I am a Xinjiang girl who is struggling in Shanghai. I have graduated for a year, and I want to tell you.

Since there was dust, I still remember that it was a difficult place to go.

Let's talk about me first In fact, my personality is greatly influenced by my family. When my brother and sister went to college, my sister was in Hainan, my brother was in Harbin and I was in Shanxi. Because we never grew up in a honey pot, but grew up in a hard-working environment where our parents went out early and came home late, we were also restless.

My parents suffered a lot from low education level, so we were trained to study hard since childhood. Later, all three of us were admitted to the university by our own efforts. Until now, this is what parents are most proud of. This also had a great influence on my student days to some extent. Growing up, I was not the smartest child. On the contrary, I am the dumbest in my family. But I seem to work harder than anyone else.

In junior high school, I sat at the same table with the best students in my class. He works hard, so I work harder than him. I still remember clearly that at that time, our family still lived in a bungalow with a gate and yard. I often take chalk-like lime and use the door as a blackboard like a little teacher, writing texts, words and doing math problems silently on it. Because I am so stupid, I can only study while others are playing. Even so, I can't do math problems. Now that I think about it, math is really too difficult. Until now, my mother will tell the children at home the stories I learned when I was a child. I don't know why I worked so hard at that time, maybe I just didn't want to be beaten.

After high school, I really can't learn math and physics. Even though each of my deskmates is super good at math and physics, he has taught me a lot. After the division, I naturally became the only liberal arts student in my family. But I'm still not the best, because I still can't learn math. At that time, I was thinking, why is liberal arts mathematics so difficult? People who are good at math are really good. But I still study math persistently. Maybe I really have no fate with math, and then I passed the college entrance examination. But my Chinese performance has always been good, and my composition is sometimes regarded as a model essay by the teacher. This is my only chance to be praised by the teacher.

Finally, I was admitted to the general major of an ordinary university. Actually, I applied for two majors, law and journalism. At that time, I thought these two professions would look glamorous, but later I switched to political science because of my poor grades. I was dark at that time, and my parents said that only good-looking people could be lawyers and journalists, so I didn't have much regret for not being admitted.

I decided to go to graduate school in my junior year. As for the original intention, what is the love of politics? Don't want to go home and go out to work too early? In fact, I can't tell the real reason myself. I only remember that my parents and teachers gave me the greatest support and encouragement in the year when I was preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination. Until now, I am very grateful to them. After I was admitted to graduate school, everything was far from what I expected. I thought the future could be what I imagined, but the reality is a bit unsatisfactory. For various reasons, after graduation, I chose a job.

The scene of looking for a job is vivid. I have been to universities, banks, big companies and small companies. But I am a political science major, and my internship experience is insufficient, and my ability is not the best. It is really difficult to find a satisfactory job in this big Shanghai where talents are everywhere.

I try my best at every interview. As it turns out, some jobs may not suit me. Now think about it, if I go to the bank, with my personality, it is estimated that one month's salary will subsidize the northwest wind; If you go to college, you will be suffocated in winter and summer vacations. In fact, I especially want to try to do a job of going out early and returning late and galloping around the mall. Haha, I don't know what the result will be, but it shouldn't feel too bad.

Fortunately, I finally found a job and started a new life.

Since I chose my job, I began to accept the reality and try to do everything well. I am now a party worker in a state-owned enterprise, but this year I can only call myself a writer. Because I wrote a lot of materials and reports in the first year, I didn't participate in business matters.

I remember when I first started writing materials, a manuscript was changed so densely that I was shocked and felt that I couldn't even do very simple things. I began to think about what the problem was. Later, I carefully studied other people's writing methods and skills, as well as the ideas and ideas of leaders, and I made a lot of progress. Until now, I have kept these altered manuscripts very well, so I can take them out and have a look if I have nothing to do. In the future, when writing all kinds of report materials, I will summarize the way. Up to now, I may have my own set of writing ideas and methods.

In this year's work, I have been very confused and confused, and sometimes I don't know what to do in the future. Actually, I'm still confused. At the age of twenty, there will be a restless heart. Constantly envy others, and you will be impatient when you can't get out of this strange circle.

I have been so upset for a long time, and I often wake up in the middle of the night. But then I found that impatience and anxiety can't change the status quo. Since they can't do it, I'll learn to strengthen my heart. In such an era of flying materials, everyone wants to make a career, especially college students who have just graduated, and it is easy to become impatient unconsciously. But I keep telling myself that everything I have done and experienced will be used one day, just like when I was a graduate student, I was taught to endure loneliness. Today, when I encounter many things, I will find that this is all. In fact, every lesson in life is very important. Everyone's suffering is the wealth of life. If you cross it, you win.

After working for a year, my independent parents have taught me, and now I am constantly learning how to be an independent person. If I have to talk about my work experience, my feelings are: good work attitude, continuous learning, continuous thinking, love of life, kindness and sincerity.

Have a good working attitude. As a writer, many people think that my job is a word porter. Actually, it's not. There are many ways to complete a task, which can be used mechanically or used by me in other people's skills. This is the problem of work attitude. Work attitude determines the effectiveness of work. When I am at work, I seldom take a coping attitude to complete the task. I told myself, I can't do mechanical labor. Since it takes time, I will do my best, and I will make everything reflect its value, so that I can get unexpected cultivation and success.

Keep thinking. Never give up the ability to think independently. I often ask myself, why do you do this? What should I do? Does that make sense? Only by constantly asking myself can I be inspired to think and do practical and valuable work. I attended a company training some time ago and found that many things I came up with were actually the same as those trained, which would be very fulfilling. Besides, we should also put ourselves in others' shoes. At present, we just care too much about our feelings and lack the ability to put ourselves in the other's shoes, so sometimes we think too unilaterally. The way of thinking is also crucial. The way of thinking determines the height of doing things. When I do things, I tell myself to have a systematic and comprehensive thinking. Only careful systematic thinking can be better carried out. If you hammer something in the east and something in the west, it will only take time and effort.

Keep learning. After work, you will find that there are many very powerful people, and everyone has something to learn. In the process of learning from others, learning new things will also open up new working ideas, so I will cherish every opportunity to learn. At the same time, I keep expanding my study. A writer does not mean mastering writing skills, but more importantly, constantly expanding his knowledge and exercising his way of thinking in his study. Politics, economy, literature and law should be paid attention to as long as they are accessible or involved. In this way, once there is an opportunity, we can give full play to our potential and make greater breakthroughs.

Love life. Sometimes, life needs a little fun. After work, I have to face all kinds of things every day, and I have endless work to do. Although everyday life is boring, you must have some fun for yourself. As I get older, I find that time passes faster and faster. I haven't had time to think about it. More than a year has passed. How to have enthusiasm for boring life is a problem that I need to keep thinking about. At work, after I finish a small task, I will celebrate myself a little, invite some friends to dinner and talk about life. In fact, it is still a very beautiful thing. You can also slow yourself down. Drink a cup of tea slowly, read a book slowly, and go running by the river slowly.

Keep the quality of kindness and sincerity. We can't ask others to be sincere and kind, but we can't be influenced by the environment. People who are kind and sincere will have more opportunities. Instead of studying the rules of office and workplace, we should think about how to improve our working ability and become a person who is not easily replaced by others at work. Always try to be a valuable person, not a snob. Only to be such a person is the most practical.

A year is not a long time, but it seems to have grown a lot. Dancing with time can be so light.