Talking about cancer patients

I tell you, from July 2065438 to July 2007, I had a colectomy. At that time, pathological examination 1 1 lymph nodes, 9 lymph nodes, was characterized as advanced stage. From 2065438 to July 2008, he was admitted to hospital due to intestinal obstruction. I didn't receive any treatment for a year because I didn't know I was sick. At that time, the family heard from the doctor that they could only live for half a year. They chose to give up treatment and let me spend the rest of my life happily. Prepare for surgery when you are admitted to the hospital, and drink oil to open your intestines. After a week in hospital, I was discharged. After leaving the hospital, the intestines were blocked intermittently, and every time it was blocked, it was very painful and heartbroken. The pain lasted until 2065438+08165438+1October 2 1. I was admitted to the hospital for the second time, and CT and abdominal radiography were done after admission. The doctor suggested an immediate operation to make a fistula, but reluctantly agreed to do so. I woke up after anesthesia and found that there was no fistula. I was so happy. As a result, an unexpected thing happened to me. The doctor said that his level was limited and he couldn't have an ostomy. I was forced to transfer to Beijing, and I was admitted to the oncology department. The oncology department wants to give me chemotherapy, and I am very angry. What chemotherapy should I do if my intestines are blocked? At this time, my family told me that it was multiple metastases in the late stage of cancer. I saw the discharge diagnosis of my local hospital at that time. Liver, lung, peritoneum, omentum, ribs, small intestine and pelvis are all tumors and cannot be operated. Beijing Hospital Oncology Department contact me. After consultation between the two departments, they all said that they could not do it. The oncologist said there was no choice but to transfer me to another hospital. In three days, with five people in my family, I went to countless top three hospitals in Beijing. The results were surprisingly consistent. Suggest that I go to the Millennium Monument Hospital for hot enema. I went to the owner, and the owner said that there was no need to do fistula at present, and I didn't have to gamble my life completely, so I was asked to do anus-preserving chemotherapy. Chemotherapy has been done for two periods now, and chemotherapy has basically not responded. This is a severe stomachache. From July 2065438 to July 2008, so far, analgesics have no obvious effect on intestinal peristalsis. I feel sweaty every day and I feel like I'm dying. My family hopes that I can live to see the new drug on the market. I said that even if it is a new drug, it may be a foreign drug for many years, and it has no effect. People who can't see hope live on the road waiting for death every day.

My mother-in-law has advanced breast cancer, after tumor resection, chemotherapy. She lived for the first five years and coughed up blood in the seventh year. She went to the hospital for examination, and it has spread to the lungs, bones, brain and kidneys. The doctor said there was no need for surgery. Six months at most. Let mother-in-law spend the rest of her life happily. We all told our mother-in-law that it was just common inflammation. Later, her mother-in-law gradually deteriorated and couldn't get out of bed. During that time, my mother-in-law groaned in pain and taking medicine didn't help.

The atmosphere at home is sad and depressing, watching her mother-in-law suffer. The pain of cancer made her unable to survive, so she had to beg for death.

Life is counting down, and the pressure at home is so great. My husband's heart is getting worse every day. He listens to his mother-in-law's pain in the middle of the night, crying silently, unwilling and helpless, and living less and less every day. My mother-in-law has been lying down for 9 months, and she can't eat anything. She is skinny with hunger. In the last few days, the family told her about her mother-in-law's illness. She is very calm. Although everyone kept it from her, she knew it. She said, she has done so many good things in her life, why did she get this disease? God has no eyes!

My mother-in-law is finally free. May heaven be painless! We are both sad and happy. My mother-in-law needs no pain. We were happy for her, but we lost her forever.

I am a patient with advanced breast cancer. I have had cancer for nine years. From a breast cancer patient to a patient with advanced breast cancer metastasis, I have experienced nine years of life and death test.

Cancer didn't scare me before, and didn't care about me, because I lived for the first five years, although it was already in the middle and late stage of 3b when I found it.

But I recovered well. Cancer is like a miracle to me. It changed my life.

Before this year, I had been living like a normal person and never thought I was a cancer patient. I also forgot about cancer and paid attention to it.

But this year, it moved. At this moment, I realized that cancer is really terrible and may really kill my precious life.

I realized how lucky I used to be!

So what kind of experience is it to have cancer?

You may be very scared and scared, or you may collapse beyond belief.

It is true that anyone who knows that he has cancer must be frightened at the first time.

Although we don't talk about canceration now, there are still not many people who can accept it calmly.

The experience that cancer gave me was a blow, a huge blow and the destruction of my life. I dare not think what my future will be like.

So I didn't take good care of my body, cherish the hard-won cure, and was optimistic and positive until I moved to return to my normal life.

