My husband hates my guts. Why can't I let him go?

I can't let go, because I'm unwilling. You hate him. Are you happy? If he doesn't take you seriously, what does it matter if you hate him? No matter what others have done to hurt you, it is not worth punishing yourself for others' mistakes. It is better to put your mind at peace and make yourself happy. You have to run your own life. No one can give you happiness if you don't give yourself happiness. When your life is full of hatred, your life will be destroyed by hatred.