Living is a kind of psychological prose.

I lay prone on the window of the model house and watched the rain outside still raining heavily. After watching it for a long time, I turned my head and looked at Zhao, the busy construction supervisor, thinking about the employees who have been staying in the simple shed these days because of rainy days, and suddenly I felt very uncomfortable. I don't know why I feel this way. Maybe it's a potential instinct. Thought of here, I picked up my umbrella and told Zhao Gong and others that I would go to the shed and walk out of the construction site of the model house.

I walked quickly to the simple shed with an umbrella. Within a few minutes, I was wet all over. After all, it is raining too hard.

When I put my umbrella away and put it on the windowsill of a room in the work shed, I looked at myself getting wet by the rain, shook my head and walked into the room in front of me.

At this time, there are six people in this room, two are lying in bed and the other four are watching TV. They all looked surprised when they saw me come in. However, such an expression, that is, an instant of time, was immediately replaced by various words.

"Manager zhang, it's raining so hard. What do you want us to do? " A lean man with a full face and a beard looked at me and asked doubtfully.

I looked at the lean man and didn't speak, just shook my head. I know this man is from Anhui. His name is Zhang Xinmin. I also heard Zhao Wansha, a bricklayer in a model house, say that this Zhang Xinmin not only did a good job as a bricklayer, but also worked quickly.

Before I could speak, the two people lying next to me just now sat up. One of them looked up at me and walked over and said, "Zhang Gong, it has rained for so many days that I can't pay my wife at home this month!" " I can only send it back together next month, otherwise it's really pitiful! "

"Yes, I only did 18 days last month, and it was rainy for 4 days. Many people don't have that many days! " The other one went on.

As soon as the topic turned to this matter, it immediately attracted everyone's discussion. I looked at this scene and thought that it had been raining, which really related to the vital interests of the workers. My brain was spinning very fast.

After a while, maybe everyone stopped talking and looked at me with a surprised face.

Actually, they don't know either. At this moment, I am thinking about how to tell you. I looked at the room that suddenly became silent, looked at them and asked, "Why don't you stop talking?" ? I'm listening to you. "

"Manager Zhang, we are all people who go out to earn money, but we also know that this weather may bring great losses to the company, alas! Blame the damn weather. " Zhang Xinmin looked at me, turned his head again, looked out of the window and said dully.

I followed Zhang Xinmin's words: "Yes, this damn weather, the progress of this project has been delayed, and you have earned less hard money these days."

At this point, I stopped, looked at the rain outside the window, shook my head, and then said slowly, "Your name is Zhang Xinmin, I know your name, and I know that you have a good job as a mason. Now that we've talked about this, can you tell me what the company should do to make it reasonable not to go to work in this special weather? Everyone can speak freely, it doesn't matter. "

I thought if I said such a thing, everyone would talk to me noisily. Who knows, no one is talking, but everyone is looking at me.

I stared at Zhang Xinmin's eyes and motioned for him to talk about his ideas.

After a few minutes, Zhang Xinmin said flatly, "Manager Zhang, in fact, we used to stay in the shed in this weather. After all, one day's work can only get one day's salary, and one day's work can make money for the company. In weather like this, we also know that there will be great losses for the company these days. The company is everyone, we are small and difficult! Manager Zhang, to be honest, we stay away from our wives and children and go out to work just to earn more money than our hometown. "

I listened to Zhang Xinmin and nodded, lost in thought. Yes, as a migrant worker, who doesn't want to earn more money as long as he can eat well? And this weather, not only did not make money, but also spent a day's food expenses!

I thought for a moment, walked over and sat down beside Zhang Xinmin. I didn't speak in a hurry, but took out a cigarette from my pocket and gave it to everyone. I lit a cigarette, took a drag, and then said slowly, "Here, I can tell you clearly that I can make a final decision under the current weather. Everyone will get a subsidy from the company 20 yuan every day, and last month's food subsidy will be made up when the salary is paid this month. I'll ask the project department to inform them to get down to each shift. Although, for a person, 20 yuan is nothing, but for the company, every day is not a small expense. What do you think of this food subsidy I said? "

"Manager Zhang, is it true?"

"Zhang Gong, did you really supply us together last month?"

