Yes, the short-lived week

Suddenly want to say my name.

Actually, my real name is not Zhou, and Zhou is just my family name. Mu Chen is a combination of my nickname Weibo, which means bathing in the morning light. After all, I like the morning sunshine too much, full of energy and warmth.

The reason why I use the word "short" to describe my name is because I deeply know that I am a person who is passionate about things for three minutes and rarely perseveres in one thing. So I really want to know how long I will stay on this platform and how long I will keep writing.

I don't have a specific goal in writing. A specific theme is often where I want to write, so my writing records mostly my true feelings and thoughts. And because I am too lazy to read all kinds of books and lack the knowledge of brain capacity, I write true stories about myself or people around me.

In fact, this is also the reason why I write. I regard this platform as my diary. Whenever and wherever my mood changes, I can record it in time. Nothing to do with others. I just record my growth process as a reference for future memories. If one day I am old and gradually lose the track of what happened in the past, it will be a happy thing to have such a memory bank that can give me reference from the past.

As it happens, no one in the world knows me, which provides greater convenience for recording my life and mood. I am even more happy that some words written will occasionally be seen by people who are destined to see them, and even produce * * * sounds. Yes, I still hope to make friends here, because sometimes people have more spiritual requirements and are greedy.

But recently, there have been subtle psychological changes, especially after reading many articles written by others. I feel that everyone's literary talent is good, their feelings are delicate, their knowledge is rich, their words are infectious, and even many of them are very emotional, which makes me a little anxious.

So what I do most after work every day is reading books, thinking about enriching my knowledge base as soon as possible, writing articles as good as others as soon as possible, as soon as possible ... This was originally a good thing, but I forgot that what I wanted to do went against my original intention and my writing purpose. I didn't write to write a great article. At first, I decided to write just to record my mental journey. I was just looking for a quiet corner. I began to reflect on myself.

A person's life is like a huge stage. Each of us is an actor on the stage. Whether our performance is good or bad, at least it is unique. No matter how many people are in the audience, it has nothing to do with us. We just need to do our own thing and try our best to play our role. Then when the stage of life is closed, it is enough to look back and have a clear conscience in this life.

Thinking about these, my heart began to calm down slowly. Maybe I won't write for a long time, but it shouldn't be difficult to record my life in 100 words every day. No matter whether the last Zhou Muchen is a flash in the pan or overcomes the inertia, I believe that if I persist for a long time, I will definitely grow.

Dear Zhou, I know you are blx, and sometimes you are a little melodramatic. Your writing is not beautiful and your articles are not brilliant, but your heart is sincere and your feelings are sincere, which are all bits and pieces in your life and are more real.

We will encounter all kinds of temptations in the process of growing up and maturing. When you are tired, you can slow down occasionally, or simply stop to enjoy the scenery in front of you. But when you decide to start over, you should know that you are you. Don't change your direction because of others' choices.

So dear Zhou, please don't forget your initial heart. Writing is your way to your inner world. Please stick to it.