Xiao Xuanzi’s rough life: After losing his mother, he suffered from depression and is still unmarried after he is over 50 years old. Why is he so miserable?

Mr. Jin Yong's "The Deer and the Cauldron" has been acted in many versions. TVB alone has versions by Tony Leung and Andy Lau, versions by Dicky Cheung and Tam Yaowen, and versions by Chen Xiaochun and Ma Junwei. But speaking of the most successful film and television adaptation, it is probably the 1998 Chen Xiaochun version, in which the brotherly love between Xiaobao and Xiaoxuanzi was more detailed.

The well-known actor Ma Junwei was not only selected as the version most like Kangxi by Mr. Jin Yong, but was also called the coolest version by the audience. Even our King Liu Tianwang could not beat him. But what is unexpected is that after "The Deer and the Cauldron", Ma Junwei, who was at the peak of his career, unexpectedly fell into a "low ebb".

Ma Junwei, who was born in 1971, is the fourth child in his family. He has three older sisters and a younger sister. As the only boy in the family, he is mature and prudent and puts more pressure on himself at work. He once confessed his inner thoughts in a radio interview, "People don't know that I am always smiling and optimistic on the outside, but my smile is actually very fake." And all these problems may come from his mother.

When Ma Junwei was still young, his mother was diagnosed with cancer. He gradually took care of her since he was six years old, because his mother would have leg cramps and faint at any time and anywhere, and his father would often wake up in the middle of the night. Knocking on his door in the middle of the night, Ma Junwei witnessed his mother gradually losing various physiological functions during many years of care. In his memory, even though his mother had been seriously ill for a long time, she still remained elegant and would not get angry for no reason no matter how painful it was. Therefore, at first he did not realize that his mother's illness was so serious until he entered junior high school and became obedient. .

In 1999, when Ma Junwei's career was booming, his mother's condition suddenly deteriorated and surgery was necessary. The old man always instinctively resisted the operation. His mother, who had always been good-tempered, even asked angrily, "Do you want me to die?" Hearing that his mother misunderstood him, Ma Junwei turned around and cried bitterly. After his repeated persuasion, his mother finally Surgical treatment was agreed upon.

Seeing the success of the surgical treatment, Ma Junwei finally felt relieved and got busy going to work. Unexpectedly, even though the operation was successful, his mother passed away suddenly due to complications, and he didn't even see his mother for the last time. From then on, Ma Junwei fell into a long period of guilt and guilt.

After his mother was cremated, he also walked with his life. He numbed himself with ethanol and crazy work every day. His heartbeat accelerated, his breathing was not smooth, his hands and feet were numb, he fainted... depression, panic This is how the disease caught him. In the most severe case, when panic attacks occur, all body functions and thoughts make him unable to think without warning. Ma Junwei once stood on a high balcony and thought about jumping off. Fortunately, he had to take care of his father's obvious intention. Supporting him, he walked back.

Under the guidance of his friends, Ma Junwei gradually went to see a doctor, followed the doctor's advice, combined with medicine and exercise, and finally found himself again. To this day, he still retains the habit of running at night, strengthening his Physical fitness, mind cultivation. During his battle with the disease, he turned his grief into energy and worked hard to support groups in society who were as miserable as him. In 2002 and 2003, he successively published and released two social documentaries, "Explanation of Suicide" and "I am a Patient's Family", and filmed the social documentary variety show "Same Reason: Keep Walking" to help patients.

Everyone mentioned earlier that Ma Junwei's career reached its peak after "The Deer and the Cauldron". In fact, before that, his acting career was not going smoothly. Having loved singing since childhood, he had participated in 43 singing competitions, all of which ended in failure. It was not until 1993 that he won the championship with his song "Li Xianglan", and was signed to Warner Vinyl Records at the age of 21.

After entering the company, Ma Junwei’s line of packaging was “black and white” as people say today. The first album was titled “He is not Jacky, he is not Keqin, and he is not Lai Ming.” "As a promotional slogan, the three giants of the large and medium-sized Pengci Party music scene.

Later, Ma Junwei recalled his debut stage and said: "The first time I performed on a show, there were Zheng Jiaying, Wang Xinping, Liming and me. I burst into laughter as soon as I appeared on the stage. I finished the song very hard, with tears in my eyes. ”

When the development trend of the music industry failed to slow down, he changed his career and became an actor. After two years of playing small roles, he entered "The Deer and the Cauldron". After "Kangxi", Ma Junwei's ancient costume face was discovered. . He himself later laughed and said, "Some people often bring me portraits of ancient people, saying that I look like people in ancient times, and suggesting that I should act. The people in the portraits all have small eyes, single eyelids, straight noses, and thin faces." "Slender and long."

So he later acted in "Luo Shen", "Emperor's Flower", and "Gold Medal Ice Man"... He can not only play the gentle and high-spirited "Cao Zhi", but also act with talent. The tall, clever and astute "Zhou Shixian" is also capable of making jokes and humorous "Family Photos". For a non-professional actor, his career fortune has been quite good. It is said that every time when the ratings are low, such as the World Cup and the Lunar New Year, he will be "sent out to fight". The case also had a good ratings of 40 points.

It is not a strange thing in the entertainment industry to fall in love because of acting. He has played lovers with many TVB actresses, and it is expected that he will have a small scandal. Ma Junwei is the target of the most rumors. Cai Shaofen. However, the lively and cheerful Cai Shaofen didn't care about this kind of sexy news, and even sent Ma Junwei a good guy card. Later, Chung Jia-yan, Kwok Sin-ni, and even Gai Ming-fai, a talented actor in the Cantonese opera and Cantonese opera circles, were also overshadowed by Wen Guo. The closest to the end was her girlfriend Hui Hui Ling, an outsider who announced her breakup in 2012. After ten years of dating, they almost fell apart. To the point of blind date and marriage.

In March 2018, Ma Junwei accidentally posted his Peking University admission notice on social networking sites. In September, just before the new semester started, he returned his customized school uniforms, new school bags, and laptops.

Perhaps time is a little more tolerant to those who climb home from the Naihe Bridge. Ma Junwei, who is now almost 50 years old, still looks young and cheerful. It has been 20 years since "Miao Hands and Benevolent Heart" Putting on the white lab coat again, apart from losing his baby face, the whole person looked calmer and more mature.

In addition to studying EMAB at Peking University Guanghua School of Management, his other schedule is also full. Not only does he have to take the barista business license exam, he also releases a musical that he wrote, performed and performed, and a video of the same name. , and there are even plans to study basic Chinese medicine courses at Baptist University.

Some people made a rough calculation and found that the training fee, air tickets, and hotel accommodation alone cost about one million. The news media asked if it was worth it? Ma Junwei's response was, "Some people are very likely to use one million to buy a luxury car or a brand-name watch. They don't want to pay for this. The knowledge I have learned in the past two years is valuable.

"Some people laugh at him because he has damaged his nervous system and makes himself so tired as he gets older. He just smiled indifferently. In the past, he lived a life of complacency and hesitation. Now he finally has the energy to find his inner intention. Why not give it a try? What do you think?