"Great, the company is really great. Although I only spend about two or three hundred dollars a month, I have never encountered such a situation. "

"Of course it's true. I've been talking about it. Of course, I will supply it to you together last month. Please rest assured. " I watched everyone ask noisily, and then I repeated what I just said.

When I finished smoking, I said goodbye to everyone. Then, I walked to the construction site of the model house with an umbrella. Rain, it is still raining cats and dogs. Why does it always rain in this damn weather? Is it that the sky were to fall? But I thought of the workers who stayed in the shed. Perhaps, their hearts are also looking forward to the rain as soon as I can stop.

When I returned to the construction site of the model house, I was basically soaked. I took off my T-shirt, wrung out some water and put it on the door handle.

Yang Gong, the builder, saw me naked and asked me why I was going. I told him that I went to the shed to chat with everyone. So, I just told you my decision, and everyone has been saying that this damn weather is really annoying.

I know that the decision I just made is definitely not a hasty decision. Although this is a big expense for the company, I believe that employees will care about each other, and I also believe that any effort will be rewarded, because everyone's heart is meat.

As a result, everyone continued to be busy with their work, while I was naked, like a supervisor on the construction site. Before long, the wind blew outside the window, and I felt very cold, so I put on my T-shirt, said hello to Yang Gong and others, and went back to my room first.

When I got back to the outside of the shack on the second floor, my clothes, pants and shoes were soaked to the skin. I was cold and afraid of catching a cold, so I ran over and put on a clean suit quickly. Then, I boiled a pot of boiling water, made a cup of ginger soup and drank it while it was hot. Before long, I became hot.

I was lying on the sofa, smoking a cigarette, and my thoughts were wild. I looked at the dense raindrops outside the window, and my thoughts seemed to return to today a year ago. Today last year, it was the same weather. In July, my wife braved the downpour to meet me at the airport. Who knows that my flight had to change its route because of bad weather and thunder and lightning, and chose to land at Tianhe airport. So, after wandering around the airport with melancholy for a long time in July, I had to go back alone.

I looked at the cigarette between my fingers, as if the sentence I frowned in July sounded in my ear again: "Husband, you are smoking again." I know that July is against my smoking. I also know that she is thinking about my health, and I also know the harm that smoking does to my health. Although I can't give up smoking for a while, I have controlled a lot.

I looked at the rain curtain woven by dense raindrops through a foggy window glass, and my mood seemed to be getting wet inexplicably. Yes, it is wet, because, I know, this kind of weather has a pressure on my responsibility that cannot be ignored. For the company, for me personally, there is an invisible pressure. I am well aware that the delay in project progress these days is irresistible to the company. Even if the weather improves in the future, it is not so easy for the project department to find ways to speed up the progress. After all, it has been raining for so many days. Personally, I will stay at the construction site for a while, which will upset my scheduled plan, because when I first came to the construction site, I decided to wait until two months later, and I will go to see my July. However, now, two months have passed, and the model housing project I am responsible for is far from over.

I really feel guilty about my lover in July. Because, I know, a husband is not only an identity, but also a responsibility. And I also know that there is not only a love in my life, but also a great love, so even if I am tired on the construction site, there is always a little sweetness in my heart.

I know that no matter how busy I am, my July always gives me a spiritual fit. Seriously, because I am busy, I will talk less with my July, and sometimes even ignore it directly. Therefore, I feel guilty and moved at the same time. I know very well that at this touching moment, my thoughts have become more pure, as if the eternal love in my heart has surpassed its original meaning. My July fully understands my work. Perhaps this is the so-called compatibility of love.

Thought of here, I can't help but draw out a cigarette and light it, take a deep breath and exhale a wisp of white smoke. At that moment of narcissism, I seem to feel that this moment has become eternal. Because when I think of my lover in July, I feel that I am the happiest man in the world. Because, I know, caring and being cared for is a kind of happiness, just like missing and being missed, sometimes it is also a kind of happiness. I think, maybe, this is the existence of true love.

Just as I was thinking this way, I heard a noisy sound not far from downstairs. I know those noisy voices come from the staff's work shed. I can vaguely hear some employees talking about the food allowance for my days off due to rain. Although I know that this decision I made will cost the company an extra sum of money, I firmly believe that the company's return is definitely not measurable by this sum of money, because, in many cases, people's hearts are an intangible huge asset.

