If you could do it all over again, would you be desperate to get into 985+088+0?

At that time, we never knew the so-called 985.38+0438+0 was so important.

Now I know.

I can only prove that ability is more important.

When I was in junior high school, I had no idea about college. Subconsciously tell yourself that you must go to college and go to the outside world. As for what kind of university, I have never thought about it.

On the summer vacation of the second day of junior high school, I set foot on a long-distance train for the first time.

Sitting opposite is a big brother and a big sister, who are alumni. After listening to their chat all the way, I learned that they are alumni of Chongqing University. My brother was admitted to the Chinese University of Science and Technology, and my sister graduated from graduate school. Listening to them talk about their college life, it was the first time I yearned for a university and I really wanted to go to such a university.

At that time, I vowed to tell myself that I must be admitted to this major.

Courage and self-confidence in youth are always inexplicably moving.

The more you grow up, the more you have no reason to be confident.

As I hoped, I was admitted to the best key high school class in the county, and my new life brought me new experiences, but my maladjustment in learning was out of control.

The result of being used by the school to do experiments is to fall into the so-called parallel class at the end of the first semester of senior one.

Unwilling and at a loss, then silent.

For a long time, I said no more than ten sentences every day.

The first monthly exam, I remember it was 1 1. An ordinary class, 1 1 can't even get into three books.

Try to digest the natural loneliness, try to make new friends for the first time, take the initiative to talk to others, and go to physical education class to eat alone and find classmates to sit together. ...

That kind of life is lonely and bitter, but fortunately, I finally accepted this reality and made friends in my life.

During that time, it was nothing to say bitterness, and nothing to get used to. To say that you are tired is nothing more than doing more homework every day.

Near the college entrance examination, those who work hard work harder, and those who feel hopeless also play around by themselves.

I worked hard to prepare for the war, and when it came to the crunch, I knew that my original oath was an unfulfilled dream.

Walk into the examination room calmly, without any tension.

Two days passed quickly. When I put down my pen, I looked out of the window. There is only one thought: the college entrance examination is over and high school is over.

At the moment when I received the text message of college entrance examination scores, my mood was calm, with no sadness or joy, slightly lower than expected, and I haven't deeply realized the embarrassment of just crossing the line.

The idea of repeating reading quietly came into being.

Holding the college entrance examination volunteer report issued by the school, I read it over and over for a few days.

West or east, Xi or Nanjing. At that time, I didn't know what I wanted this city to do, but I just stubbornly wanted to go.

Without exception, the first choice of one book and two books is Nanjing, and the second choice is Xi 'an.

I want to get the best two books.

The head teacher earnestly advised him that if he was not satisfied with the last one, he could read one, why should he go to two?

There is no answer to how to measure the worst humble major and the best two ace majors.

I can't remember the last school.

One afternoon in midsummer, I was eating watermelon, and the text message came. I looked at the strange school between the lines eagerly. Ten thousand questions flashed through my mind. What school is it? When did I report it? The only thing that can be understood is that it is, um, located in the ancient capital Xi 'an.

Going home on vacation, the train passes through Xi 'an, and Xi 'an is brightly lit at midnight, which is an ideal city.

I stopped at the platform for 20 minutes and set foot on this land for the first time. The old railway station, the sticky floor, the noisy shouts, and the smell of smoke drifting into my nostrils make people wonder what to do. I rushed to the train and stopped looking at the city.

The city where I will live for four years.

After three years of college, I did what I wanted to do, went to places I missed, and met some people I will never forget.

There are regrets and occasional doubts.

Standing on the threshold of stepping into society, I feel the influence of a school more and more.

Yes, we are not 985 or 2 1 1. Many positions can't even get past the entry threshold.

A prerequisite makes us speechless and irrefutable.

However, this is the road I decided with my own efforts and my own choices, and even if it is difficult and tortuous, I will not go back on my word.

There are thousands of students in the world, and the way out is in Qian Qian.

985.2 1 1 only a few, labels will bring good luck, but will not bring eternal recognition.

In universities of the same age, it is understandable to measure students with the label of the university.

There is nothing to argue about the choice made by enterprises in pursuit of maximizing economic benefits. Under the same conditions, it is anyone's guess to choose relatively excellent talents.

Just don't forget that every choice has advantages and disadvantages.

I am an ordinary student in an ordinary school. I am unwilling occasionally, because I am not 985,211,but I never regret it.

In the days of youth, the roots of hard work every day have produced such fruits, which have been chosen and have their own wonderful.

In the days to come, I can only use my own feet to walk an ordinary and bumpy road step by step.

Without any labels, keep your feet on the ground.

If I could do it all over again, I would still fight for my life, whether it was 985,211.