What do the few words said at the end of Oolong's love story mean?

This is actually like this. What I really love is Narcissus, and then I give it to Queen Narcissus in the end. I really feel sorry for Mr. Ping. For Ping Jun, I have more affection than water, and I can't let go of my family-like warmth, so I don't want to make Ping Jun sad, so I give it to Queen Pingjun

In fact, historically speaking, Liu Xun's first queen was Xu Pingjun. Even if the screenwriter wanted to make Bing Jian and Narcissus together, it would be impossible, otherwise it would go against history. The final ending is unsatisfactory and ambiguous. I was disappointed for a while because Narcissus didn't become the queen.

When I was sick and had written a notice, I said to Narcissus, would you blame me? It refers to giving the queen to Pingjun. "Xunjian" written in the notice means that I can't forget my old love and I want to tell Ping Jun that he loves her.

Narcissus is really beautiful, and Pingjun is also good-looking