Death should be my best choice.

Calm down! Others may not be responsible for you, but you are responsible for yourself! Family and friends may not be happy there, but you have to live beautifully alone! The world is so beautiful that you haven't experienced it all. You can't come into this world for no reason. You still have a lot of scenery to see and many things you haven't tried. It would be a pity if you choose to die just because of others' attitude towards you! Travel, study and feel things you have never felt before! Anyway, parents love you, but the expression is not in place. You should observe patiently, or you can express your feelings to them, and communication will always have results. Don't try to kill yourself. This is the most irresponsible way to yourself. You must believe and stick to it. There will always be people who know you and cherish you. What you have to do now is to make yourself better. ?