It's been more than twenty years.

When the word Lieping came out, I wasn't very interested in it, until one day I saw a video in Mile Mile, which was an interview video of an uncle with artificial limbs who successfully climbed Mount Everest. I remember lying flat. You young people can't lie flat. This sentence touched me a lot. If we have hands and feet and just lie flat, then don't complain about our mediocrity.

Mediocrity means living in a daze, without progress and without goals. This is where I am now. My goal has always been only at the level of ideas, and I rarely pay practical actions. I admit my mediocrity, I'm almost a senior three, and I'm still doing nothing. I don't have core skills, I know the route I planned, but I don't have shoes to go this way.

To sum up, in the first twenty years, I was just a mess, without any fighting spirit and actions of my uncle, so I was mediocre, so I have to accept the consequences of my actions. For me, it is really a gap to be excellent and to be excellent. This gap can be wide or narrow, really depends on yourself.

I accept my weakness of aiming too high, and I also accept the result of my mixing. The wasted time will not deceive people, and time is fair. How to spend it, what kind of feedback will there be.

It's really hard for me to change. I always thought that I could be self-disciplined by joining the punch group, slim by joining the weight loss group and become a master by joining the editing group. All these self-thinking also immersed me in my own imagination. In reality, I'm still a mess.

But I don't want to be so mediocre. I want to have excellent skills, have the confidence to leave my job at any time, and have a house and a car.

Emo is everywhere, what will happen after emo?