Is it hypocritical to have too high demands on yourself?

I feel that asking too much of myself is not a form of hypocrisy, but a spur to myself.

Just like I have very high demands on myself, and I won’t give up until I tire myself to death. Because I feel that I am still young, young people need to struggle and work harder while they are young to make themselves more perfect. If you don’t fight when you are young, you will only be disappointed and regretful when you are old. At that time, I won’t have the energy to fight again. So while I am young now, I can work harder if I can, because my dream is the reason why I work hard. In order to realize my dream, I will definitely work hard without slacking off. Many people say that my words are poisonous chicken soup, but I feel that without these poisonous chicken soup, I will never grow, and I will always just keep walking in the same place, how boring that is.

Just like the job I am doing now, it is obviously very easy and I can earn 3,000 yuan a month, but I have to work harder. I want to double my earnings. Although for most mothers, this is no longer a small amount. But my dream is not just three thousand. So I hope to work harder and earn more, so that when I plant anything, I can buy it without any scruples. Only by putting in the hard work and sweat first will I get unexpected surprises. I will work twice as hard as usual, because I believe that the more I put in, the more I will gain. In the end, my salary will double, which is the reason why I work hard.

Many people feel content with the status quo when they earn three thousand a month, but I am definitely not the person who is easily satisfied. For me, I hope that I can earn as much as possible. I often compare myself with my husband. If I can surpass my husband, it means I am better. So besides my job, I found another job to do together. I felt that if I did both jobs together, I would definitely gain more, so I became even more dedicated. Many people give up their family after getting a job, but I work and have a family together. In addition to two jobs that need to be completed every day, I also have to clean the house and cook good food in the kitchen. I suddenly felt that I was really as solid as iron. I was never tired, always busy with my own things, and there was nothing I couldn’t do.

In this way, I have two wages from the two jobs combined, which makes me feel particularly excited. As long as I persist like this, I will definitely be able to have more wages. This is the most fulfilling for me. I hope that by the time I get paid, the final result will be that I surpass my husband. This will be the moment when I feel proud. I'm fed up with how arrogant he was when he gave me money. From now on, I don't need his charity anymore!