We'll talk later, Qian Fan.

I remember we met in the winter of freshman year. You got on the bus at the school gate before me. You sat in the back seat of the car by the window, and I saw you at once. I don't know why at that time, I sat next to you, staring at your cheek all the time, and you looked out the window, how happy you were. It has always been like this. I missed the station where I should have got off, and I realized that I like you. Although I didn't believe in love at first sight before that, fate is so wonderful. I am waiting for you to get to the point. I plucked up my courage and said, Hello, can I know you? I don't want to miss you like this. You said: good. From then on, we began a journey of getting to know each other from strangers to strangers!

I never thought I would break up with you before the day you said goodbye. Even at the beginning, I went to see your parents, but their disapproval of me still didn't stop us from talking about an underground love affair for three years.

You said you were insecure about me. Maybe I'm still too idealistic I thought if I worked hard, I could bring you a sense of security. Before you, I was always behind in my class, but after meeting you, I studied very hard just to go on with you. Then the grade rose to the second place in the class. Although I know it's not enough. But I'm still trying

These three years from freshman to senior. I am very happy when I am with you. Although there will be contradictions between us, we have survived. Until the eve of Singles Day last year, I still thought. Everything that happened with you seems to have been arranged, and it is doomed that you and I will not have a result.

In fact, I don't believe in graduation break-up season, and I didn't feel it until this happened to me. In fact, this is not the curse of social phenomenon, but more when ignorant young people encounter mature social problems, everything can completely change a person's mentality. I also regret that I can't graduate with you, and I hate myself for why our major is five years and yours is four years. I think maybe we will graduate together, and maybe there will be a different ending.

After breaking up, I tried very hard to get you back, but for the last time, your refusal made me understand that we really couldn't go back. I haven't looked for you since. But why did you come to talk to me? I don't want you to give me any illusions, because I really haven't let go. No matter how well I disguise myself, are you going to force me to completely collapse? You know when you talk to me, everyone can avoid you on purpose. I know that I am your first love, and I know that you will meet another one in the future, so I really try my best to protect you, leave you a good memory, and also protect our beautiful past.

Your graduation defense, you're back. Send me a message saying that you are at school. From that day on, I completely lost sleep at night. You said you were waiting for me under my dormitory. You didn't wait, but did you know that I was deliberately avoiding you? I wonder what it will be like to meet you. I'm afraid I can't control myself.

I've thought about it for a long time and decided to make it clear to you. I don't want you to think that I have really let go, and you should not contact me again, because after deep love, you really can't be friends. That's what I said before, but I just want to continue to love you as a friend, and I'm awake. I am really sorry about this, and I am not responsible for myself. Because we all have our own futures. I won't be an intruder in your future life.

So I decided to really go. I really want to put you down. When I leave, I will never come back. May your life be safe, but don't let me know.

I really love you, Lv Menghong!