Talking about forgetting Sichuan's night trip

In fact, I'm not very good at talking about my feelings after writing, because I always feel a little embarrassed to dissect my feelings face to face. But this book is really the most tortuous and time-consuming book I have ever written. If it's not printing time, it's estimated that both knees and Uguisumaru need to make up some extra things. Because this book is probably more complicated, after all, it is the book I have revised the most times, so I'd better make up a little miscellaneous to tell this story and put BGM homework aside.

1. About fate and reincarnation, immortality and death

There was a picture like that. There are countless sea lanterns floating in the Red Sea, and those lost souls float across the forgotten river with their heads held high and are reborn in reincarnation. The nameless land is a stop on the wandering journey of the soul. Those who come here to cross the sea forget their previous lives and leave no names. The lost soul listened to the children humming ancient songs and found their way home with the direction guided by the sacrificial dancers. Returning the soul from the sea to the world is for the sake of the sea.

At that time, there were three high-spirited teenagers who crossed everything and were fearless. At that time, they were all young and had all the beautiful things. Their world is full of spring flowers and autumn moon, with their own pride and splendid life, and their own yearning gods. Because it is so beautiful, when it finds the decay and mistakes under the beauty, it will be defeated in the face of fate.

Is it right to lose all feelings like a corpse and live forever, or to feel the joys and sorrows without regrets and live a short life like a human being? They disagreed on this issue, and the final result led to destruction.

In this respect, you were all too young.

Integrity, no haze, is different from those three people who have stepped into the cage of eternal life. Tsumaru, they don't understand how lonely the living are when they miss the dead endlessly. It is because we don't understand, so we have differences from the beginning.

They all understand this truth, but they don't want to make that choice, but they can't. Therefore, when Sunmoon told Yuemaru that he was immortal, he could not say the second part, because he himself knew that immortality was a prison of eternal robbery, and he could not force Yuemaru to accompany him.

In the first round of this story, in fact, fate has been settled. The nameless country has lost the cycle of life and death because of destruction. The dead wander forever in the nameless land, and being forgotten forever is the end of this place. However, some people have been obsessed with it, and the deepest obsession is Zhuan Xu and Sanriyue. The dead god judge said that if the gods are persistent, they will lead everything to destruction. This is like a prophecy, because their hearts have been quiet for too long. If they see the light and realize that there will be endless loneliness afterwards, they will inevitably have obsession. It is because of that obsession that I can't give up and will put all my eggs in one basket.

I cut it for the fate of him and Himaru. It seems that I didn't go back to find Himaru for three days, but I actually went back to find him. Everyone bets their fate on this chess game, so they will return to the destroyed place together and persistently realize their wishes. All people will make the same mistake because of the word fate. In the end, they returned to the cycle of life and death from forgetting Sichuan, and everything started again.

3. About Epiphysis and Knee Pills

It doesn't make sense. They are the most tangled couple in this fate.

When they were born, they were both brothers and lovers. They felt the same at that time. We like each other and hope to be together forever.

Into a thin blue knee pill, no memory, has always been in love with teachers and students, yearning, respect. Because they have been very careful all their lives and have been waiting for the growth of thin green, they have stopped this teacher-student relationship because they have not spoken their minds. Finally, thin green always mistakenly thought that Kuaiche had mistaken someone else, so he was disappointed, but only Kuaiche knew that they were the same person. In fact, it doesn't matter whether he is a knee pill or a skinny one. His soul will always be the person he likes.

Therefore, Tachi has always followed the cycle of Knee Pill, not because he wanted to find the shadow of Knee Pill, but because he always believed that even if he was reincarnated, changed his name and personality, that soul would never change. What he hopes is that once they can not only be brothers, but also like each other as lovers for life. That's a regret that they have never been able to achieve, and it is precisely because of this that they have been able to have countless reincarnation.

Finally, he gave up, because he found that even if he knew that their souls were the same, he could wait forever, but what Knee Pill needed to forget most was not the memory, but the feeling of love. When he realized this, Kuaiche knew that even if he insisted, he still wouldn't get what he wanted. People can be reincarnated, but their feelings are gone. So Zhuo Ke personally ended the fate of this cycle. He saved Knee Pill, which made him have the fate of eternal life. This is both a blessing and a curse. Therefore, Knee Pill can understand Qiu Che's feelings and begin to understand his feelings a little.

He and Tacho are always staggered. When Knee Pills can understand something, they will be reincarnated again. Before reincarnation, Knee Maru really couldn't be sure of that feeling, because without the beard, even if you want to seek an answer, you won't get a response. So when he crossed the forgotten river, he wondered if they would find the answer if there was an afterlife. This is also the wish made by Knee Pill.

