Orange prose

There is no obvious seasonal change in warm South China, and there is no cold winter. Green and bright red flowers and trees have been blooming with the charm of life. In the south, a land where flowers bloom all the year round and spring blossoms, dried tangerine peel is an evergreen tree without branches and leaves. White flowers bloom in early summer, emitting fragrance, and precious fruit-oranges in late autumn! It is not only wearing a golden coat, but also covered with treasures! The pulp of orange is sweet and sour, and the orange complex, orange core and orange peel all have high medicinal and nourishing effects. Oranges are as sweet and sour as life. Let people understand the value of life and taste the taste of life.

After the Spring Festival, one hundred days passed. I haven't written a word in these three months. It is not that I am depressed or decadent, but that I am suppressed invisibly. That kind of suffocation once again imprisoned me, life was imprisoned, everything was imprisoned, and I even felt that my heart was imprisoned layer by layer. My thoughts are messy and difficult to sort out, so I can only "indulge" myself helplessly in a low voice. ...

The dense and confused rain has cast a gray net over the gloomy weather, leaving depressed people with nowhere to escape. I'm not in the mood. I'm infected by this gloomy weather, and every sensitive and fragile nerve of myself has been tightened relentlessly, as if it had broken and collapsed. From this continuous spring rain, I can't get a trace of warm comfort, so I can only try to debug in other ways. I remember someone saying that when your mouth is bitter, drinking a cup of bitter coffee can change that bitter taste. Yes, people who eat too much will gradually fade away.

Yesterday, I turned on the computer and logged in. I want to purify my dirt with an affectionate and pure text. One of the articles touched me deeply. It is the bitter chrysanthemum Fifty Roses written by the teacher. The protagonist orange in the article, whose unfortunate fate and bumpy life deeply hurt everyone who is kind.

Because orange's eyes are not so beautiful, inferiority complex has been suppressing itself. Because of her kindness and weakness, her marriage is full of humiliation and bitterness; Because of her generosity and tolerance, the balance of the family tilted and overturned ... even so, the devil of fate never let her go. When she struggled alone, disaster befell this unlucky woman-she unfortunately had pancreatic cancer.

In order for her daughter to grow up well, she ate all the hardships of life and got old before she was old. In order to let her daughter study hard in college, she used her weak body to fight the disease, even gave up treatment and left life-saving money to her daughter. In this way, the disease took her 49-year-old life. Her death made relatives and friends sigh and let the world sigh!

The author wrote with regret: "It is said that life is bittersweet, and oranges have been struggling in the sea of misery all their lives. It is said that when God closes the door, he opens another window. Oranges are always outside the door, wandering outside the window. He also wrote: "The death of life should be a misfortune, but for oranges, it is a relief, a happy relief ...".

Bad karma and good orange, in the course of life, she was pitied, respected, beautiful and happy. At least she felt that she was willing to pay for the charming Hui, obedient to him, and even paid to bail Hui and his whore out of the public security organs. She also worked hard for her excellent daughter ... this is her happiness!

This bitter orange reminds me of the little girl in "Little Orange Lamp" and my patient orange who just died of illness last year.

"Little Orange Lantern" is the beautiful light released by Bing Xin's old man for his soul. The kind and lovely little girl, although in that gloomy environment, is still full of hope for the poor family and future life. Suffering and sadness make the little girl more pure, and that beautiful heart not only illuminates the bleak path, but also illuminates the dark night. ...

If the porcelain doll who suffered all her life is lime, then this rare disease group is the potted kumquat tree in the north. Although growing in this narrow space, it can still blossom and bear fruit luxuriantly; Although some fruits are deformed and sour, they still have unique life value.

2015165438+10 month 12, the third group of porcelain dolls, a new patient "loves to eat oranges". She is also a patient in Shandong. According to everyone's prediction, the largest proportion of patients with porcelain dolls in China is in Shandong and Henan provinces. Her name is bluegrass! Her screen name is "Love to eat oranges". Because patients communicate online, everyone calls her "orange" and the little girl calls her "aunt orange". Although orange is thirty years old, she still loves to talk and laugh like a simple little girl. Optimistic, she also infects her patients invisibly.

