I think I am a very nostalgic person.

Happy birthday

I am a person who suddenly felt sad in the Spring and Autumn Period. Sitting in the car, my mother, my father, me, my father's friend, my mother's mother, I felt a little happy, and then I felt a little uncomfortable.

Yesterday, I said that my friends have a sense of ceremony. I think I am also a person with a sense of ceremony. Because of the sense of ceremony, we have a lot of expectations, just like I always want to receive blessings at twelve o'clock. I expect my friends will not leave every year, but there seems to be a ten-minute difference every time? How many minutes? Or a minute? That's all. I used to feel sad, but now I may expect more. Just as people ask me if I want to eat cake, I will be happier if I receive it.

I made an agreement with myself that when I grow up to be one year old again this year, I will completely let go of the injuries I can't accept and the protective measures I have taken for myself. I really don't care about those words. After the blessing ceremony, I nodded their heads and pressed the green button. I don't know if I can adapt, but I hope I can let go of my troubles.

Get up too early, sum up last year.

Last year was a whole year. I am very happy, I work very hard and my life is very tight.

Every time I change my name, life becomes a thing of the past.

20 19. 1 1.3

? Sometimes I really don't know whether I go to school from Monday to Friday or one two three four five six seven …

20 19. 1 1.4

I really don't want to leave my warm bed.

20 19. 1 1.5

Xiaobei likes it very much. I might need one.

20 19. 1 1.6

It's all my stupidity. I didn't say what I should have said.

20 19. 1 1.7

Be confident and you will be brave.

20 19. 1 1. 1 1

I'm afraid to think about it carefully. My memory has started to get better recently.

As soon as you have a good memory, you love to ponder and care.

20 19. 1 1.2 1

It's really bad and bad.

I hope everything is over and there is a good beginning.

20 19. 1 1.23

I just didn't expect that I would miss deja vu more and more.

2020.2.23

It's not that I want to abandon this software, but that it wants to abandon me. I don't want to write when I want to, and then I forget yesterday (smiling face)

2020.3. 1

The circle is too small, I will do what you think.

No struggle, no compromise, no concern.

2020.3. 13

You'll die if you don't do your nails.

But everything will be broken by the routine of life. bang

2020.3. 15

Now every time I write the date, it falls off.

Because I have no idea what day it is.

I feel a little nostalgic, but those who give up their lives are not doing very well. Occasionally, I will dig out letters written by people I don't like, and I will also see key chains given to me by people I like. I bought the blank book many years ago, not because I miss these people and things, but because I think it's all my past but still there.

I have a bear doll for more than ten years. I looked up today and was about to be washed away. This is my birthday present. I loved it then. Now maybe it's just an old thing, a cushion and a pillow? But I still like it very much, not like this item, but like this meaning and the joy at that time, so I still can't bear to throw it away …

I always feel that nothing is nothing …

I found that my life state is

Want to be carefree and conceited.

Run counter to my ideal. Tut tut tut.

2020.3. 18

What kind of messy dream is this?

All kinds of characters are presented at the same time in work and love.

Oh, by the way, there is also a star slot in the idol.

You must have no idea who the star I'm chasing subconsciously is.

I don't know what to say. Do you really need it? [supercilious look]

I really want to see if there is any gain in the following plot.

Needless to say, there is still some logic running through it.

2020.3.29

Brush to the variety show and find that today is Saturday.

Pulling down, I found it was the end of the month.

I didn't expect another month to pass so quickly.

I hope I will get sick soon and miss my children.

Recently, I saw the late-night bookstore.

I don't know why I want to write cry.

Hey hey hey hey hey. ...

2020.3.29

Five minutes out, two hours seriously ill.

2020.4.4

I thought about turning my head black.

And found it was black and white.

2020.5.4

I really hate these. Send me WeChat.

People who don't reply to my wechat anymore

Don't send it to me, okay? Very annoying.

2020.5.6

It's not that nails grow slowly, but that you don't like the color enough.