Fan Waiwan teased Knee Pill, "I don't think you can graduate from your brother." "You are surprised to hear that Sanriyue is my lover, not gender." They are brothers and lovers all their lives. Although they don't remember the past, their ideas finally got a response, and both of them returned to their original feelings. Because of time, I can't put it in any more. I hope I can make up some extra things in the future.

3. About Uguisumaru

Uguisumaru, the oldest of them, has seen farther than them, and he was the last person to protect this place from beginning to end. He and Bao Ping were good friends, but he was the only one who finally became a god. And after all these years, I haven't considered asking Bao Ping to come out as a corpse. Because he can understand from the beginning that eternal life is always lonely and his good friend is not suitable for such a life.

He once had a time as young as Tsumaru and others, or should I say that he, Sanriyue and Daqi had a brilliant life before becoming human beings. When they looked at Tsumaru, they seemed to see themselves in the past. As a child, he loved them as much as his elders, so it was a dilemma that he couldn't help them at that time. His responsibilities and feelings are struggling in his heart. When he finally saw the raging fire, he thought about rushing in for a moment, which should be his biggest emotional fluctuation. At that moment, he may have changed back to what he looked like when he was human. Even if he lives for a thousand years, where you will go will still make him feel sad.

Uguisumaru was the only person who stayed in the wild for hundreds of years after the accident. For hundreds of years, he couldn't move underground, but Ye Ping was with him. During this hundred years, he thought about many things. He has been a god for so long that he almost forgot what he looked like when he was a man. Finally, when he was holding a big flat knife, he seemed to think of the past. After this thousand years, the knife in his hand was pulled out again, and then he felt alive.

In the end, Uguisumaru stayed here as he did at the beginning, until all souls returned to samsara and were reborn. He looked at the metaplasia tree alone. He has guarded this place for so many years, but he has never made a wish. When he thought that he wanted to walk alone on this path of reincarnation, he thought that his reincarnated good friend appeared in front of him and teased him that he was actually an idiot. I obviously left him the knife, and I really didn't consider calling myself for thousands of years. Uguisumaru suddenly realized that his good friend had been with him unconsciously for thousands of years.

So I'm not lonely anymore.

"Bao Ping, many things have happened in these hundreds of years, with joy and sorrow, but I have lived a full life."

Uguisumaru can say for sure that he has no regrets and lives a very complete life. Bao Ping looked at Uguisumaru with a satisfied expression, as if there was nothing to worry about.

"Yes, that's good."

The leaves of metaplastic trees began to fall from the branches and spread like fireflies. The two of them are standing in front of the tree. Uguisumaru looked at the curious Bao Ping and smiled, then patted him on the shoulder.

"It's still a long way off. I'll tell you along the way. "

4. About the God Judge

The first half of her words almost lived in legend, and only appeared when the nameless land was about to be destroyed in the later period. Short appearance length. Considering the length of the story and the advancement of the plot, the story about her has been deleted. Make it up here.

She was the original god, older than Uguisumaru and all of them. Uguisumaru was her chosen heir before she died. At first, she was also a girl with joys and sorrows, but she became a god, constantly responding to people's wishes and being asked to live like a god, so gradually she became an expressionless and emotionless person just like in the story. Uguisumaru sees everything and knows her efforts and feelings for the people, so she is willing to take this responsibility. She has a good relationship with Uguisumaru.

In fact, everything can be said to be caused by her endless dedication to mankind. She loves them and can't refuse their sad wishes, so human beings only know to rely on the gods and she has to find a successor.

She has never been reincarnated, and her soul has been kept by Uguisumaru. Maybe she guessed that her pity and connivance might lead to an unfortunate ending, but at that time, she was dying and she was unable to change anything. After the resurrection, she finally realized that when she watched the place she had always loved being destroyed, her sympathy led to destruction. The person she valued became a god by following her own instructions, but she didn't get happiness. Such an ending also made her feel sad and guilty.

5. Others about the Saiyan skirt

When they were reincarnated, the three brothers came together as they wished. So are Yan Rong and Imanotsurugi. Imanotsurugi is a student and Iwatooshi is a PE teacher. This life is also a good friend of Knee Pill. After the first reincarnation, he became a student in Uguisumaru, as he said all his life, "I hope to be your student in the next life". In the first phase of this life, Kawamaru and Knee Maru are still good friends. Unfortunately, there is not enough space. Otherwise, the first issue of Uguisumaru's "Fanwai" will appear, and the two teachers and students have a good relationship in this world.

