Psychological description after losing the game

The psychological description after losing the game is as follows:

1, and finally stopped with the score of 13: 12, and we lost. Thinking that our previous efforts disappeared without a trace, we couldn't help but wipe our tears and trudged back to the classroom.

I thought to myself: Maybe we are too proud to remember ourselves, maybe our strength is too different, maybe our tactics are flawed, maybe our luck is a little bad ... In short, sadness devours us like a scourge.

In the last game today, I lost my new basketball shoes 30 minutes ago. I hurried back to Wangtai's home and took out the basketball shoes I bought three years ago. Like the place where my dream started, I'm still lost. I am very unwilling and sad to lose, and the feeling of not being trusted makes me want to play no more. However, I don't know how to live and I don't know how to die. Really want to say give me another chance.

3, the last game of undergraduate course, lost, runner-up again. Now it's all over. Those trainings, group matches and elimination matches will never be participated again.

Now that I think about it, I suddenly feel a bit like Conan's dream. Basketball, which used to occupy too much time and energy, is no longer so important to me. Suddenly lost, like suddenly five years older.

After listening to those words and playing the game, I hurried home, afraid that something like that would happen again. I went home, like a tsunami washed up on the mountain behind me. Timidity and fear have captured my heart now! I lost the game.