2020.6.3

Ah!

2020.6.6

Sometimes I am really worried about others telling me stories.

Not unwilling to listen, but afraid.

I can't help but react, but I understand what it has to do with you.

Other people's lives belong to others.

But I still can't help gossiping, hahahahahahaha.

There are also worries and concerns, which are quite difficult and difficult to grasp.

2020.6.8

I met a retired old man today.

From her daily tone and self-confidence, from the evaluation of leaders, I always feel that she is the kind of woman who is in control of the overall situation, methodical and watertight.

Moreover, in recent days, the absent people seem to have disappeared into the field of vision with a sense of existence …

So, in fact, are we indispensable to anyone, anything and everything …

Time and blinking are two different things.

Actually, I seem to understand her feelings very well.

She is afraid to talk to me about what I think of her.

But it's still good for me

Actually, I didn't. I just said something I should say.

I must stand my ground.

But I can really accept whatever it is.

Because it really has nothing to do with me. I don't care.

So you really don't need to care too much.

So I always said that I don't like other people's secrets very much.

Although I am also a person who really wants to hear stories.

2020.6. 17

Whenever I am awakened by an alarm, I get upset.

Complaints from people who don't sleep well

2020.6.20

10:26 I found that I especially like to look at my watch at this point.

Happy birthday, whether in the morning or in the evening.

It's another day to eat and die ... to ~

2020.6.2 1

I found something wrong the next day.

I'm sure insomnia is annoying.

2020.6.29

I'm just thinking about how to attract children to like it so much.

Because of closeness, because of equality, because of love.

I find myself a relatively rational person.

Like I always say, I'm cold-blooded.

There will be emotions, but rationality is mostly earlier than sensibility.

Everything is slowly settling.

2020.6.30

Often? I spent some time with you, and then

Take your overly mythical person for example.

I'm too afraid of this idea because I know.

The higher you stand, the worse you fall.

The faster you climb, the easier it is to live unsteadily

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And I always subconsciously want to destroy this myth.

Is it treason? I don't want to be bad or bad.

It's too much to bear. Haha, ok

I admit that I am a rain or shine person.

2020.7.6

What should I do if I am really angry?

I keep telling myself to control my emotions.

No big deal.

This does not solve any problems, but also affects each other.

But I'm still angry.

2020.7. 15

I find that I am the kind of person who is so-called similar to contradiction.

If you say no, your body will go first.

I like to complain, but I don't want to disturb others.

Seriously, my thumb hurts too much.

But I really didn't react at that time.

2020.7. 18

I find that I don't believe it more and more.

Other people's promises and agreements to me

2020.7.22

I am unhappy. I am sad. That kind of unhappiness

Suddenly I feel that my father is quite eloquent.

Many people say I can talk.

I always thought my mother and I were the same kind of people.

Speak straight or not.

Although it is true.

But I seem to have learned more about beating around the bush.

2020.7.23

"The more you ask others, the more trouble you have."

I suddenly felt relieved, as if something had broken with a bang.

2020.6.28

Calm as water, you are happy but not sad and not worried.

What's the point? ...

The happiness that a person can bring you.

Probably let you adapt to many habits invisibly.

Whether it is a passive or active attempt.

2020.8. 1

I want to know that it will take half a year.

I will never curl my long hair.

My heart can grow longer.

So hot, so obsessed, big waves can't be cut down.

Nima nima nima

I am really angry! I just don't think such people can communicate! I'm really upset! Talk well and don't listen, and you will be bored if you talk too much. Why people all over the world are unwilling to get along with you for no reason! what can I do? It is tolerance again and again, and life is like this! Life makes us compromise our temper again and again! It's unnecessary to tell anyone! But if I don't tell you, I feel like I'm suffocating! I am so angry!

2020.8.2

I don't want anyone, because I will be jealous.

When I was young, I would lose my temper when I was angry. When you get older, you will be quiet first, and you will learn patience unconsciously. Maybe I just want to be tacit, maybe I'm afraid of making mistakes.