6. About the first edition of the story and the three moons.

In the original version, the sun and the moon were blacked out, which should be regarded as the big BOSS. At that time, it was not the pills on his knee that saved Wan He, but the sun and the moon. He is the one who didn't save Wanhe. In order to revive Wanhe, many people's souls were extracted, which led to a series of deaths and collapses in the nameless land. Finally, Uguisumaru and Che Xun found out that three people turned against each other, and that was the culprit. Finally, this place was destroyed by the sun and the moon and was sent out from nowhere. Sanriyue has been wanting to come back for years. However, the previous edition was not used.

Like Uguisumaru, Sanriyue had a carefree life when he was young. He looks stable now. When he was a child, he would secretly drag Kogitsunemaru out to pick olives. He also had high-spirited years like Guo, and it was only after years of precipitation that he became gentle and steady now. He didn't regret becoming a god, but looking at Tsumaru and them, I think I can't help but miss my past.

For three days, the sun and the moon caught the horse's stomach and the horse ran forward. Xianhe Maru hurried to catch up, and the sun gradually emerged from the dark clouds, and the green leaves were washed like jade by the rain. The horses under the sun and the moon are like flying electricity and unrestrained. He couldn't help laughing at the sound of Yuemaru behind him. Yuemaru walked side by side with him unyieldingly, watching Yuemaru fly confidently for three months. It is this man who accompanied him day and night, and now he has grown into such a charming teenager. For three days, the sun and the moon vaguely remembered those years, when he was still young, and the mountains and clouds in the distance, he rode away with smoke and color.

Very happy, just like when I was a teenager.

During the hundreds of years of exile in this world, I lived alone for three days These days, he has recalled a lot by himself. He always thought that Tsumaru had betrayed him, but he also made a body exactly like Tsumaru. He has always had inseparable feelings for Tsumaru. The corpse has a feeling of "liking" for Sanriyue, which is actually a projection of Sanriyue's feelings. Subconsciously, he hoped Yuemaru would like him. However, because he eventually turned against each other and ran counter to each other, he himself could not be honest with Yuewan in such a mood.

Knowing the truth should be a heavy blow to the sun and the moon. Because he knows that he has the same feelings as himself, and he knows that if he really has feelings, it is impossible for Sanriyue to become a god that people admire and rely on.

"Now go out to remedy, maybe these souls can calm down in time. Is this the responsibility of the gods? "

Suddenly looked at the three suns and the moon. How similar they are now, I can't help asking, as if I were asking myself thousands of years ago.

"At this time, do you still want to be everyone's faith?"

He has seen through the sun and the moon for three days, because they are the same to some extent. So within three days, he turned and walked to Watson Temple. He finally chose Tsumaru.

At that moment, he didn't know if he ever regretted becoming a god. It's just that he personally feels that the future is an endless robbery. Unable to live and die like ordinary people, he felt deeply powerless for the first time. So when it was all over and everything was gone, he looked at the Red Sea, and even though he had lived for thousands of years, he couldn't help thinking at this moment.

"If everything in the world will die one day, where is my day?"

Yuemaru lost her memory and chatted with him at the seaside for three days. Yuemaru told him that when people die, they don't remember anything. It's been a rough three days. Because he understands that even if the soul is the same person, the feeling of love is gone.

But in the end, he sent the pill away. He thought that Tsumaru would come back when he wanted to cross the forgotten river alone. This is probably the best ending for him. In fact, at the beginning, I wanted the ending to stay here. The two of them held each other's hands and sank into Na Pianhai together, and never separated again. However, I still believe that they can re-engage in reincarnation like everyone else, and everyone can start over, so they have the future life where they meet in this world.

As they finally said to Maru on March 3, after sleeping in the grave for hundreds of years, before entering reincarnation.

Maru, did you hear that?

Although I don't know how long it has been, it must be quite a long time. We seem to have slept for a long time, and now we finally wake up.

Thank you for staying with me.

Has it been here for hundreds or thousands of years? What kind of world will we be after reincarnation? I think it's similar to what I told you before. I used to live there alone for many years. This is a very interesting world. If you like novelty, you will love it.

I believe I will enjoy being with you this time.

What will happen to us in the afterlife? Friends or family?

If possible, I hope it's a lover. No, it must be a couple. If I can, I hope I can be reincarnated as someone around you. If you can see me when you wake up, so much the better.

Although there will be no memory of the past after reincarnation, I think my soul will remember you even without memory. So even if I forget, I will definitely come to you. I can't help looking forward to being born at the thought of meeting again.

Which one has your afterlife will be beautiful this time. All right.

There is still a lot to say, but the time has come. This life is always full of regrets. We may be apart for a while, but I believe we will meet again soon, so let's reach an agreement.

Tsumaru, don't forget me.

See you in the afterlife.

7. Operation BGM

Foreign article BGM

Return to the sea

Terminal inflammation

Sighing sound