I'm tired of studying, but don't want to drop out?

Your writing is very good. This article explains your past and current state of mind very concisely. My child, don’t directly label yourself as someone who is tired of studying. Then why don’t you want to drop out of school? ? It’s not just as simple as yearning for college life! You know subconsciously that if you drop out of school now, it will be very difficult for you in society. What can you do without education or experience? Now you are well protected by your mother and grandpa's family, and there is no pressure. In other words, without pressure, there is no motivation. Think about the future, your mother will get older, you will grow up, you will need to support your mother, protect your sister, and you will be able to organize your own. How can a small family do all this without the ability? So open your mind, make more positive friends, chat more with your mother, talk about your thoughts, cheer up, there is still a lot to look forward to in the future, my child!