2020.8.6

I know all the ways in the world

I didn't want to do it at first, but now I do it subconsciously.

If I'm really angry, that's what you said.

You said I would leave, and I would never stay.

2020.8.7

Vulnerable population

I want to give back when I am grateful, but we can't afford many favors.

2020.8. 1 1

This is too difficult for me.

She really put a lot of pressure on me.

But I seldom elaborate on this pressure.

2020.8. 12

I feel horrible. I'm really scared

I have been looking forward to this heavy rain all morning.

I carved it when I went out.

I want to explain my feelings, but I'm afraid I forgot.

Or the next moment, the words don't convey the meaning.

Sure enough, I forgot.

Every passerby around you

Will teach you a skill ~

15 supplement (maybe more than one, or maybe I am eager to learn)

2020.8. 13

There are a bunch of aunts and grandfathers sitting in the room. I am embarrassed. I called the fifth aunt and the old aunt wrong, and I was speechless for an instant. I really don't know

My fifth aunt said she didn't know me. I said she might be fat, and she said she was. ? (Actually, there is no need to be so sure. )

My old aunt said I was pretty, and I was thin and tall when I was young.

Everyone was crying, which caused each other's sadness. I sat in the next room, listening to Aunt Wu crying the loudest. She remembered her sadness. She said she couldn't get over the obstacle. She said that she didn't sleep the night before. He held her hand for help and she said she felt sorry for him. Through a wall, the sound of her crying and talking made my eyes a little uncomfortable. Painting a picture all one's life is very rare and difficult.

I think my mother is so cute.

2020.5. 15

In the end, I didn't even look at it, which made me feel at ease. Although I don't think what I did was right or good, I found that I might really care about that selfish guy. I am the only one who didn't shed a tear. I don't feel lost except watching it, because I am outside my circle.

I hope I can go well all the way, live without great pain and die without great worry.

2020.8. 16

I seem to be a little anorexic again

It's so annoying. My mind has never responded to my physical emotions at a high level.

I just don't understand this.

2020.8.20

I think everyone will have it, but gradually everyone will not do it. If you do too much, you are afraid of being annoyed by others, but you are too lazy to deal with it yourself. However, in life, you will pay more or less. The accumulation of all your brains is also sharing.

Slowly, we stopped talking, slowly, we lost our circle of friends, and slowly learned to digest trivial matters ... Fortunately, all this has passed, and I can still talk. I am grateful that there are people around me who can make you respond and give me a little warmth.

2020.8.23

Sometimes I want to turn what I think into Schrodinger's cat.

2020.8.25

Be happy, don't worry.

2020.8.27

But I just can't bear to ...

Just like every time my father left when I was a child. ...

Although maybe not as much as before.

But I still think it's mine. I can't be bullied

2020.9. 1

Sometimes I don't know if I should praise it.

Later, I thought others might not like my appearance.

Forget it, forget it, there is no need to disturb.

And then my mom was thinking.

Ask me if I eat watermelon.

I said I haven't decided yet.

She said, then I won't eat you.

Then how can I be persuaded? I will decide yes!

2020.9.2

If you talk too much, you lose. If you talk too much, you will worry.

2020.9.3

Be happy.

2020.9.6

I suddenly want to talk about constellations. I've always wanted to write my own story with constellations, and I've also recorded some half-fallen memories, but I haven't finished it intermittently. Let's talk about the constellation around me first …

I like cancer to be sentimental and patient.

I like Pisces, naive, romantic and kind-hearted.

I like Virgo's endoscope.

I like Sagittarius to be bohemian and love freedom.

I also like Scorpio. Love and hate are clear. I really care.

What's wrong with it? What is the goodwill?

Looking forward to meeting more constellations …

2020. 10. 1 1

Prepare to be a good girl.

2020. 10. 12

I'm easily disappointed, and I think twice about every little thing. You will forget the pain every once in a while, so don't count on it!