A short message to myself.

I received a letter from wool in the slow study room and suddenly wanted to write a short message to myself.

The person who should not be neglected the most always forgets to care for his own heart when he writes more and more. Although he has gone through many vicissitudes, he still has a girl's yearning heart.

Some time ago, I tidied up the photos and made myself a short video of more than three minutes, accompanied by jazz music, which was quite emotional. I paid attention to the time when I just listened yesterday, 3 minutes and 36 seconds! Well, in such a short time, I can already look back on the first half of a woman's life (if I can live to be a hundred years old), and suddenly feel that everything is like a bubble in a dream, such as dew. I really don't want to waste my time hating people and things I don't like, all my life!

Dear self:

You are a lucky man. Always remember.

You should have lived in a poor place, but because your parents sent you away, you unexpectedly came to a well-off family, and your adoptive parents treated you as their own. It is complete to grow up with a little regret and then reach an understanding with your biological parents.

Had love. This love allows you to follow, get out of the previous small circle, see a wider world, and get a quiet life for a family of three. This was once an enviable time. Although you lost it later, it was enough to make you believe in love.

This year is the hardest year for you since you were a child. Sudden changes, but not indulging in sadness, all kinds of disputes and troubles, one blow after another. I've been holding you here for more than 100 days, and now the state is getting more and more stable. It's not easy. Give yourself a compliment.

In addition to continuing to love yourself for the rest of your life, please continue the things that made you happy before. For example, painting, writing, reading and watching movies. Besides, you might as well be bolder and do something you have never dared to set foot in but have always been interested in-what are you afraid of? What can I do if I lose it again? So there will be no regrets.

Dear, since you have the freedom to choose again, don't let it go easily. Enjoy it.

Always remember: I love you.