You must cross this hurdle and write 800 words.

Over the years, I have always thought that life is short and long; Life is beautiful and hard; Life is precious and rare. No matter who was born in this world, they are eager to have a beautiful, happy and successful life. Some people succeeded, while others failed for various reasons. People often see the results of success or failure, but few people pay attention to the process of success or failure. Just like now when people mention me, the first thing that comes to mind is my change of heart, my other albums. In fact, in the course of my life, in order to pursue my dream, what I have paid is unimaginable for ordinary people and rare for people in the entertainment circle. I've had some hard times. So I said, "There is no mountain higher than people, and there is no road longer than people." What we need to bear is far more than what we suffer!

It is often said that the children of the poor have long been in power. I don't know if I belong to a child who is in charge so early, but opening the valve of memory, poverty and suffering occupy most of the space. Although that is not the whole of life, poverty always haunts a child's subconscious. But to me, poverty is nothing. As long as I spend one yuan as ten yuan, the hard days will always pass. It's been 30 years since I was born, and I have encountered great and small difficulties, but the hardest time was before I became a professional singer. At that time, I left home alone and experienced many difficulties.

Fifteen years old is an important turning point in my life and the most difficult year. It was also in this year that my life was closely linked with music. The distinctive personality and magnetic voice endowed by Heishan Baishui have begun to appear. A particularly good opportunity is the cave walking in the city, and there are many performances every day. I love music, so I use my spare time to go to the Cultural Palace and the cinema to watch performances. At that time, the ticket price was very cheap, 80 cents a piece. I envy the actors on the stage wearing bright colors and shining lights. Dreaming of performing on the stage like them one day. But unexpectedly, my first dream of music job hunting failed miserably. However, I always remind myself in my mind: "I will cross any difficult hurdle."

In Yingkou, Yingkou City Song Song and Dance Troupe is very famous in the local area, and I often watch their performances. I have watched it for a long time and want to be one of them. So, after making great determination, I wrote a letter to Yingkou Song and Dance Troupe. In the letter, I introduced my idea of liking music and my natural quality to them, and asked if I could be given a chance to perform on the stage. After the letter was sent out, my heart felt like a rabbit, and I was on tenterhooks every day, expecting and worrying. As the days passed, the letter was sent for a long time without news.

But I am persistent and will never stop until the end. After a while, there was no news, so I went to Yingkou Song and Dance Troupe to find them. When I got there, there was only one janitor. He told me that the song and dance troupe was performing in Shenyang. Without saying anything, I got on the train and went to Shenyang to find them. I'll be silly when I get to Shenyang Railway Station. Shenyang is so big, where can I find them? I have no choice but to ask around. It really pays off. I finally saw the poster of their performance at Tiexi Cultural Palace in Shenyang. I happily got on the bus to find them until dark. When I saw them, I was as excited as seeing my long-lost relatives. I told them that I wrote to you to look for a job, and I came to see you from Yingkou specially. As soon as they heard that I had come from Yingkou specially and looked for a day, they thought I was sincere and said to me, "Well, we'll go back after the performance in a few days, so you can try it in the group." As soon as I heard the door open, I promised again and again, "OK!" The next day I got on the train and returned to Yingkou.

With hope, I will wait patiently at home for them to come back. Every day I watch the gate of the chorus, hoping that they will come back soon. One day, I came to the choir and found that they had come back. I found their person in charge, and the person in charge was surprised, because he was just talking in Shenyang, and he didn't think I would really come to you. So he asked me to sing some songs, let's call it an exam. For my ideal, I sang Journey to Heaven and Loess Plateau without hesitation. Although I sang without any professional training at all, the head shook his head as soon as he heard it. Seeing everyone's mocking eyes, I know that this job search is doomed to failure.

That job search also sounded the alarm for me, which made me understand a truth: liking singing and singing are two different levels, and they are two different things. When the colonel asked me to wait for the letter, I gave up hope for it because I knew I still had a long way to go.

In this way, I continued to hone like a clown after I failed in my job search. This is a big blow to me. I told myself that I must cross this hurdle. I learned a lot from it, some of which were outside of music. I am grateful for this experience, which gradually helped me find my place. Although I paid a lot in this process, even my self-esteem, I still have no regrets about the tears I shed for music. I always believe that any kind of experience is a gift from heaven, no matter how bitter or unbearable it is. It just makes me strong enough to finish my journey more calmly in this world. Because of this experience, I learned to face any difficulties in the next ten years. Just because I always told myself in my heart that I must cross this hurdle, and because of this belief, I bravely crossed it. It is this sentence that makes me succeed step by step. From change of heart to change of heart, I really love you. On the seventh day of July, I love you but you love him. So far, I have experienced many hardships, and because I failed to apply for a job more than ten years ago, I face success or failure with a normal heart. It was also after that incident that my heart became more persistent in believing that there is no mountain higher than people and no road longer than people.