Now the experience that cancer gives me is that it saved me and my soul. It awakened my desperate situation, made me take it seriously and decided to overcome it.

I lived again and was born again. This time, I want to live well, live well and cherish the hard-won chance of survival.

Don't be afraid after you get cancer. Perhaps the process of fighting cancer is hard, but because of this process, we can become stronger and have more fun in life.

Active treatment, slow recovery, maintaining the best mentality and emotions, and fighting against the disease can also be fun. It is better not to think about those bad experiences and live a wonderful life every day. That was your best experience.

What's it like to have cancer?

Unfortunately, I have cervical cancer, multiple lymphatic metastasis, and my tears have dried up. Life is counting down. If the doctor says, live one day at a time.

When cancer was first diagnosed, my brain was blank, scared, at a loss, anxious, indecisive, and tears flowed freely. My life is so cruel, has it come to an end?

Before death comes, everyone has a strong desire to survive. There are too many reluctant to leave, some old and some young, and too many unwilling to let go!

Surgery, radiotherapy, chemotherapy, the pain in the meantime, people who have no personal experience can't understand it. Growing boils in a hospital bed is even more tormenting. Chemotherapy is a metallurgical therapy, which makes the patient's life worse than death. Every time I go to the hospital, my legs tremble at the mention of chemotherapy!

Compared with the physical pain, the psychological blow is more scarred. On the one hand, it suffers from the toxic side effects of chemotherapy, hair loss, discomfort, nausea and vomiting, on the other hand, it suffers from economic pressure and cancer. This is a joke that drags down the family. It is so precious to have a healthy body every time you go to the hospital.

All persistence is giving up on the world. On the one hand, the pain of healing makes people want to give up their lives. On the other hand, there are too many obstacles in this beautiful world. Tell yourself a thousand times, don't be entangled, don't be sad, face it positively, live a happy life, try not to put too much pressure on your family, no matter when God takes me away, let go of everything and go on strongly!

Seeing this topic, I want to say that healthy people now hope you'd better not have this experience. This is my truth!

I suffered from rectal cancer ten years ago. At that time, my mood was very complicated and my mind was blank. It is very normal to think of death. As we all know, getting cancer is equivalent to God giving me a death notice.

At home, I pretend nothing happened. As usual, I'm afraid I have a burden at home. It seems a shameful thing to be afraid that others will know that they have cancer outside. But my behavior still exposed my heart. Generally speaking, I cook in our family. After the diagnosis and during the operation, you either forgot to put salt in the dish or put salt twice, and the cooked dish lost its old flavor.

I have also seen some cancer patients say that they are not afraid of death and never take death seriously. However, such people often end their lives quickly. People ask me if I'm afraid of death. I said I was afraid of death, but I could treat it correctly. I divided the people who are not afraid of death. In fact, he is most afraid of death, and the bottom line in his heart has been washed away. He said he was not afraid of death to hide his deepest fear!

I have had four major cancer operations in the past ten years. After the first operation, when I entered the chemotherapy stage. The doctor told me that my cancer cell data is not high and I can take chemotherapy drugs orally. I followed the doctor's advice, and I tried to adjust my mentality. As a result, it metastasized to the left lung lobe one and a half years later, which was also a great blow to me. I have adjusted my mentality and suddenly fell into a trough. At first, I didn't believe that there was metastasis, so I carried out various accurate tests and finally diagnosed metastatic lung cancer.

I am more sure that I am getting closer and closer to death, and the confusion for a period of time is more serious than when I first got cancer! Later, I felt something was wrong. If I continue, I may end my life soon. I first face the reality correctly and treat the concept of life and death correctly. Everyone knows that no matter how old you live, you can't escape death. This is a natural law and a fact that no one can stop. I should relax and let nature take its course The goal I set for myself is to make my daughter live well. Because my daughter is not married, I want to see her get married and my grandchildren grow up. Since then, my mind has been adjusted better and better!

The second time I transferred to the right lung, I didn't panic at all when I needed to remove a lung because of the bad position. On the same day, the surgeon and I decided on the operation day five days later, from discovery to operation for five whole days. Generally speaking, it may not be easy to do! At the same time, I also asked my doctor. I said that my cancer cell data has not been high. Why do you always transfer? The doctor said don't just look at the data. Some cancer cells are very active and some are very stable. Yours belongs to the very active kind!

After nearly five years, at the end of July last year, I had another major operation and removed two-thirds of pancreatic cancer and spleen. I found the metastasis last year, and by the end of the operation, although I was in a good mood. But the real meaning is that this death is really close to me. I can't just leave. I want to write out the experience I have gained in the past ten years, which most people don't want to have. Let healthy people pay attention to it, let patients who have just suffered from cancer relieve their pain and take fewer detours. This is my greatest wish.

