There is an article in Chinese and foreign abstracts 20 12 13, which seems to ask who can see the sadness behind love and who can send it to me. Thank you.

Who has seen the sadness of love? Jiangnan Xue ☆ Jia Jia

I quarreled with Lao Bai today. He told me to get out, so I got out.

It's raining outside. I don't have an umbrella. The rain ran down my face and dripped on my neck, which was a little cold. I'm not crying, really, I'm just a little sad.

Actually, I shouldn't blame Laobai. He saw my short message to Xiaowu: I miss you. So he was angry. He yelled at me, his eyes were red, like an angry lion.

Old white

I didn't really ask her to leave, I was just angry. I know she can't forget him, although she denies it.

In fact, who doesn't have a past? Me too, but we have to look at the present and the future, right?

If she explained to me that the message was just impulsive and meaningless, of course I would forgive her. But she ran away without looking back. I grabbed my umbrella and chased out the door, but I couldn't see the figure.

Xiao Wu

What happened to Jiajia? A puzzling message, and then turn it off, always do things without a head or tail. I wonder if I will be worried?

Did she have a good time in her hometown? Does she remember our four years together?

I forced myself not to think about her. But why, she always opens a window for me when I can't support it, and then closes it quickly. My eyes can't adapt to this darkness, it's going blind.

Call her cell phone over and over again, but it's always a cold voice: the number you dialed is power off. The number you dialed is power off. The number you dialed is power off. ...

Jiajia, are you okay?

☆ Jiajia

I have nowhere to go, so I have to go straight along the road. There are so few people in the street that I am anxious to see a few occasionally.

Everyone looked at me strangely, like a stray cat. I must be down and out, like a dandelion floating in the air, looking for a place to stay. I turned off my cell phone. I know I shouldn't disturb Xiaowu and worry him. He is a long-lasting person, unlike me, vicious and selfish.

Lao Bai is probably looking for me everywhere. I can imagine how sorry he is. He doesn't want to lose me any more than I want to lose him.

Old white

Jiajia is very similar to my ex-girlfriend I can't figure out what I want, love or bread.

I failed to give my ex-girlfriend bread, so that she abandoned our feelings. I gave Jia Jia enough bread. I wanted to give her enough affection, but she didn't open her heart. How can I squeeze in?

I accidentally saw the text message and understood this emotion very well. Really, the old one sent me a similar message in another man's arms.

I understand, but I still lost control. I think I am really in love with her.

Jiajia must think I covet her youth, just as I always think she wants stability from me.

Our love started from utilitarianism, which is a bit sad.

Xiao Wu

I still remember the first time I met Jiajia. She was wearing a white dress, so pure and beautiful against the green trees. I held her hand carefully and she didn't refuse. At that moment, I thought I had the whole world.

We always go to the canteen together after class. Jiajia likes to eat diced chicken and potatoes. Every time Jiajia eats potatoes, I reimburse the diced chicken. She always says that eating meat will make you fat, but she doesn't care that potatoes are all starch.

To tell the truth, I like girls to be fatter. Hugs will make them feel better. Every time Jia Jia asked me what I was laughing at, I didn't say anything. I'm afraid that Jia Jia will get angry, and I'm even more afraid that she won't talk to me after she gets angry.

☆ Jiajia

Xiaowu and I belong to campus love. From the moment he held my hand, I knew this relationship wouldn't last.

Xiaowu is an introverted boy. He seldom takes the initiative to chase me. When others chat online, he will write to me, one by one, every week. I was moved. I think it's better to have someone to accompany you than to be alone for four years in college.

I promised him, and he was happy. He described our work after graduation, getting married and having children, and his face was full of happiness. He doesn't know how scared I am. We are all children from the countryside, so it is not enough to stand in this big city with enthusiasm. Not clear, occasionally mentioning the future is also a sentence. I just think, as long as I can be happy.

Old white

Jiajia is in charge of publicity in the student union. She came to my store to buy stationery, and we met. She is quiet and delicate, like a lotus, faint. She's a lot like my old girlfriend. I'm tempted.

I left her a phone number and said I would contact her when the goods arrived. In fact, everything she wants is in the warehouse. I just want to see her again.

