Did you feel out of place in this city for a moment?

During the summer vacation of my sophomore year, I began to look for an internship. I worked hard and finally found an investment consulting company to be a management trainee, hoping I could learn something.

Because there is no money to rent a house outside, I can only live in the school, which is two hours away from the company. These two hours include an hour of bus and an hour of subway. The company goes to work at eight forty-five. Every morning, in order to catch the bus and squeeze the subway, I have to get up at six. You know, I can usually get up at 6: 3 in class, have a leisurely breakfast and brush the news. Now, when I get up at 6: , I have to pack myself up as quickly as possible and go out by bus. I feel embarrassed and embarrassed when I have breakfast on the bus every morning.

Because I am an intern, my salary is only 5 yuan a day, including no food, no transportation allowance and no insurance. On the first day of work, I left my umbrella in the bicycle basket. Well, my salary for the day is gone. Later, I came out of the subway and walked to the company's road. Suddenly it began to rain again. I wore this formal suit and walked in a hurry in the rain. At that time, I felt really helpless and sad. I'm not sad about losing my umbrella, but sad about my life. I feel that everything is not what I want.

while waiting for the subway line 3, during the rush hour, I waited for the subway five times in a row, but I couldn't get on. I was just about to get on and was retired. Besides, I was still wearing high heels, and my shirt was wrinkled. It hurts my shirt and myself.

I eat at the company at noon, and the take-out of the attachment is just my half-day salary, and I have to pay the round-trip fare. I don't mean how much money I have to earn for my internship, but I think I have to support myself at least. I can't practice and I have to ask for money at home. So, I bring my own food at noon. Walking in such a hurry in the morning, I can only cook some convenient food in advance at night, such as a potato and a corn. If my parents knew I was eating lunch like this outside, I don't know if they would let me stay outside.

in fact, all that has been said above is not complaining. It was only at that moment that I felt out of place in this big city. Maybe a person like me should go back to a small city and live my stable little life. But I'm not reconciled.

It's normal to be out of place. When you are not strong enough, I tell myself so. Only in this way can I keep going and go further.

In fact, most ordinary people will go through such a journey. They are humble, nameless, indifferent, invisible to many people, and feel that they are out of tune with their surroundings and the big city in which they live. However, it doesn't matter. It is important to always believe in the meaning of hard work.

come on.