At the end of April this year, I finished 12 chemotherapy after operation, and began to publish articles in May. The main contents are my medical history and my various experiences.

I still remember that in the afternoon of mid-June, 2020, at 5438+065438+ 10, my breast puncture results came out. I waited at the door and my husband went to the pathology department to ask for the results. When I came out, I asked him, "What's the matter?" He said, "no". Then I couldn't say a word, only rows of tear drops. ...

At that time, the heart was empty and the brain was empty, as if the soul had been taken away. After a long time, I began to recover. All previous hopes were shattered by luck, and now there is only despair and unwillingness. ...

Then I collapsed several times, thinking about young children, elderly parents, real life and death, and being afraid on the way to treatment. Tears, time and time again, can not be discussed!

After that, she underwent total left mastectomy and axillary lymph node dissection. Sometimes, I really hate myself when I think of this mutilated body. Why did I come this far? Thinking about the endocrine therapy of chemotherapy, radiotherapy and chemotherapy in the future will bring various toxic and side effects to the body. I am really desperate! How is the game of life played at sixes and sevens?

Of course, bad emotions can only appear occasionally. After all, in order to live, we should set our minds and face it optimistically and positively!

To tell you the truth, I've figured it out. If I am finished in 2020, I will get cancer better than a car accident! All kinds of accidents and disasters are better! Although I have cancer, breast cancer is also a kind of "happy cancer", and I am lucky enough that there is no distant metastasis.

Therefore, after getting cancer, everyone has a process of acceptance. After accepting it, we must bravely fight cancer! If you are strong, it will be weak, if you are weak, it will be strong, so don't be afraid of it, don't care about it, forget that you are a patient, eat and drink well, and face every day happily!

8. Before19 and 20 16, I didn't feel too uncomfortable, and I often ran and exercised. I was 29 years old at that time, but I never thought that I had a B-ultrasound that day, which showed that my prostate was enlarged. The doctor asked me to go to Jinan for a check-up. After the examination, the doctor didn't tell me, but just followed the pedestrians and said that I might be sarcoma, which is more malignant than ordinary cancer. The doctor said it was developing rapidly. The doctor informed me. Although I was not as scared or paralyzed as others said, I was really confused ... Two days later, I rushed back to my hometown and rushed to Beijing Cancer Hospital. After seeing my film, the doctor said: this sarcoma is not sensitive to radiotherapy and chemotherapy, and there is no good medicine, and the tumor is very large. Either surgery, total pelvic resection plus radiotherapy and chemotherapy, and if you can live, bring a urine bag and a stool bag. But it may not be recoverable. When I knew these results, I accepted them, moved on, stopped thinking and didn't have surgery. How long I can live like this depends on my life. The only thing I'm sorry for is my parents. I think I still have parents. Only when I am optimistic and positive can my parents be in the mood and face life more positively. Although my illness can't be cured, I can only try my best to plan with the tumor. /kloc-30 times of radiotherapy in March, 0/7. After 5 times of chemotherapy, I stopped the treatment and drank traditional Chinese medicine, because there was no targeted medicine for my symptoms, so I had to take new apatinib. It's been four and a half years now, and I'm still actively facing it. In the meantime, I may have been paralyzed by radiotherapy for two years. There is no good treatment. Now I miraculously stood up. I'm already very happy. If I find another job, I will feel perfect. How long I can live depends on myself. Don't be afraid. Let's treat every day as if it were our last. Don't have any regrets. I also want to live well for my parents.

I can answer your question.

My uncle's intestinal cancer turned into liver cancer.

My mother-in-law has kidney cancer.

Husband is thyroid cancer.

And my three relatives have recovered well after the operation.

After my uncle's operation, the whole family encouraged and supported him, so he recovered well. It's been more than three years now, almost four years, and I'm returning to normal work and exercise, and I have regular examinations, and no cancer cells have been found. Conclusion: Good mentality, cooperation with treatment, healthy diet, complete compliance with doctor's advice, family cooperation, not discouraged.

My mother-in-law's kidney cancer didn't take any medicine after resection, so she went home to recuperate. No one told her it was cancer, so she said it was a stone, so the mentality is very important. If she knew it was cancer, she should not live for two years. Now, like normal people, there is no difference, and there is no cancer cell spread during regular review.

My husband's thyroid has been taking medicine to recover, and no other abnormalities have been found. He is in a good mental state. He cooperates with the doctor for regular check-ups and keeps a good mood.

