20 15 on fighting for love

Some people say, "If you know that a person won't love you, you must not let him know that you love him, otherwise you will lose your equal position with him and become humble, so you need a weapon, a weapon that can make you pretend to be invulnerable." But so far, I haven't found that weapon. To make matters worse, I'm still getting deeper and deeper. Even if you feel my love, even if you hide so far away, I still follow you covered in blood like a hedgehog without thorns, my skin was raw and I was in great pain.