Lily didn't play the piano. How can she say anything?

This is an old movie in 2004, so old that the pictures presented by the computer have a distant sense of time.

I vaguely remember watching this movie for the first time in the second day of junior high school, and then I watched it intermittently twice. I haven't seen the full version because I don't like it. Maybe he is too young to understand the hidden feelings behind the movie plot and the indifference of the characters after Qian Fan.

A person's night, time will become long, suddenly remembered to watch this long-forgotten movie again.

Perhaps it is because I am not young, so I feel a little deeper. After watching 20 30 40 this time, I couldn't help but silently give it five rare stars.

This film about women is so delicate that it makes a chicken feather-like life so real. We met on the same plane, and after passing by, we performed different lives.

20-year-old Xiaojie, domineering, not afraid of wasting time, boldly overthrowing and starting over.

30-year-old people think, hesitate, live in feelings and look around.

Lily, 40, didn't learn to race with bulls until she stumbled.

In order to pursue his musical dream, 20-year-old Xiaojie left his hometown and flew to Taiwan Province Province to start a new life.

There are no familiar parents and relatives here, only the newly met agent Life Brother and Hong Kong girl Yi Tong, and a new life has begun. She and Yitong were arranged to live in a messy hotel room. Afraid of the earthquake, the two girls hugged each other tightly. Life binds them together, so they laugh and warm together.

But she is still very lonely, so she will go to KTV to sing Chyi Yu's "Walking in the Rain" alone, so she will feel very lost and turn away with an unhappy face after seeing that Yitong has a boyfriend.

Dreams are far away and beautiful, and reality is close and cruel.

After all, the down-and-out agent can't bear the life and dreams of these two young girls. The result is like a lost gambling game, no one can blame anyone, so we have to go back to our original position.

There are always disappointments in life, but they are inevitable. Just like the two girls who said goodbye at the airport, they are still young and invincible, still laughing heartlessly. A short encounter is a happy journey, and a shallow kiss is a lingering aftertaste.

20 years old, there is still a lot of time to squander anyway. What about loss and failure? Anyway, when people get here, everything can be torn down and started again.

I think a 30-year-old is a stewardess. Her emotional state is like her career. She is tired of wandering but can't stay, and she has no sense of stability.

So she fell in love with two different men with two mobile phones.

My boyfriend is a mature and steady middle-aged dentist, but unfortunately he already has his own family and wife.

The other boyfriend is a handsome young sound engineer, but he is too childish and insecure.

However, what she never forgets is her first boyfriend.

Faced with such emotional choices, she has been exhausted physically and mentally. So she lay on the sofa like an earthquake, simply gave up her struggle and told herself that she could no longer fly around. At this time, if any man rang the doorbell of her room, she would marry who. But in the end, even her first boyfriend got married.

Feelings were hopeless at this point. Later, she went to her mother's grave and muttered to herself, it is easy to find someone who loves me, but where is the right one?

At the end of the movie, think about sitting in front of the piano and teaching the little girl to play the piano. Say to her: you should learn the piano, and then you can play for the person you love.

And the man standing behind me patting her on the shoulder is the man who bought her a piano. Is he the man she said?

Nobody knows.

When love is consumed more and more thinly by reality, when a person's anxiety and loneliness become more and more serious, perhaps such a relative happiness can be chosen after the dust settles.

Lily, 40, is the owner of a flower shop. But in the process of sending flowers, I was surprised to find that my husband had another family.

She is also a man of temperament. Without property and alimony, she divorced love rat decisively, and her daughter who was far away from home alienated her. After the divorce, she finally understood: parents will leave you, children will leave you, and so will men.

As a result, she regained her status as a single aristocrat and began to liberate her long-term bondage nature.

She danced with strange men in the bar in red coquettish clothes.

She called all the men she knew before the long vacation.

She found an energetic little boyfriend because of loneliness, but she couldn't keep up and left in a hurry.

She fell in love with a handsome middle school classmate, but she had a beloved little girlfriend, so she regretted leaving.

She went to the nursing home to take care of an abandoned vegetable, read her newspaper, wiped her body and talked to her gently.

She ate the birthday cake with a straight face and then wept silently.

She stayed at home day and night to watch Korean dramas and eat ice cream in an attempt to relieve her loneliness.

Holding a razor in the bathroom, she said to herself over and over again, "I am an abandoned woman, I am an abandoned woman." After the sudden earthquake and panic, she finally calmly said to herself, "I am an abandoned woman", then calmly raised her arm and began to shave her armpits.

It seems so. After middle age, everything should be calm. You can't tell the world hysterically like a little girl that I'm unhappy. I can only digest the overwhelming sadness in my heart alone. After going out, always remind yourself that you should keep a natural and unrestrained attitude to fight and live anyway.

When watching movies, I always want to substitute my own subjective concept into the situation.

I hope Xiaojie didn't leave Taiwan Province Province, but continued to work hard for her dream with Yitong.

I want to think that I didn't choose anyone in the end, but found a way out that suits me better.

I hope Lily can stay with Zhang Shijie instead of leaving with a little regret.

Unfortunately, there are not so many days in life, whether it is on and off, disappointment or sadness. Won't give anyone any pity. It will only shake off trivial chicken feathers and let you bow your head and pick them up one by one before starting a new migration.

Can overthrow and start over,

Dust will settle down,

Will leave a scar,

Just can't look back,

But striding forward.

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