I close my eyes slightly, thinking about the employees who are far away from their families. I have no such experience before, but now, I have been on the construction site for two months, and this experience is so profound. Imagine, as long as the life is comfortable and passable, who wants to leave their homes and leave their wives and children to work outside? But at this moment, what I think more is, as a construction company, is it terrible if there are no employees who draw well and play well, and a group of employees who work wholeheartedly for the company?

As I have always said at the company headquarters: money should be used in your mouth. Because, I know, the profits generated by each project of the company come from the hard work of employees. Admittedly, this is an iron fact between the company and the employees, but in any case, in my opinion, the two are complementary after all.

After all, the work on the construction site can't compare with the work in the enterprise. This is a hard and tiring job. Even if you have first-hand skills, the fatigue at the end of the day is unimaginable to ordinary people. At this moment, I am really glad that I have made a decision to stay at the construction site, because I know that without this stay, I will never realize the hard work of the employees and can't imagine the poor food standards of the employees on the construction site. Seriously, if I have not personally experienced the humble situation of employees living in the construction site, maybe this is a legend I think.

Suddenly, I sneezed a few times. Do I have a cold? Didn't I drink ginger soup long ago? At this moment, it occurred to me that if I were around in July, maybe she would be more anxious than me, because, I know, this is a kind of love anxiety.

I began to miss my July again. Since I came to this construction site, this nostalgia has become particularly strong. I know that the passing time can age my face, but in any case, it can't dilute my memory. I know that every day, when I am quiet, I will miss my July very much.

I sat up from the sofa, walked to the window, looked at the downpour outside through the blurred window glass, and was amazed. It's raining, you're raining wantonly, you know? You changed the scenery in my eyes.

I walked out of the room and stood in the corridor, looking at the main building in the rain and the tall tower crane in the rain. My wet mood suddenly became so clear. I know very well that in any case, as long as I have a calm and clear mood and stick to a belief in my heart, then my goal will never be lost. For life, for love, for life, it is such a truth.

At this moment, I suddenly feel that I should enjoy every moment, whether it is sunny or rainy, just like every walk, I should enjoy the scenery everywhere. Perhaps, this is life; Perhaps, this is life.

It was raining cats and dogs just now, but suddenly it was much smaller. Will it be sunny tomorrow? Alas! It's stormy in the sky, and I can't control the weather, but I know that at this moment, it's raining, gently bending my eyebrows.

Whether sitting in the office or squatting on the construction site, I know very well that in my life, I must have a mind to walk calmly and a belief to go forward bravely. Because, no matter how lush the years are, they are like quicksand between my fingers, and I just passed away unconsciously. Life is too short, how can I muddle along? At this moment, I stand in the corridor, thinking about my life path and my share of responsibility, and my mood becomes very clear.

The rain has subsided, and employees are walking outside the shed one after another. I took out my mobile phone and looked at the time. It's almost five o'clock, and the day's work is over.

There was a loud voice from the staff in the canteen of the construction site. I listened to the heartfelt voices of the employees, and a smile floated around my mouth.

"Lao wang, the company subsidized food for us. I want to add a dish to dinner today. "

"I'll add a dish, too."

"Mr. Chen, I have a food allowance of 20 yuan a day, and I still have 3 yuan left."

I listened to these voices not far away and looked at the direction of the canteen on the construction site. At this moment, I really understand that life is a never-ending performance. Just like the so-called place where people live is the Jianghu, it depends on how I stand on the Jianghu. Perhaps, life is simple and realistic. As long as I don't complicate it, I always feel happy when I think about it.

The damn rain has never stopped. One minute it rains heavily, and the next minute it rains lightly. I looked up at the tall tower crane again, thinking that I should be as tall as a tower crane, and my heart became very calm. I looked at the rain curtain and thought about the delay in the progress of the project. At this moment, I seem to have put down a lot, because I know very well that life has no end.

I know that the same is a life concept, but the difference is just a life attitude. But I know better that whether it is raining or sunny, I need to live as usual, because my attitude towards life determines my life, not my life. At this moment, I really understand that work is happy.

"Boss, come down for dinner." Yang Gong's rude shouts came from the entrance of the site canteen.

I replied and went downstairs. As I walked, I continued my thoughts just now. At this moment, I finally understood that the lush years that slipped away quietly enriched my life while aging my face.

It turns out that living alone is a state of mind.

It turns out that as long as you feel happy, happiness is everywhere.