Tell me three essayists who have a deep influence on me.

Over the years, I have read many books and counted them carefully. Many books and authors have influenced me, moved me and inspired me. I want to talk about it one by one, and I can't finish it for days and nights. But this time, I will only focus on these three authors, because their books have deeply influenced me at the turning point of my life, making my choices and decisions more wise. Perhaps it can be said that it is because of their influence that I have today.

I. Bi Shumin

During the period just after graduation, the whole person was confused, confused, helpless, lonely and depressed. Some people say that they will lose their jobs after graduation. When reading, you won't know the taste of sadness. But after graduation, as a farmer's child, you can't be so capricious. I always panic when I can't find a job. Where should we go from here? What will my future be like? What about my job? Where is my love? All this, my life is like a blank sheet of paper, eager for someone to help me plan my life; Give yourself a direction. How anxious and worrying all this is.

I can't find anyone around me who can guide me, solve my problems and show me the way. This feeling, like a ship in the vast sea, has been drifting, unable to find the direction and land to dock. How similar the two situations are. None of the family, parents, sisters and brothers around me can reach the level I asked for spiritually. There are many friends around me, and I feel more mature than them ideologically. I have been playing the role of cleaning the maze for them.

In such a confused, confused and helpless day, fortunately, I have been reading and read a lot of books. I am eager to find some comfort, encouragement and direction from books, and the days of reading are very fulfilling. In such a special period, I got to know Bi Shumin's books, especially her psychological prose, which had a deep influence on me. She was a soldier and a doctor, and later she wrote professionally, and she was also an excellent psychological counselor. Such multiple identities make her novels thick and magnificent. She holds a calm and rational attitude towards life and society, and has an unforgettable understanding of life. No matter how hard life is, she always maintains her love and enthusiasm for life. Her works are different from ordinary people's perspectives and contents. Ali, red prescription, exquisite blood, saving breasts and female psychologists are all worth reading. I read all these books in those years.

The short story "The Funeral of Kunlun" in "Ali" tells what happened during the military training of the troops in the Kunlun defense area. This military training was strict and cruel, and many soldiers were frostbitten, frozen and frozen to death by the cold climate on the plateau. . . This is a group of ordinary soldiers who wrote a triumphant song echoing in Kunlun with their lives and feelings. Because the author used to be a soldier in the harsh environment of Ali 1 1 year. Therefore, everything she painted in Kunlun Mountain is so real. No man's land is indeed unique to the Kunlun defense zone. This is an extremely cruel and cruel place. There are no plants, no animals, or even death, because there has never been life there ... "

As an excellent psychological counselor, her psychological prose has modern consciousness, a persuasive and simple meaning and an insight into everything. She has a pair of eyes that find beauty and love. Every essay conforms to the reality of life, and always captures what people can't find in life, enlightening people with examples in daily life. When you read it, it is like a beautiful life scene and a short story of daily life, which makes you have to be attracted by the charm of her intriguing prose and deeply moved by her warm and gorgeous philosophy. As Wang Meng said, her pen is a combination of kindness and calmness, which relieves your pain and broadens your mind. She tries her best to teach you to live better, be happy, be kind, be healthy and be bright.

It is precisely because of reading her philosophical prose that I am confused, comforted, strong and out of confusion. Let the mood be suddenly enlightened, as bright and clear as an indicator light. Sometimes I feel that Bi Shumin's books contribute a lot to getting out of confusion and not suffering from depression when you are confused. It was Bi Shumin's books that gave me strength and encouragement, and made me so strong and unyielding. Until now, I have been thanking Bi Shumin's books for their comfort.

Second, Zhang Xiaofeng.

In the bookcase at home, her books are the second most in my collection. Over the years, I have always wanted to write her prose, its influence on myself, and my feelings and feelings about her. But I dare not write for a long time, and I feel "afraid of being close to home". I am even more afraid that I can't write well. I am afraid that I can't write that kind of meaning, because she plays such an important role in the transformation of my life.

Zhang Xiaofeng is a famous essayist in Taiwan Province. Her prose is delicate and sincere, simple and touching. As small as writing trivial things of daily life, every grass and tree, crock and tile can enter her eyes, and they can all be expressed so naturally and casually. Can be as big as the feelings of home and country, advocate environmental protection, think about life, affection and love. No matter whether she is pregnant with people, lyrical, chanting things or writing scenery, she is in and out of ancient and modern times, with profound content, elegant brushwork and picturesque language, revealing poetic images and philosophical connotations. Love your country, love your hometown, pity everything in the world, and be full of tenderness and love.

