It’s not that I don’t want to say it, I just don’t know how to say it or who to talk to.

1. People who are sincere enough can withstand waiting, and people who talk casually turn around and hold other people's hands. You will still feel sad when I mention it, but it is no longer as crazy as before. You look like you don't need me, no matter how you ask me to stay by your side.

2. Do you know how uncomfortable it feels to pretend that you don’t love someone you love so deeply? No matter how wronged you are. I'll just keep it inside. It’s not that I don’t want to say it, I just don’t know how to say it or who to talk to.

3. If you like someone too much, that person will dislike you less and less. You are someone I can never get tired of seeing a thousand times, but I am someone you can never get tired of even looking at. There are enough passers-by. Could the next one be for a lifetime?

4. I’m tired of saying that many years later you may become someone else’s groom in a suit. Even so, I don’t regret wasting my entire youth for you. Those touching promises turned into ridiculous lies in the end.

5. Sometimes I feel that life is really bad, and I really want to close myself off and not listen to anything or think about anything. I am not happy at all although I laugh every day. Loneliness is when you go to a buffet alone and have to worry about the table being taken away when you go to get food.

6. Don’t smile at me again when I’m about to give up on you. I began to hate myself, who was worried about gains and losses, was hot and cold, and tried his best to be strong. A small thing can bring people close or alienate them, and it can also make them see clearly.

7. He stabbed the dagger into your heart and then said "I love you", but you covered the wound and endured the pain, forced out a smile and said to him, "I want to hear another stab." Betrayal always comes from the person you trust the most.

8. I am not strong, but I never let others know when I am weak. Holding hands and letting go come from the same hands you have. You know you need to let go but you can't because you're still waiting for the impossible to happen. This feeling is really uncomfortable.

9. Sometimes I want to delete you, but I’m afraid that we will really have no chance. People who are nostalgic always live like scavengers. The most annoying thing is that when I try to let go, you appear in front of me again.

10. When I say to you: Just be busy. In fact, how much I hope you can reply to me: You are important, I will accompany you. Sometimes I hear words that make me heartbroken, but I still have to pretend as if nothing happened.

A paragraph, a philosophy, a spiritual journey every day.