Tell me about the most sad emotional experience?

The most painful thing is never to let go of the past but untie the unhappy knot.

I love him very much, but I am disheartened again and again because of love.

No matter how sweet our feelings are, there is always a woman between us, and that woman has become my forbidden area, untouchable, inaudible, but unable to let go.

You'll ask me why I didn't explain it to him. He once told me that he had no feelings for her, and he only regarded her as his sister.

However, I can see that she loves him, and she almost couldn't wake up to save him. Therefore, I dare not ask, because I am afraid that my initial results will be accepted by me.

In this feeling of being swayed by considerations of gain and loss, I gradually lost myself. I thought he loved me as much as I loved him.

On the way home from work that day, I saw with my own eyes that he kept saying: I didn't know how stupid I was until the person who was my sister hugged him and kissed him in the street; I didn't even have the courage to run up and ask questions. I feel betrayed by my loved ones, but I can't ask questions myself. I can't breathe. The picture in front of me stung my eyes. I don't have the courage to watch it anymore. I turned and rushed into the road, only to hear a harsh voice. Before I even had time to perceive what had happened, I felt as if I was approaching as fast as the ground, and finally I only heard a bang.

I don't know if I was dazzled or something, but I thought I saw him running towards me, but he disappeared into my increasingly blurred vision. Tears ran across my face and I felt someone hug me. The person holding me touched my face with trembling fingers. I want to open my eyes and see who this person is. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't open it, and then I thought, this may be the best ending for me and him.