Please don't say welcome to me-Red Star over China is selected from this collection: I have set foot on my own land, and I have come to rely on this land of maternal love. You, dear friend, please don't say "welcome" to me. ..... At this time, I am a 100% mainlander, and I have returned to my haunted place. Can you believe it? The streets in Xi 'an are crowded, but not many people like me love this land ... There is a small mausoleum of the Yellow Emperor among the mountains and cypresses in Qiao Shan. This place has been memorized since primary school. When I came to Qiao Shan, everything was logical. I bowed deeply and didn't think I was a guest. This is my ancestor, and I am here to pay homage to his heroic spirit ... Reading such plain words, my heart is boiling and my eyes are full of tears. I understand what she said, and I know this patriotic feeling. As she said, "people who also love this land", because they are the same people, they can better understand what she wants to express and convey. I especially like her patriotic feelings and homesickness.

"Bamboo in the East and Walls in the West" is selected from (Collected Works of Zhang Xiaofeng). At midnight, I went to the back porch to pack my clothes. Like a farmer collecting his rice, like a fisherman collecting his net, when I collect clothes, I am also happy, and the clothes overflow with the smell of dryness after exposure to the sun. . Suddenly, I saw a picture on the whole wall about 15 meters high in the west. No, it's not a painting, it's a projection. I can't help wondering, it's really a big vertical axis! ....................................................................................................................................................... ..........................., for her, can find beauty in daily life, find beauty carefully, get surprise and gratitude from it, and be moved by feelings.

I love her writing, and I like every bit of her daily life, just as handy. Her style, her feelings, her artistic conception, her writing style and her diligence have deeply influenced me. So I can consciously learn from her and know everything about her.

After that, I studied slowly and set an example. Like her, I write down all the beautiful, ugly, good, bad, interesting and meaningful things that happen in my daily life and talk about my feelings.

Gradually, let yourself accumulate some words. These words have been affirmed and praised by some friends around. A friend said, I really like my writing; A friend said, I get encouragement and warmth from my words; Some friends say I'm getting more and more talented. Some chapters have been adopted by local newspapers and magazines.

All this is an earth-shaking change for me who used to be faced with writing articles and often had a blank mind and didn't know how to write. This is a thoroughly remoulded change. All these achievements, all these changes, all these gains, only I know, are deeply influenced by Zhang Xiaofeng.

Grateful, in my lifetime, I changed myself by reading her books. I believe that it is a gift from heaven to meet such excellent prose and such a good teacher. Grateful, life has given me such a beautiful encounter!

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Many years ago, I read a negative news about him. I have always resisted touching his books, and I have never read his words. How frivolous, arbitrary and ignorant I was when I was young. I remember those years, the "Han Han" tide was fanatical. Once, I read his essays, one of which probably said that someone pirated and printed his works. He said that as soon as Yu's book was published, people rushed to buy it and even snapped it up. Some unscrupulous businessmen always take his books as the key target of piracy. After reading Han Han's article, I began to read the rest of the books, first his Cultural Journey, and then other books. After reading his article for the first time, I lost control and fell madly in love with his book. Later, I bought a lot of his books. I'm not sure if I bought all his works, but his book (16) is the author with the largest collection.

His prose is full of literary talent, quick thinking, rich knowledge and unique opinions, which are unprecedented by ordinary people. He is good at using beautiful words and inspiring philosophical thinking to bring readers into the river of cultural consciousness step by step. He initiated a generation of "cultural prose". Some people say that it is not easy to write beautiful prose, and it is even more difficult to write historical and cultural significance, and he easily combines the two.

I love China's history and culture as well as his essays, so every one of his historical essays fascinates me.

"Daota" in "Cultural Journey": Dunhuang culture, the most splendid culture in ancient China, has a large number of scriptures, silk books, paintings and so on. In the Mogao Grottoes, the then Taoist King sold them to foreign adventurers with little money, and the murals on the cave walls of the Mogao Grottoes were actually painted with lime. After reading this article, I strongly feel the author's grief, helplessness and anger over the loss of Dunhuang culture. I remember the first time I saw it, which caused this huge national tragedy. I am angry with Wang's behavior, his ignorance and his ignorance. I have been immersed in this sad atmosphere.

