What does it feel like to be deaf in one ear?

Growing up slowly, I suddenly found myself different. Congenital deafness in the left ear. It turns out that there is binaural effect. Let's talk about life, let's talk about shortcomings:

1, always walking on the left side of others, walking on the right side is particularly insecure.

When someone whispers into my left ear, I can only pretend to be deaf and laugh it off. In fact, they are particularly uncomfortable, and sometimes they are considered indifferent and lost.

3, especially afraid of losing the hearing of the other ear, often tossing and turning, silently sad.

4, dare not wear headphones every day, cover your ears when there is a harsh voice. ?

There are also advantages:

First of all, press the right ear when sleeping, the world is quiet, very quiet; But ... you'll miss the alarm clock. Also, headphones can be used for a long time. If one is broken, you can continue to use the other one that is not broken. What's more, you are more sensitive and better at observing other people's emotions.