1994, no one expected that the seemingly docile king walked into Ma's office alone. When she expressed her request in an unassailable tone, the horses had to smoke one after another.

Immediately, she packed her bags and left the base. This is the most famous apostasy event in China's sports history-Ma made her a world champion and set a world record, but she broke up with him. At that time, many media accused Wang of leaving because of unfair bonus distribution. But Wang said, "My leaving has nothing to do with money. I just can't stand his disrespect for us. 」

Wang and his daughter are playing by the Huangpu River.

They didn't want to be exposed, so they didn't let Wang talk.

When Wang decided to "betray" Ma, she was naturally regarded as a challenger to the system by many people. In the era of collectivism, this is an abnormal phenomenon.

"At that time, everyone thought you betrayed your teacher. What do you think? " People "asked the reporter.

"I was educated at an early age. People should have independent thoughts. I don't have to do anything drastic to prove my personality, but I know exactly what I want. I can bear the price for my actions and have no regrets. " She said quietly.

Under the national system, the interests among provinces are complicated, and no one wants to take in a traitor. In Liaoning Province, Ma's power is in full swing, and Wang's departure means the disillusionment of this "myth", which undoubtedly harms the interests of many people.

After Ma left, she submitted a petition letter to the relevant departments. At the end of the letter, she wrote: Finally, we asked the leaders with trepidation to protect our personal safety and prevent saber from retaliating and killing people.

Judging from what happened later, such worries are not completely unfounded for a girl of 2 1 year old.

The most immediate trouble is that no one dares to be her coach. It was not until half a year later, with the help of a leader of the provincial sports bureau, that another well-known coach, Mao Dezhen, took over Wang's coaching.

"I want to be on the podium of the Olympic champion within two years of leaving him. Wang made a decision. She never cared about any competition, except 1996 Olympic Games. She wanted to prove herself.

At the Atlanta Olympic Games, Wang won the 5000m champion and10000m silver medal. Before the game, she was so stressed that she vomited and diarrhea. When running 10 thousand meters, she thought, let me die on the runway. It wasn't her best, nor her personal best, but she won.

When talking about the two medals 16 years ago, Wang admitted that luck was on his side and "God cares".

But after returning to the Liaoning team, the Olympic champion was greeted by a more tragic situation: coach Mao Dezhen was transferred to Guangzhou, and Wang was controlled, so he could not give interviews, send and receive letters, and eating was not the champion's kitchen. Her health became very bad. Years of mental stress made her unable to eat anything and suffered from nervous vomiting.

At this time, she was introduced to Yu Zhan, a former Liaoning football player. She was helpless and wanted someone to lean on: "Even if he doesn't talk, just sit by and listen to me and tell me what happened, just like family." "I know her less than half a year, and she married Yu Zhan.

From 65438 to 0998, Ma was promoted to deputy director of Liaoning Provincial Sports Commission. Wang recalled that his "situation was worse" and even training was difficult to guarantee.

Desperate, Wang went to the top of the Liaoning Provincial Sports Commission and almost begged to go abroad: "What is in front of me now is a dead end. If I go abroad, I will be responsible for my life and death. Later, with the help of friends, she "escaped" to America.

"What kind of person would do this to you?" People "asked the reporter.

"Maybe some people just ate the leopard bravery of Xiong Xin. Wang said: "The Olympic gold medal is a threat to them. He (Ma) always said that we are a group of silly rural girls, and we are nothing without him. If I make achievements, I will definitely overthrow all his theories. So my fate is even more unimaginable. 」

"Do you want to continue running in America? 」

She hesitated for a long time and said, "Yes. I hope I can keep running. But I need a person to undertake the training. There is no guarantee of accommodation, poor health and insufficient funds. I'll be exhausted soon. 」

Six months later, Wang returned to China and entered the Law Department of Renmin University of China. She joked that she could train for the Beijing Olympic Games and run into the Bird's Nest. In the field of middle and long distance running, the golden age of many athletes appears at the age of 29-32. But at the age of 23, he was in poor health and retired.