At that time, four months before her graduation, we became friends and chatted occasionally. She looks a little blue and full of worries.

Finally, one day, she told me the story of her and Xiaowu, which I expected.

I said that it is human nature to be on and off, and no one can shake the reality. She cried, I hugged her, and I told her to let me take care of her.

Xiao Wu

In the last year, she always mentioned intentionally or unintentionally that she might break up. I thought I was a sentimental girl, but as graduation approaches, our jobs are still uncertain. I really panicked. Is love so fragile?

Jiajia's parents urged her to go back. Even if I am willing to settle down with her, it is not easy to find a job in a third-tier city, and my future life is still a problem. She cried and said she didn't want to drag me down. What can I do except helplessness and pain? I held Jiajia, and I said I was sorry. It's all my fault. I can't keep her.

We had our last meal in the canteen. Jiajia didn't want to be in the sadness of parting, so I agreed without seeing her off.

☆ Jiajia

I dare not let him take me to the train, because I didn't leave, so I stayed with Lao Bai.

Xiaowu must have found a job in his hometown. It has been half a year since I first contacted him. I can hear that he is ecstatic. He said that he has been working hard, working hard and making money. His phone number has been kept for me ever since, and he said he would always remember me.

At that moment, I cried again. I really want to jump into his arms and tell him everything.

After that, we contacted by text messages, mostly from him, and I replied occasionally. I don't want to get old and stop worrying. A few times, I had a hard time with Lao Bai. I have no choice. I told Xiaowu that I missed him and turned off my cell phone. Because I know we can't do this anymore.

Old white

Jiajia has no relatives in this city. I drove her away. I am really not a man.

It is still raining. She must be cold. Perhaps, her heart is colder.

Jiajia is a sensitive girl. When she is with me, she needs me to give her a sense of security. But I didn't do well enough to make her fall in love with me

In fact, her contact with him doesn't mean much. Her first love is unforgettable. She lets off steam occasionally. I really have no reason to interfere. I just need to simply hug her and give her warmth.

Let me find her quickly.

Xiao Wu

I didn't tell Jiajia that I stayed. I think as a man, I always have to fight for it. My idea is simple. I want to get a foothold in this city first. When I have a foundation, I will go to her and take her over.

I'm still a little confused. Jia Jia's short messages are often worded coldly, showing more dignity than ordinary friends. I have repeatedly reminded myself to be self-aware and stop fantasizing, but when I was almost desperate, she suddenly said that she missed me and called back, but her phone was turned off.

What does she want? I am addicted to endless loneliness, and I can't touch a straw.

☆ Jiajia

After the boot, Lao Bai's data are all memory cards. I read them one by one. He said he was wrong. He lost his temper because he was afraid that I would leave him. He can't live without me.

He also said that it is so cold, don't hurt your health because you are angry. If I go back, he is willing to accept all the punishment.

He also said ... the handwriting is getting blurred and I can't see the screen clearly. I'm really tired from walking and I'm shaking all over. Lao Bai shouted anxiously on the phone, incoherent. He said you wait there and I'll pick you up.

The rain stopped and I leaned against the door of a shop. The loudspeaker repeatedly played "10% discount for opening guests". Not far away, a "robot cat" is distributing leaflets in the street.

Old white

I saw Jiajia. She looked tired and pale, her hair was wet with rain, and she clung to her cheek. Her nose was red with cold and she was shivering against the corner.

Damn me, I really want to beat myself up I rushed up, hugged Jia Jia and tried my best. I don't know if she will feel warmer this way. But I know that it will never happen again. If you love someone, you should make her happy and set her free, not force or suffocate her.

I said, let's go home.

Xiao Wu

I didn't expect to see Jiajia again, in such a time and space.

She has lost weight, and I can see the protruding collarbone under her neck.

She leaned against a man's arms, sobbing, and looked infinitely wronged. He comforted her, bought her a hot baked sweet potato, took off his clothes and put it on her.

He wiped the tears from her face, moving gently, like a beautiful porcelain, for fear of hurting it.

He said that he would never make her angry again, never doubt her again, and never yell at her or scold her again.

Slowly, she stopped crying, she smiled, and then they walked away.

I stood by the road with a leaflet. ...