Let's open all our feelings and talk about sentences?

I'm not cold-blooded, nor am I slow-hot. I'm just afraid I'll be sad when I leave. Sometimes, we are like fish in a fish tank. We want to say a lot, and when we open our mouths, it becomes a series of ellipsis … and they all stay in our hearts silently … In fact, I am not indifferent to others, nor am I indifferent, but I am afraid that I will be sad when I leave. I always thought I won. I don't know that I lost … at my best, the person I love most is not with me. If only I could start over. We are like superficial needles, turning and turning, watching time rush away, but there is nothing we can do. I was drunk once, but I finally woke up. After such a process, the result is our betrayal. I finally understand that some things cannot be forced. We are like fish in a fish tank. We want to talk a lot, and when we open our mouths, it becomes a series of ellipsis. In the end, we all stayed in our hearts silently. In fact, it's not that I won't be enthusiastic about others, nor that I look indifferent, but I'm afraid I'll be sad when I leave.