When talking about these things, Wang tried to exercise restraint. (Note: Husband Wang was interviewed by reporters on 20 12 and divorced on 20 13) It seems that it is the first time to hear his wife talk about this and immediately jumped up and said, "Why don't you tell these things?" Why did they do this to you? They are afraid that you will expose the lies and tell everyone that Ma Renjun is not a myth. Then who let the horse? It's some high-level, not the system. They don't want to be exposed, so they won't let Wang talk! 」

Wang returned to China after winning the gold medal at the Atlanta Olympic Games.

Why lie with impunity in China? Why are there so many things that refer to a deer as a horse and black and white are reversed?

Mr. Wang and his wife Xia Jun look very different in character. Huang Tianwen is cheerful and talkative. He has lived in America for nearly 30 years. His values are more western, and he is used to calling his wife "dear". Wang is low-key and introverted, and believes in the traditional virtues of women in China. Her greatest wish is to "teach her husband and children well". Wang is an athlete, born in the northeast, with the stubbornness, honesty and frankness of northern women; Huang Tianwen was born in Shanghai, playing the accordion, with delicate feelings and strong expressive force.

When I first met Wang in 2008, the first question he asked was:

"What did you eat, run so fast? 」

"I didn't eat anything. 」

"Your coach once told the media that you all eat turtles. 」

"I eat the same as you. 」

After getting married, Wang told him a lot about his experiences as an athlete. What shocked him most was that before the 1996 Atlanta Olympic Games, someone offered 5 million yuan to buy Wang's head in order to prevent her from participating in the competition.

"Why didn't anyone protect you?" I don't understand. "With Wang's performance, she is a star athlete in the United States. If she receives this death threat, she only needs to make a phone call and the swarming media will surround her." He once thought that this restless fear was imagined by his wife.

"I want to check myself, between her and me, because there is a contradiction in this matter, she has her ideas and I have mine. I think all this is like a fantasy. " Huang Tianwen told People.

In 2009, accompanied by friends, he personally asked Mao Dezhen, the last coach of Wang's career, with a video camera. At that time, Mao had cancer. "If he dies, some things will never be clear. I'm worried that if Wang Yi talks, no one will believe her in the future. 」

In front of the hospital bed, Mao Dezhen, who was dying, shed tears and told about the experiences before and after the Atlanta Olympic Games: 3 million bought the coach's head, 5 million bought the king's head, threatened with death, sent home a white wreath on New Year's Eve, and was stabbed to death by a strange man in the middle of the night to ensure the safety of training ... This conversation was recorded into a four-hour video, which was kept by Huang Tianwen and will be made public once necessary.

Mao Dezhen told Huang Tianwen, "You should be kind to her. She's really in pain. 」

This is the first time that Huang Tianwen understands his wife from the depths of emotion. 1996, in Denver, USA, when Wang was the first to cross the 5,000m finish line, he and other China people plunged into the sea of celebration. In his mind, Wang and his smiling face are the proudest memories of all China people. "What a beautiful picture this is. She has created so many honors for the country, but I just don't understand why a world champion should be so insulted. "

In front of the reporter of People, he asked his wife again, "Who is your enemy? 」

Wang said to him, "I want to write these things in my autobiography." Although I won't specify who ordered it, all the information will make readers understand who that person is. 」

"I think she should tell these stories. After living in America for 30 years, I always tell them what I think. What I can't figure out most is why lying is not punished in China, and why there are so many things that refer to deer as horses and reverse black and white. " Huang Tianwen said.

"I'm not worried about this." Sitting next to Wang quickly corrected her husband's statement. "I really don't care about choosing to say it now. Because I've been there, I'm not afraid anymore. I have been able to face the past correctly and calmly. 」

1994, before the Laurence Top Ten Champion Award Ceremony, Wang tried on the mirror.

As soon as Ma Renjun heard that you were here, he made a detour.

