Write an essay with the title "Looking forward to the New Year", about 600 words~

Looking forward to the New Year "The New Year" is of great significance to both children and adults.

In addition to the literal meaning of a new beginning, the celebration atmosphere that is the same at all times and in all countries also makes the New Year full of joy, hope, expectation, and the mood of finally escaping suffering. It gives people An expectation that everything will be "different" from now makes everyone willing to give themselves a chance to fight forward! I am the same way. I like to celebrate the New Year, welcome the New Year, and plan things for next year in a very energetic way.

I also consider myself a very well-behaved, capable child who dreams, plans and arranges. From a young age, in addition to the winter vacation composition topic that the school asked me to write about "New Year and New Hopes", Every time when the New Year comes, I will set a lot of goals, plans, a bunch of self-expectations, and write a bunch of boring slogans according to my mother's requirements, hoping that these dreams will be realized in the coming year.

But year after year, my hopes are not realized, my dreams and plans are not realized, what I want is not obtained, what I want to do is not completed, and then, every year At the end of the year, I feel anxious, and as I get older, it gets worse and worse. I always think that I am a failure. I have done nothing and accomplished nothing. In fact, I am gradually too lazy to think about new hopes. Anyway, I can’t do it now. Now that I am middle-aged, money, pressure, and development are all more realistic issues than dreams. I am even thinking that when I have children in the future, I will teach them to "dream"~

Due to the nature of the course Inspired, recently I have been constantly questioning many past concepts in a systematic way that I don’t understand the reasons for, but are deeply rooted in execution, trust, and even have become habits. Especially recently, the pressure of the New Year has once again made me depressed. Faced with Doubts about future development make me continue to think about a question. It may be boring, but it means a lot to me, and that is the so-called "New Year and New Hopes."

I began to have a feeling that I would welcome the "New Year" to avoid "this year". I used many "next year's plans" to counteract the feeling of not wanting to complete my "current responsibilities" now. I have amnesia. Apart from welcoming the New Year, I don’t seem to want to think back. What wishes did I make and what hopes did I set in the past year? How many do? How many have I long forgotten?

Starting in November, I started the six-hole multi-purpose manual that I had not used for a long time since PDA and notebook computers replaced the key tools for recording my life. On the remaining papers, I read When I saw my past self and the traces of time, in the dense handwriting, I found the strength that I had when I was just preparing to welcome middle age. What surprised me even more was that the past me was constantly analyzing myself.

So, I put aside the new year and new hopes.

So, I took out the paper in stock and started this year’s analysis.

So, I asked myself the same question again:

What great achievements have you made this year? What strengths, personality and abilities have you made good use of?

What miracle have you created this year? Make you happy and confident?

How many things have changed as a result of your challenge this year? Make you full of energy and affirm yourself?

How many things have you done wrong this year? If it happened again, how would you solve the problem?

How many things have you not completed this year? Why don't you want to face these dreams? What makes you unable to continue?

I admit that I have shortcomings, but I want to make my advantages better, make my characteristics more special, make my benefits better, and make my life better!

So, this year, I set up a new way of self-talk. After I tried hard to come up with certain moods, I felt that I was not such a failure. I found that next year I should There are still many dreams to pursue.