How do you feel when you find yourself blocked by others?

I have been blocked by others, and I know I have been blocked twice. The first time I was blocked by a girl I liked, the second time I was blocked by a friend.

In my sophomore year, I fell in love with a girl. I feel that she likes me too, so I pursue her. In order to get to know her, I looked through every circle of friends, talked about each one and praised them one by one. Later, every time she spoke or in a circle of friends, I was also the first to comment.

But slowly, I found that I couldn't see her talk or her circle of friends. At first, I thought she hadn't sent it recently, but after a long time, I felt something was wrong and planned to enter her space. But she set up a space, and I couldn't get in, so I asked my roommate who also had this girl QQ to brush his space and see if I could talk to a girl. Sure enough, I found the girl's recent post in it. At that time, I felt that my heart was breaking and I felt that I had been romanticizing myself. Later, I slowly moved away from that girl.

The second time I was blocked by my friend, he blocked me or he told me on his own initiative. Because I was a direct seller at that time, I would often send information about various products in the circle of friends and QQ space, at least five or six a day, which made him feel very troubled, because his friends liked to send friends to talk about these. Not much, so send it five or six times a day, directly in his space. After this incident, I also learned from a painful experience and gradually reduced the number of times I talked and made friends. Try not to interfere in friends' lives.

This is my experience of being blocked twice. The first time made me feel very sad, and the second time inspired and educated me.

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