If you want to send a message to yourself three years later, what will you send?

If I want to send a text message three years later, I will send: Hey, you haven't become the person you hate. You still insist on being yourself. You're still that childlike boy.

The saddest thing for people is to be the person they hate the most. Life is always hard for people to get what they want. You hate crowded buses. You want to be a quality person. You wonder why foreigners can queue up under the bus stop sign? Why do people in our country always push around? Reality slaps you hard, so squeeze the bus, or you will be late for work, so squeeze the bus yourself. Became the person I hate most, maybe this is society.

Once you hated those who gave money, and those who were servile. In the end, you became such a person, changed your power, and became as indifferent as most people in society. I am afraid that I will become such a person. I'm afraid that people who dye me in the dye vat of society are not like people or ghosts. I hope that three years later, I will still be as sunny as myself, still pursuing justice in my heart, still the innocent teenager in my heart, and be able to see my annoying behavior bravely stopped rather than indifferent.

I'm afraid that I won't be myself in three years. I'm afraid I'm already laughing at myself three years ago. I'm afraid that after three years, I've changed beyond recognition, and even my own shadow is gone. I'm afraid it's too much. I'm afraid I can't stand the temptation, change my behavior, become disgusting to everyone, yell and beat like a rat crossing the street.