Tell me about myself. My first reaction after the biopsy report came out was anxiety, and I forgot everything else. I quickly went to the doctor to see the results. The doctor said to prepare for surgery. I asked if it would be better if I had an operation, and I wanted to go home and discuss it. On the way home, I began to think about how not to let the old man worry. Entering the yard, I decided to call my sister. She said at the time, don't say anything. I'll go to the Fourth Provincial Hospital this afternoon to have a look again. Let me go home for dinner first. In the afternoon, my sister contacted an acquaintance in the hospital. After we went, we simply looked at the report and checked it for me. The suggestion is to prepare for hospitalization immediately. We asked hopefully if it was possible to be misdiagnosed. They say it's impossible, and the pathological report will not be misdiagnosed. To tell the truth, I spent the whole afternoon discussing how to treat and where to have surgery, and forgot to think about the rest. Finally, I decided to go to Beijing. My cousin is a doctor, so I feel more at ease with him, and I can avoid the old people, so they won't see me sad then. After the decision, I felt very uncomfortable on the way back alone. I stayed on the side of the road for a long time, so I was a little emotional. I thought there were old people who were not filial, and there were no children of adults. My task is not finished. What should they do if something happens? I can't let go of these things, and I can't calm down. I will wait for my bed in Beijing for the next few days. It can be said that I was under a lot of pressure in those days. I can't eat or sleep at all. I can feel my weight loss. I still remember that I lost eight pounds in about four days. What I feel most nervous during this time is that I am afraid of getting sick, and the old people are afraid that I will have another accident. The pressure is really great.

Another particularly exciting moment was during my trip to Beijing. After informing me that there was a bed, I bought a ticket directly and went alone. Time was tight at that time, and only my sister and my best dry brother sent me. I will never forget the scene where my sister hugged me and cried at the station. She told me not to be afraid and would go to Beijing to accompany me soon. I cried, afraid to show it in front of her, and entered the station without looking back. On the train, I received a phone call from my stepbrother and mother. She told me that she had received a call from my brother asking about me. He felt very uncomfortable and told his mother that he didn't know what to do. She called me to tell me that I must be strong, there is no problem, I must actively cooperate with the doctor, I must pay attention to my diet and so on. I shed tears while listening to her advice. I cried all the way and kept thinking about it. I feel so wronged. I feel how unlucky I am and how fragile my life is. Will I become like this? I miss many relatives. I feel sorry for them. Anyway, no matter what I think, it's tears of injustice. These hours on the train are the most thorough time for me to cry because of illness, because no one knows me at this time, and I cry for myself and my family, and I can't bear to let go.

After the train arrived at the station, I went directly to the hospital by bus. From this moment on, I told myself, no regrets, no regrets. Now I am wholeheartedly treating diseases, but I can do my best according to my own conditions. It's no use thinking about anything else. I told myself countless times in my mind that if you are not strong now, it is estimated that you will never have a strong opportunity. Up to now, I have been telling myself to be optimistic and positive. Even though my heart is rough, I am still smiling, because I always know that people who care about you will not be sad because of you.

I have a bad feeling when I check on the CT machine, because I think the inspection time is too long. And vaguely heard the doctor talking to my wife in a low voice, which seemed mysterious.

Coming out of the CT examination room, the doctor asked me to wait outside for the results. I know that doctor. If it is bronchitis or pneumonia, he will tell me directly. Why did he point me out? My heart tightened, and the sense of foreboding became stronger.

I have a little asthma, a bad cough, and I feel like I'm shaking all over, just like I have a fever. I am so nervous and anxious that I can't wait to call my wife out. But I don't want to shout. I'm afraid she will come out and tell me the bad news.

She hasn't come out yet, and I'm shivering with cold. Definitely not a good disease!

My wife came out with a gloomy face, and the doctor didn't come out to see me off. I don't want to ask. We walked out of the hospital silently and didn't say a word until we got on the bus.

When I got home, I asked: Is there something growing in my lungs?

She said that the doctor said that there was a shadow that needed to be diagnosed in a big hospital.

I know what shadow means. Shadow is a very sensitive word, which gives people a feeling of terror.

I want to go to Beijing for diagnosis as soon as possible. I have to deal with some things before I leave. Suddenly there will be a feeling that I can never come back. I am afraid and have to go again. I hate going to the hospital, I hate being diagnosed, and I hate this happening to me.

Still went to Beijing. Into the big hospital. The tumor hospital is crowded with people, just like seeing a doctor for free. I am a unlucky ghost in the vast sea of people. I'm at a loss and desperate. I'm afraid and uneasy. I don't know what is waiting for me.

The doctor in the cancer hospital looked at my CT film and made a general diagnosis. I was admitted as a cancer patient. Hospitalization means that more than 90% is cancer. My heart is completely cold, and my previous fantasy is also annihilated.

Lying in a hospital bed looking at the roof, his eyes were glassy and his mind was blank. -I'm already a cancer patient!

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