Writing about mountains and rivers is not only about the scenery of mountains and rivers, but also revealing one's own feelings, and also excavating the cultural background and history and culture of that place. I am especially good at this. When he goes to a place and writes about the people and customs there, he can always tell the cultural implication of this place. Such a cultural feast makes people particularly comfortable, satisfying and enjoyable to read. For me who love the great rivers and mountains of my motherland, reading such an article is a kind of enjoyment.

"Dujiangyan" in "Cultural Journey" is my favorite article. It is an article with the title of place name, but it condenses the culture and history of China. Through Dujiangyan, we can see not only a water conservancy project, but also a great water conservancy engineer-Li Bing, who is the crystallization of the essence and wisdom of the Chinese nation.

"Seven turn eight turn, from a humble market into a lush place. My face is getting wetter and wetter, my eyes are getting clearer and clearer, and no one gives me directions, just going to a wetter and clearer place. Suddenly, something abnormal began to appear between heaven and earth, a faint commotion, a sound that was not too loud but must be loud, which filled Zhou. For example, earthquake precursors, such as tsunami, such as landslide, I feel a sense of tension all over, so nervous that I am eager to be attached. I don't know if I left by myself or was sucked by it. Finally, I was suddenly surprised. I'm standing in front of the Longfu Pavilion. In front of me, the torrent is mighty and the earth trembles. . . "After reading the rest of the text, I am as clear about Dujiangyan as if I were there. Although I have never been to Dujiangyan, I have been there many times in my dreams and books.

Yu said: I hope that the words I wrote can have a bitter aftertaste, an anxious understanding, a relaxed meditation and a young age. By reading his articles and collections, I just want to say that he did it.

Lend me a lifetime is a memory literature, but it is also his autobiography. After reading this book, I realized that he began to go to school at the age of 4 and began to write with a brush (at that time, there were only brushes in the countryside). Since then, he has practiced with a brush for decades. Later, he also said in "Beautiful" that it would be a pity to write badly with a brush. That year, every time he wrote calligraphy in class, his face was stained with ink. After class, he took him to the river to wash his face and hands for the teacher. At the age of seven, he began to read and write for the whole village. At the age of 8, he began to keep accounts for the villagers. ....

At the age of 30, for some unknown reason, he came to the old building in the middle of the mountain in Da Qiao Town, Fenghua. This old building is named after Chiang Kai-shek's "Chiang Kai-shek Library", which contains four series, four essentials and Wan You Library. In those days, he took dry food every day and studied China ancient books in the old building.

At the age of 33, I made a decision to make up for the ultimate value of human beings, humanistic orientation, civilization and artistic philosophy that I didn't learn in the second half of my life. He said: Of course, not for himself (that's why it became a world drama for 30 years). So as to carry out a series of arduous self-study and creative activities. His information base is the foreign language stack in the library of Shanghai Theatre Academy. It is said that the librarian Cai Xiangming often opens the door for him. Every time he goes, he closes the door so as not to attract others' attention and disturb his study. If you don't know a foreign language, ask Sun Jue, his middle school English teacher. Read a paragraph, write a note and make a comment. Not afraid of cold and heat, simple life and simple diet.

Through this self-study, I finally read the relevant materials of 14 countries with important thoughts and cultures in world history. I wrote a lot of notes, and the part related to drama was 800 thousand words, which was cut down to 680 thousand words twice. The Historical Draft of Traditional Chinese Opera Theory was published in 1983 (won the first prize of "National Excellent Textbook" by the Ministry of Culture 1992). The title of the edition I saw has been changed to World Drama, in which China's plays have been deleted, and it has become an independent book with nearly 600,000 words.

Through his prose and his own experience, I know where the strong historical culture of his prose comes from. His success and profound knowledge did not come easily, nor was it accidental. He studied hard and studied hard on his own.

After reading his story, we can't bear the suffering he experienced. Compared with the so-called difficulties and confusion I have experienced in my life, it is really nothing to mention in front of me, and it has all vanished. So, I also understand why I like his books so much. Reading his articles can make people suddenly enlightened, make people look down on the setbacks and hardships in life, and make people gradually tough psychologically.

He made me understand that life is fearless as long as I work hard on the road of inner strength. Only in this way can we have a clearer and louder capital based on the world and move towards a higher personality and character. Perhaps, today I can be so open-minded and so calm, which is influenced by his book.

My favorite books and authors can bring me positive energy. And these three essayists I love are just such people. Maybe that's why I like them. On the road of my life, thanks to their books, I got out of confusion, out of the border, and gained growth, strength and rebirth. The books of these authors deserve to be passed down and remembered from generation to generation.