In 2005, when Wang's first marriage was on the verge of failure, another member, Mars, threw himself into the river. This makes Wang very sad. Mars followed Ma Renjun since he was a child, with average grades and injuries, and finally had to retire. She hopes that Ma Renjun can help her study abroad, but she can't. After retiring, she often went back to the team to find a coach. Sometimes she shouts to the king, "You don't know me. I paid so much and got too little. I hope the organization will give me some opportunities so that I don't waste them in vain. 」

"What saddens me most is that I can't chat with her more." Wang said, "I will think for a moment, if I had enlightened her a little more, would there be another ending?" 」

Just left, in an internal exam, Wang learned that he and his apprentice Ma would also take part. She immediately asked, "Where is the horse? I want to meet him. " My friend said, "Ma Renjun heard that you were coming, so he took a detour. 」

On 200 1, Wang married her first husband in Shenyang. Unexpectedly, she sent invitations to three coaches, Ma and Mao Dezhen. Finally, only the horse was present. He gave Wang Yi a photo of her breaking the world record of 10,000 meters with 1993, and the frame was set with 999k gold.

"I don't have any hesitation on this issue." Wang explained, "I am open-minded and I am not afraid of him. 」

In recent years, the relationship between Wang and Ma has gradually eased. At the founding ceremony of Wang Jiankang Run Club, represented by Ma, Ma made a special trip from Beijing and hugged his disciples tightly.

In 2007, a TV program invited Ma, Wang and the team members who escaped with Wang that year. This is the first time that Wang He and Ma appeared on the same stage in the public media after the mutiny. Afterwards, Wang was somewhat dissatisfied.

"I thought I was sitting in a studio with coach Ma, and we talked about what happened in those days. But they interviewed the horses individually, and we went up one by one. The horse asked, "son, how are you now?" "That attitude is: I can forgive you. 」

However, this program provides an opportunity for Wang and his teammates to get together. They seldom get together since they ran away from home. Wang misses these teammates: "During training, we are forbidden to communicate, but after leaving, we can't kiss each other. 」

"We often communicate on QQ. Talk about children, talk about husbands, and talk about life now. Wang's teammates told people. Nowadays, Ma Jiajun's players are scattered all over the world: the United States, Spain, Xiamen and Shenyang ... They often chat online when they can't get together.

The relationship between Wang and Ma is not as tense as the outside world imagined. On holidays, she sends him New Year greetings. She said in public more than once: "I will never deny that there is no king without a horse." I have understood that at that time, he could only do that. 」

An insider who asked not to be named told reporters: "In recent years, Ma Lao has been very sad about that incident. Deep down, he hopes these players will be fine. According to him, not long ago, in a telephone conversation with him, Ma lamented that some things in those days might have been used by others.

The truth is like fog. It may take many years to understand Wang's Those People. Maybe people at that time have forgotten the relationship between master and apprentice. But the only thing that is certain is that in China, any Olympic Games are not just a simple competitive sport, they are related to power, desire and interests, just like those stories that Wang experienced.

Like any housewife, Wang's daily life is as dull as water.

I'm just worried that the coach will hit them when he sees them.

In the past few months, Wang sat at his desk every night and wrote something about the past, thousands or hundreds of words. She is going to write an autobiography because the past is "like a movie, like yesterday".

When writing a book, she rationally recalled past grievances. She said, "At that time, in that environment, we could only do that, only that kind of thinking. Me, coach Ma, many people, we are all tragedies of the times. 」

On a hot summer evening recently, Wang ate jiaozi-jiaozi was packed by her sister, and she couldn't get used to Shanghai food. They occasionally packed jiaozi to satisfy her appetite-her sister took her daughter out for a walk, and her husband went to work overtime with his computer on his back. She sat comfortably at the table, and cicadas were chirping happily outside the window.

She suddenly talked about her dream. A dream that has haunted her for years:

In her dream, she ran out of the gate of Dalian training base, and suddenly a narrow and noisy street appeared outside Shenyang Sports Complex behind her. She left the snack bar and the crowded cars, but suddenly she saw her former teammates in the crowd: they were either standing still or running slowly.

She was in a hurry and kept shouting back, run.

"I'm just worried that the coach will hit them (not run) when he sees them. 」