What is the original text of "A farewell is a lifetime"

A Farewell is a Lifetime comes from Zhang Ailing's "A Farewell is a Lifetime", the original text: Some people have never had the chance to meet, but when they have the opportunity to meet, they hesitate. It is better not to meet than to meet. There are some things that last a lifetime, and I have never had the chance to do them. When I have the opportunity, I don't want to do them again. Some words have been buried in my heart for a long time without a chance to say them. When I had the chance to say them, I couldn't say them out. There are some loves that I never had the chance to love, and when I got the chance, I no longer loved them. Some people have many opportunities to meet, but they always find excuses to avoid it. When they want to meet, they no longer have the chance. Some things have many opportunities to do, but they are postponed day by day. When they want to do it, they find that there is no chance. Some love gives you a lot of opportunities, but you don't care or care. When you want to take it seriously, you no longer have the chance to love. Life is always ironic sometimes. If you turn around, you may be gone forever. It was promised forever, but somehow it fell apart. In the end, after thinking about it for a long time, I couldn't figure out what had separated them in the first place. Then, you suddenly realize that you didn't cherish it, or you didn't dare to face it. A farewell is a lifetime.