20 15- 12-25

Looking for 22:39: 15 hello.

Love oranges 22:39:39 hello

Looking for 22:40:03, you are from Linyi.

Love orange 22:40:2 1 is right.

Looking for 22:40:52 What do you usually do at home?

Love orange 22:4 1: 1 1 I didn't do anything.

Looking for 22:43: 10 Most of our patients are like this, but they also do things.

I love oranges 22:43:27 I'm too disabled to do anything.

22:43:35 Find more girls who do embroidery.

Love orange 22:44:09 I want to be a cloud customer service.

I like oranges 22:44:49. I'm practicing typing now.

Find 22:45:24, and then you didn't go to school.

Love oranges 22:45:47 No, I haven't been there all day.

Love orange 22:46:3 1 I'm typing on my mobile phone now, slow down.

Find out what life is like at 22:46:56.

Love orange 22:46:57 Sign up for the exam in a few days.

I love oranges. I can eat them at 22:47:30.

Although the body of porcelain dolls is deformed and atrophied, people can understand the essence of concentration. Sometimes, even in the eyes of a porcelain doll lying in a hospital bed, the world is small! The "explosive photos" of oranges under the persecution of patients in the group showed their own gas field and saw the world in her eyes.

I know that many patients, like oranges, are incapable of doing things. Other patients can only lie in bed, and they need family care to eat and drink. Although there is no self-care ability, everyone has a strength to live bravely in their hearts! I also want to be able to do things and have the ability to stand on my own feet. Therefore, oranges practice typing hard, want to be customer service, and want to better realize their own life value.

Those seriously ill patients, if they live in isolated rural areas again, can go out for a few days, which will also become a luxury in their hearts. Orange told me that she also wanted to go out and see the spring outside. At that time, there were no computers and televisions, only radios contacted with the outside world.

Love oranges 15:00:45 Love to listen to radio since childhood? I'm still listening to the radio

Love orange 15:0 1: 18 radio station? I've heard a lot about it.

The network has opened and enriched people's world. Compared with ordinary people, the world of porcelain dolls is still very narrow. For patients who can't move themselves, the world in front of them is much smaller than the world imagined in their hearts. Those patients who can go out by themselves also try to go out less or not. One is that there are too many external obstacles, and the other is that my body is deformed and indecent, which is easy to hurt that fragile self-esteem. In the online world, we are also tall, which will make many patients forget the reality and have the hope and strength of life.

Oranges also want to start their new life on the internet through learning. She keeps typing for several hours every day, preparing for the Taobao customer service exam in winter. In the communication, we deeply felt that she was full of beautiful vision and confidence in the future and love. At the age of 30, she doesn't want to drag down her parents who are over 60 years old, but wants to change her destiny and life through her own efforts. Although I want to give her some help, I don't want to disturb her too much.

On February 5, 20 16 (December 27, 20 15), I was shocked by what my patient said: "Come and go in a hurry: Spring Festival, countdown for two days! But very sad, suddenly learned that last night, another patient disappeared, you said, you have a cold in taking medicine, how can you leave forever ... "

This patient who left near the Spring Festival is "orange"! When my surprise was confirmed, my heart was suddenly deeply hurt. Five patients died on 20 15, reminding people to cherish their lives!

Cao Lan, I pray for your deep blessing and wish you a pleasant journey! May you have no pain in another world, let alone that bitter regret. Your sudden death left too many regrets. You don't have your own online job; I haven't been able to repay my parents by my own efforts ... You not only left a lot of regrets for my relatives, but also made me and my netizen "Xiangyang" fail to fulfill the promise of visiting. Orange, spring has just arrived. Why did you leave in such a hurry? In such a hurry? Stop, look at the tears of relatives, look at the reluctance of friends, and feel the warmth and love of this world! !

Look! The blossoming snow purified the dust of that winter, and the purified spring decorated this world full of love. I believe that those who have been injured will definitely survive the freezing cold of ice and snow and spring, and together with the warm spring breeze, in the bath of sweet spring rain, they will re-nurture the green vitality-the hope of spring!